“Why didn’t you tell us?”
“I beg your pardon. I didn’t realize I was employed as your majordomo.”
Lia dropped her shawl. It slipped to the ground with hardly a whisper, a white curving ghost against the brown leaves and dirt.
“Hold up.” Kim caught her arm before her third step. “You can’t leave. We’ve only just begun.”
She glanced up at him but it was darker now, so he couldn’t quite read her face. But he was irritated to have come so far for naught; he tightened his grip and gave her a shake.
“Oh, let her be,” said Joan. “She’s too young for this anyway. We all knew it.”
“I did it younger than she,” Kim countered.
“Yes, and you had something to prove, didn’t you?” This from Audrey, his twin. “Eldest son, future Alpha of the tribe. You wanted to impress us.” She lifted a shoulder, nonchalant. “Don’t poker up. I would have done the same if I were you. It was clever to think up a ritual.”
Rhys sighed. “Might as well let her go, Kimber. The moment’s gone. They’re right, you know, she’s just too young. She’s always too young. And she hasn’t shown any of the Gifts, anyway.”
Beneath his hand, Lia twitched. But Audrey had reminded him of who he was, and who he was someday going to be, and so Kim said, “You know what this means, Amalia. You won’t be one of us, truly one of us, until the ritual is complete. Your Gifts won’t come. Or if they do, they won’t be as good.”
“Yes,” she said flatly. “I know.”
She shook free of his grip, turned to the birdcage, and snapped open the door. There came a flurry of peeps and rustling; when she straightened again, there was a dark lump in her fist.
“To the drákon, ” Amalia said, and broke the wren’s neck.
Her fingers opened. The little bird landed beside her shawl, one wing arced in an angel fan across the tassels.
“You have to do both,” managed Rhys, into the sudden hush.
Without a word, Lia stuck her hand into the cage and retrieved the other wren.
Another rush of invisible wind sliced over them, clattering the leaves. She flung the second bird up after it, where it flapped and fluttered and skimmed off in a drunken line, vanishing into the night.
Lia shot a look at Kimber, chin tilted. “I suppose I’ll only ever be half as good as you, after all,” his little sister said, and with her skirts in her hands she pelted down the path that led back to Chasen Manor.
Changeling, Kim thought, watching her go. Definitely.
Once, years ago, Lia had asked her mother if she heard the song.
“The supper chime?” Rue Langford had asked, tucking her daughter into bed.
“No, Mama. The other song. The quiet one.”
“The quiet one. The music box from your father?”
“No. The other song.”
And Mama had gazed down at her with her lovely brown eyes, her head tilted, a smile on her lips. She and Papa were hosting a fête that evening for the members of the council and their wives. Her skirts were ivory and cream; she smelled of flowers and soap and the silvery dust of hair powder. She wore pearls that thrummed with a low, gentle melody, simple, like a hymn. Lia reached out and ran her fingers over the bracelet.
“I’m afraid I don’t know what song you mean, beloved.”
“That one…”
Audrey was already out of the nursery, but Joan was in the bed against the other wall, sulking because she wasn’t yet old enough to attend the fête.
“She says she hears a song all the time,” said Joan in a very bored, grown-up voice.
Mama’s look sharpened. “What sort of song?”
“A quiet one. You know…like the wind in a meadow. Like the ocean.”
Rue’s expression relaxed. “Oh. Yes, I hear that sometimes too.”
“You do?”
“I do. Nature plays a wonderful symphony for us.”
“No, not nature. It’s a song. ”
Rue placed the back of her fingers upon her daughter’s forehead. Her skin felt very cool. “Can you hum it?”
“No.”
“Does it bother you? Does it hurt your head?”
“No…”
“It’s not even real,” said Joan loudly in her bored voice. “If it was real, we’d all hear it. We can hear everything. ”
“It is real to your sister,” answered Mama, firm, and looked back at Lia. “You must tell me if it ever starts to fret you. Come to me, and I’ll fix it.”
Lia sat up in her bed, wide-eyed, interested. Rue was powerful, the most powerful female of the tribe, but Lia had no idea her mother’s Gifts were that strong.
“How, Mama?”
“Why, I’ll love it away, just like this,” said Rue, laughing as she caught Lia by the shoulders and pressed rose-petal kisses all over her cheeks.
That was how Amalia knew that her mother didn’t believe her either.
When the dreams began to surface a few years after that, Lia didn’t bother to tell anyone. The song, for all its persistence, held a certain sadness and distance that made it seem almost innocent. But there was nothing of innocence in the blind dreams. In them she was another person…older. Enigmatic. She woke from them flushed and panting, guilty and excited and miserable at once. She wouldn’t share those feelings with anyone, not even her mother.
At first they were fragments, just voices and sentences that seemed strung together without reason. She could hear herself speaking in them, but what she said made no sense. She could hear the man’s voice, but it was as though he was far away from her, talking through a rainstorm. She caught only snatches of words.
Yet the dreams had grown clearer. And clearer. And with them, a rising sense of danger, a warning that pushed down on her chest and prickled the hair on her arms.
Nothing truly terrible ever happened in the blind dreams. At the same time, she knew that somehow they meant everything terrible. She spoke of stealing and killing and the loss of her parents as if reciting a list for the village market. It was not pretend. But in that humming, welcome dark, Lia felt nothing wrong at all.
A few months past, in the gray morning hours of her fourteenth birthday, the dream had revealed for the first time who the man was.
Zane. Zane the Other, Zane the criminal. Zane, former apprentice of the Smoke Thief herself, now the tribe’s hired hands and eyes and ears in the real world, the world beyond Darkfrith.
And tonight, even though she had run as fast as she could in her hoops and heels, she had missed his carriage. By the time she’d made it past the forest break and onto the front lawn, she couldn’t even see the smudgy glow of its rear lanterns. There was only the faint squeak of metal and wood and the clip-clop of hooves fading off into the hills.
That-and the song. Thin and eerie and sweet, it beckoned from the farthest thread of the eastern horizon. It always beckoned.
Deliberately, she turned her back to it. It haunted her days and nights; it haunted her soul; and the fact that no one heard it but her was something Amalia never liked to consider.
She found herself gazing at the warm, handsome windows of Chasen Manor, set back against the forest and lawn like a perfect painting of country peace. At the figures moving inside, supper being laid, beds turned down, evening fires stoked, everything as ordinary as could be.
Something new flashed in the sky above her head, twisting, bright as a scythe with the rising moon; it dropped swiftly into the woods.
With her arms hugged to her chest, Lia watched it fall.
She’d be called in soon. She needed a plan.
The London air hung heavy with soot and a wet, cool fog, clinging to his face like an unpleasant skin, dampening his breath. But he was used to it; in fact, he usually welcomed it, because foggy nights meant fewer shadows. In his business, light and shadow were as important as picklocks and poison and knives.
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