Kathy Love - Truth or Demon

If Killian’s silence on the subway trip was any indication, she suspected he didn’t quite understand how he’d gotten here either. But the truth was she had knocked him unconscious with a family heirloom, he wasn’t from the area, and she had agreed, even if misled to do so, to show him around. And while she still thought he was a jerk, she was polite enough to make an effort to show him a few of the sights.

“I’m taking you to Boston Commons,” she told him as she led him down the sidewalk toward the park. “It’s the oldest public park in the U.S.—and supposedly hosts a number of ghosts.”

Killian nodded, looking around him, and she couldn’t decide what his opinion of the city was thus far.

They walked silently for several moments; then she decided it was going to be a very long day if they were both mute the whole time.

“How long have you been into the paranormal?”

Killian looked as if he was startled to discover her still in step beside him. Probably he was. He seemed like a pretty self-absorbed kind of guy.

Be nice, she told herself.

“Oh—” He seemed to consider the question for a second, then shrugged. “My whole life, really.”

“Really? Was your family into paranormal research too?”

He nodded. “Yeah. Really into it.”

“Was that—strange?”

Again he was silent for a moment, then another shrug. “Not really. It’s all I’ve known.”

“Yeah,” Poppy said. She kind of felt like the past four years were all she’d known too. Sometimes it was hard to remember a time before her parents were gone.

As if he was somehow aware of what was on her mind, Killian asked, “So your sister lives with you?”

“Yes.”

They walked through the park entrance before Killian spoke again. “Why does she live with you?”

The question caught her off guard. Most people she dealt with either knew or assumed the reason. Or they didn’t ask at all. It actually felt really strange to say the words aloud to an utter stranger. To share the most pivotal event of her life.

“My parents died four years ago, and I’ve been raising Daisy ever since.”

Killian didn’t offer the condolences she expected. Instead he said, “That must be hard. To go from sister to mother.”

She glanced at him. He offered her a slight smile, and suddenly she felt something in her chest relax. Like a screw that had been drilled in too tight had been loosened, just a little.

She pulled in a breath, considering his response and her reaction. Most people said they were sorry. That they were saddened by her and Daisy’s loss. But people rarely said the words about how difficult it had been to not only lose her parents but to have to become a parent—all at the same time.

“It has been hard,” she said. “But Daisy is a great kid. So we’ve managed.”

Killian walked beside her, looking at the ground rather than at the beautiful sun-dappled scenery. Poppy found herself wondering what he was thinking. Why should she care, really? She’d just met him, and she didn’t even think she liked him that much.

“I imagine it’s doubly hard to handle things alone.”

She glanced at him again. She tried to hear pity in his voice. She’d gotten pity before, and that was just as hard to deal with as hollow sympathy. Sometimes she just wanted someone to say they understood.

“Sometimes,” she admitted, but then decided she didn’t want to discuss her life with this man, a man she barely knew. They strolled along the park pathway past a sprawling flower bed overflowing with red tulips fringed in an orangey-yellow.

“Aren’t they beautiful?” she said. “Like a sea of fire.”

He didn’t answer for a second as he followed her gaze to the flowers.

“They are considerably less dramatic than a sea of fire.”

“Okay,” Poppy said, not expecting that response. “I guess that’s true.”

“Oh, it’s definitely true.”

Poppy laughed, not sure what to make of this conversation and his adamancy. “I suppose, but they are still beautiful. In their own nonfiery way.”

He nodded, and she wasn’t sure if he really agreed or not. He was sort of a funny guy—funny in an odd way. But he was a paranormal investigator—that probably did make him look at the world in a different way.

“You must really resent it?”

She glanced over at him, not following. “Resent what? Your dashing my sea-of-fire analogy?”

“No.” He cast her a look like she was just silly. “You must resent having to take care of your sister.”

Almost instantly the screw in her chest that had released, even just a bit, twisted violently back into place. Tighter than before.

“No,” she managed to say, even though she couldn’t pull in a full breath. And without speaking another word or looking in his direction, she veered off the pathway onto the grass. Walking with no direction. Just needing to be away from this man and his awful words.

Killian watched Poppy stride away, realizing a fact about himself. The girls might have had a point. Maybe he was going to have work on the personality thing. He was considerably less charming without the ability to manipulate thoughts. Kind of a deflating realization.

But he’d thought getting Poppy to admit she was lonely and wanted someone to help with the burden of essentially being a single parent was a good way to segue into convincing her to date. Apparently not. In fact, he’d pretty much ruined the tiny bit of camaraderie they’d managed to build.

Ramp up the charm, buddy. Otherwise, he wasn’t going to be able to befriend her, much less play matchmaker.

He started after her, doubling his steps to a jog until he was beside her. He touched her arm to stop her, to get her to look at him.

She did, and when her gaze met his, he could see the pain in her dark eyes, pain so clear and strong he could feel it radiate through him as if it were his own.

He dropped his hand away from her as if breaking physical contact would also break the emotional connection. It didn’t.

“I’m sorry,” he said automatically, stunned by how much her hurt expression affected him.

Her gaze roamed his face as if she was trying to decide whether she should believe him; then she just nodded. She pulled in a deep breath and pointed past him.

“There’s the Central Burying Grounds. It’s supposed to be haunted. I know some of the stories. Maybe they would be good for your television show.”

Right. Right. The fake career. The fake TV show. And now it was time to create a fake friendship with this woman.

He smiled, pouring every bit of sheepish charm he could muster into that one curve of his lips. “That sounds like just the type of thing I was hoping to find.”

He gestured for her to lead the way. She regarded him again for a moment, then walked past him toward a fenced-in plot of land, scattered with old tombstones, crooked from years of the earth freezing and thawing under them.

Poppy pushed open a wrought-iron gate, and a loud creak moaned through the air. But the sound seemed more out of place than eerie. With the bright spring sunshine warming their faces and new grass almost blindingly green around the weathered gravestones, it was hard to see the place as anything other than peaceful.

As if reading Killian’s mind, Poppy said, “Maybe we should have waited to explore this place in the evening or on a rainy day. I’m afraid the stories will sound sort of lame on such a sunny day.”

“That’s okay. Tell me.”

“Well, there are several tales surrounding this place. This cemetery is where the most unfortunate citizens of Boston were buried. The poverty-stricken who died from awful diseases and from wretched conditions—”