Joan Smith - Gather Ye Rosebuds

Weylin said, “If Borsini is their son, why does he not say so? And why is he looking for that certain something, offering to pay a hundred pounds for it? That is not the behavior of an innocent man, Zoie."

"If there is anything in this house to prove it, I shall find it, if I have to tear down the walls and pull up the floorboards."

"I shall come over early tomorrow morning. The place to begin is in your uncle's room."

"My uncle used the octagonal tower-that is now my studio. It has been stripped bare. His personal effects were taken to the attic. Mama and I-and Steptoe-have been through them a dozen times."

We sat a moment, pondering this problem. Weylin said, “There is more than one way to skin a cat. Borsini has a past, and we won't have to go all the way to Italy to discover it. I shall send a man to Dublin to check into this boys’ school. There will be some record of a teacher leaving unexpectedly five years ago. I daresay he has a full set of parents of his own, and a birth certificate to prove it. But first we'll have one more go at the studio, and the attics."

Something in me disliked to see my old friend Borsini disgraced. I knew his charm was only a second-rate thing. I had never really believed the palazzo in Venice, or the vineyards, but he had been kind and thoughtful in his way. He used to bring little bouquets of violets in the spring, and say he wished they were orchids. He always remembered any personal thing I told him. When I said I liked Thomas Gray, he had got a copy of his poems at the circulating library and read them. He used to send a card on my birthday, with a poem so awful, I knew without being told that he had written it himself.

He had always been respectful to me. There had been several occasions when he might have made improper advances. He always behaved like the perfect gentleman. His compliments on complexion and ears were given shyly, while he worked. I knew they were like cologne, to be sniffed and enjoyed, not taken seriously. He never once touched me in any familiar way. Other than the occasional mention of the family estate in Italy, he was modest and unassuming. If he was a thief, it was my uncle who had seduced him into it. I could not like to see poor Borsini take the brunt of it, and that was exactly what Weylin had in mind.

"You need not trouble yourself to come and search, Weylin,” I said, and stood up to leave. “I shall do it myself."

Weylin rose and looked at me through eyes narrowed to slits. “And conceal the evidence?” he said. “You are letting your partiality for Borsini lead you astray."

"He is not a bad man, whatever you say."

I did not expect such an outburst. Weylin flew into a towering rage. “So he has been sweet-talking you all the while, has he? Oozing his pseudo-Latin charm on you. Has he screwed himself to the sticking point? Or have you, like my aunt, given yourself without benefit of marriage?"

When I figured out what he meant, I lost the last vestige of control. I raised my hand and struck him a resounding blow on the cheek. The slap echoed on the still night air, with Weylin's gasp of surprise coming after it, the echo of an echo.

"How dare you! I'll have you know, Lord Weylin, Count Borsini is a gentleman. He may not have any right to his title, and he may not have a family mansion behind him, but he-"

"Are you engaged to him?” he said, cutting into my tirade. “You have lost your mind, Zoie. When an engagement must be kept under wraps, that should be enough to tell you there is something wrong with it."

"I am not engaged to him! He has never touched me-in that way, I mean. We are friends."

I watched as the fury subsided to anger, and softened further to embarrassment. “I am happy to hear it,” he said, quite mildly. “I admit I rather liked him myself before-"

"Before you took the notion he was posing as Andrew Jones?"

"Oh no. I suspected that earlier, which is why I took him to Parham, to pick his brains a little.” He stood, looking ill at ease, a completely new posture for Lord Weylin. “I am sorry if I offended you, Zoie."

"And I am sorry I attacked you, but I am not accustomed to being accused of loose and wanton behavior. It strikes me you have a poor notion of my character, sir. First you thought I was stealing that stupid little pot at Parham."

"A Ming vase!"

"I didn't know that, did I? We have one exactly like it in our spare room."

"Not exactly like it, I think. You have your blind spots as well, you see.” His hands rose and seized my wrists. “Why do you think I flew into a pelter when you leapt to Borsini's defense?” he said, in a husky voice. His fingers eased up my forearms until they were holding me in a tight grip, and all the while his head was inching slowly to mine, as if drawn by an inexorable force.

My throat felt swollen. When I spoke, my voice had that same choked sound as Weylin's. “I do not see it is any of your business,” I said weakly.

"Blind as the proverbial bat,” he said softly, and seized my lips for a scalding kiss, there in the moonlight, with the cloying scent of roses around us-and just a whiff of the stable, too, from his jacket. Weylin was no uncertain, teenaged Romeo. He did not woo like a babe, but like a fully grown man. I felt the passion in him, and was aware of an answering force rising like a tide inside me, matching every pressure of body and lips. His arms pressed me against his hard chest, and my hands found their way to his neck. My fingers moved possessively through his crisp hair.

He moved one hand to rest against my throat, the fingers splayed so they touched my shoulder. His moving fingers felt fevered. I could feel my pulse throb against them with every beat of my heart. A heat grew between us; flames licked along my veins and rose in a delirium to my head, robbing me of sense.

Was this how Lady Margaret had lost her virtue? I did not know whether she deserved pity or envy. Through the swirling mist of passion, I remembered Weylin's hint that I had given myself to Borsini. Weylin had made no declaration of love, or of honorable intention. Was he trifling with me? I felt my body stiffen involuntarily. The heat cooled to a chilling anger. I pulled away and glared at him.

"Don't look at me like that!” he said gruffly. “If I got a little carried away, it was not all my doing, Zoie."

I waited to hear the more interesting words I had been hoping for. When they did not come, I said coolly, “You had best go now, Weylin."

"There is no hurry.” He tried to pull me back into his arms. I stepped back with a twitch of my skirts.

He said, “What time shall I come in the morning?"

"I shall let you know if I discover anything."

"Nine o'clock. I shall be here at nine.” He looked all around the garden, inhaling the scent of roses. Then he looked up at the moon and smiled. “It seems a shame to waste that moon,” he said, with a quizzing smile.

I was ready to blame the moon for half my behavior. “It will light your way home,” I told him.

He stood a moment, looking at me in an assessing way. My stiff demeanor told him the lovemaking was over. He accepted it, whistled for his mount, and left with a wave.

I went back inside, determined to be in the attic by seven o'clock tomorrow morning for a private search. And I would have Brodagan or Mama come upstairs with us when Weylin arrived at nine, if I had no luck before that, to keep him in line.

I returned to my lamp chair and my book of poetry, to review our meeting in the garden. How Mrs. Monroe would stare if she knew what brought that smile to my face! Put on my caps indeed! Put on a tiara was more like it. That embrace in the garden told me Weylin loved me, and I meant to see that he did the proper thing about it.