Tanya Michaels: Mistletoe Cinderella

So did she. “People can be cruel in what they say, even if it’s not intentional.”

He shrugged. “More than people insinuating I was dumb, what really bothered me were the times I actually felt that way. Making bad judgment calls, stupid mistakes. But I guess everyone has their share of those, right?”

Lord, yes.

She wrestled with the desire to tell him about her own lapse of judgment when she’d let him believe she was someone else. But juxtaposed with her desperation to own up was the dawning realization of how she might make him feel. Would he blame himself for not seeing through her pitiful attempts at deception? He’d called himself “brain-dead” for not seeing Heidi more clearly. Chloe had seen the banked pain in his eyes when he talked about his father. She never wanted to do anything that brought him that same pain.

She’d thought tonight was going to be her downfall, and she was partially right. After a day of joking with him and sharing opinions at the decorating warehouse and an intimate evening of dinner and conversation, she had fallen for him completely. But she couldn’t tell him the truth. Chloe would rather finish this “job” and walk away from him than do anything that made him doubt his own intelligence and self-worth.

“It was such a nice surprise that you called last night and were able to join us for Sunday brunch,” Rose Malcolm said, smiling at Chloe from the sink. “We haven’t seen much of you in the past couple of weeks.”

Chloe carried the last of the plates to the counter and reached for a sponge so that she could help her mother wash the dishes while her father read the Sunday paper in the next room. The Malcolms’ new place included a dishwasher, but Rose never used it since it didn’t get rid of every spot on the glasses and silverware, failing to meet her exacting standards.

“I’m sorry I haven’t been around, Mama. I’ve been busy with work, but also some other things.” She cleared her throat. “In fact, I’ve been meaning to ask you…is it all right if I make some changes to the house? Nothing big! I’m not planning to knock down any walls or anything. I just thought maybe I could do some redecorating.” Ferreting out information and studying color groups for Dylan had inspired her.

Rose tilted her head, looking confused. “Your father and I gave you that house permanently, dear. You may do with it as you please. Fix it up, sell it, anything you deem acceptable.”

“Thank you, Mama.”

“If you want to pick out some new colors and textures, I’m sure you’ll do a lovely job. June Albright had me over for tea yesterday and showed me that Web site you did for her grandson. I don’t understand any of what you actually do, but you have a good eye.”

Gratitude swelled within her, not just for her mother’s words of praise but for having two loving, healthy parents. In all those moments when she’d longed to be someone other than she was, she’d lost sight of just how many blessings Chloe Ann Malcolm actually had.

“You know,” Rose added with a sidelong glance, “June has another grandson who’s in his early thirties and is still single. Beau, I believe his name is. She said she’d be happy to introduce you sometime.”

Chloe had discovered that this was the biggest drawback to her parents moving into the community at the seniors’ complex-lots of retired people with time on their hands who all wanted grandchildren and great-grandchildren. It was a matchmaker’s colony. “I know who Beau is. Our paths haven’t crossed directly, but he seems like a nice man.”

He just wasn’t Dylan Echols.

Rose beamed. “Does this mean I should tell June to set something up?”

“Oh, no. I’m flattered she thought of me, but…”

“Is this because you’re too ‘busy’? Or is it just because you’re shy? I know meeting people hasn’t always been easy for you.”

“Actually, Mama, I have met someone. Just recently. We’re not dating, but I care about him.”

Her mother’s expression lit up. “Well, don’t stop there! Tell me more about him, dear.”

“He’s my age, successful, takes good care of his mother. We may never be more than friends,” Chloe warned, “but it probably isn’t fair to go out with Beau until I know more.”

“I see.” Rose dipped a plate in the soapy water. “And if a relationship does develop, you will bring him over so that we can meet this young man, won’t you?”

“Absolutely.” Not that she could ever bring Dylan to meet her parents if she were operating under an assumed name.

She thought of yesterday, how much fun they’d had shopping and pointing out why they liked or disliked certain items, how he’d taken her breath away with his candor over dinner.

With their relationship progressing, what choice did she have other than to tell him the truth? They could never go any further if she didn’t. Three weeks ago, she never would have believed she could have a relationship with Dylan Echols. But now she knew they were far more compatible than she had ever imagined, knew how special he was. She might even be falling in love with the proud, imperfect man he’d become, not the boy she’d hardly known.

She began drying the plates and bowls that were already clean. “Mama? When you married Daddy, how did you know for certain that you loved him?”

“Love?” Rose stopped what she was doing, glancing covertly at the doorway into the den before looking back at Chloe. “Now don’t take this the wrong way, dear, because I definitely love your father and vice versa, but we cultivated those feelings over decades together. It was never in my personality to get married on an impetuous romantic whim. That was Jane’s style, God rest her soul.”

Not wanting to be argumentative, Chloe refrained from pointing out that she didn’t think her aunt had ever regretted her impulsive elopement. Chloe understood that her mother had always been slightly alarmed by the reckless way her younger sister had lived her life. Rose was speaking more out of that habitual fear than criticism.

“Your father and I met through our families. We were both living in Mistletoe with no plans to go anywhere else, eventually joined the same church. He had a steady job at the carpet plant and was on track to go into management there. I married him because he was a decent man and showed every sign of being a stable provider.

“Romantic love can be fleeting, deceptive. People shouldn’t act on that alone as motivation,” Rose cautioned. “It was always a great comfort to me, when you were in high school and other teenage girls were spending their Friday nights doing who-knows-what out at Mistletoe Cove, that you were too practical to get carried away.”

The fact that so few boys had been interested in dating her also had something to do with it. “That’s me, practical Chloe.” Yes, she’d been the smart girl with straight A’s, but on rare occasions, late at night, she’d wondered what it would be like to be the exciting girl with the illicit hickey.

Rose patted her cheek. “Don’t worry about falling in love, dear. Just do what you’ve always done and follow your brain. I rest easier knowing you’re too sensible to make the kind of spur-of-the-moment mistake other people spend so much time regretting.”

Chloe managed a feeble smile but kept her mouth shut. Practical Chloe she may well be, but her mom had evidently never met C.J.

CHLOE’S PARENTS had raised her to fear consequences. As a girl, she’d believed that in life, as in fairy tales, wicked deeds were punished and the true-hearted heroine would always get her happy ending. It was one of the many reasons she had never liked Candy Beemis, who proved a glaring exception to the rule. But now Chloe’s universe had gone topsy-turvy. She’d performed the single most duplicitous act of her life and was being rewarded at every turn.