Elizabeth Miles: Eternity

Honestly, Em had started to wonder if she even deserved a best friend like Gabby—who, even now, bounced her head back and forth in perfect time to the radio. Em took a sip of her hot chocolate, wishing it tasted as good as she remembered. But all this thinking about how she’d betrayed Gabby made her want to puke. And all for him. Zach.

He loomed like a specter over their friendship. Zach McCord, Gabby’s slimeball ex. He’d played both of them, cheating on Gabby and making Em feel superspecial, when really she was just another trophy for his collection. She had to admit that she was grateful he’d left school. There was a rumor that Zach had fallen prey to a mysterious illness or accident that left him unable to play sports, but really, Em was fine knowing as little as possible about Zach’s new life—she was just happy he was no longer part of theirs.

Em was still amazed at how she’d deluded herself into thinking she and Zach were meant to be. She’d been longing for love, but she’d been looking in the wrong place. And she’d ruined everything by being so stupid, so wrong.

How could it have taken her so long to see that JD was the one for her? The boy who’d challenged her to epic snowball fights when she was a kid, who’d sat and watched movies with her one summer when she had broken her ankle and couldn’t play outside, who’d made her laugh and knew all the words to her favorite cheesy musical, Guys and Dolls .

For the millionth time, she wished she could go back and do it all differently.

Gabby would be well within her rights to ditch Em completely—to advertise for a new co–queen bee. A new best friend. But Em was determined not to let that happen. She’d screwed up so much recently. Her chances with JD were almost certainly over; he believed she’d bailed on the pep-rally bonfire (and him) to meet some other guy at the Behemoth. He thought she was a selfish liar. And she had no way to prove that it wasn’t true. She couldn’t tell him what had really happened—she’d made a promise to the Furies, and she already knew all too well what could happen if she broke it.

And then there was her overwhelming guilt about Drea; it was impossible not to believe that her own safety from the fire had come at the price of Drea’s life, no matter what the counselor said. It was her fault. And Drea had been trying to save her, to exorcise her of whatever demons she believed were consuming Em.

She couldn’t—wouldn’t—let anyone else down. From now on, she would be the one to play heroine. She would save her friendship with Gabby. She would save Ascension from the wrath of the Furies, before any more deaths occurred. She would save herself.

It was up to her now.

“When did Skylar come back to school?” Em asked Gabby when they reconvened in the library during lunchtime and plopped down at the research table by the windows. With the Gazebo section of the cafeteria under repairs after the glass roof collapsed onto Skylar’s face, there was overflow during fifth-period lunch. Gabby, Fiona, Lauren, and a few others had taken to eating in the library, where they were often shushed but rarely bothered. That was another thing that had changed since the slew of tragedies had hit: Back in the day, the girls would never have missed the opportunity to be right in the center of the action. But now it didn’t seem so important.

“Today’s her first day back too,” Gabby said. She bit her lip, looking worried. Before her accident, Skylar had developed a major girl-crush on Gabby. “I called her a few days ago, just to see how she was doing. It was superweird; she kept saying all this sad stuff like how she didn’t deserve my friendship.”

Em had spotted Skylar by her locker before third period. Skylar had avoided her eyes. She had a new haircut that had to be a wig. When she’d seen Skylar in the hospital last week, part of her head had been shaved and a row of stitches had stretched from her forehead past her hairline. Em was sure this cut and style was chosen to conceal her scars: long bangs, layers around her cheeks. Still, it was impossible to miss the feather-colored scars crisscrossing Skylar’s nose and cheeks.

At least she was healing. Em involuntary shuddered as she pictured Skylar just before the Spring Fling—lying in the hospital bed and practically incoherent, her face slashed and bandaged.

While the school board blamed the accident on structural deficiencies in the Gazebo glass, Em knew that there was another culprit. Or rather, three of them, who went by the names of Ty, Meg, and Ali. Em was certain the Furies had marked Skylar, but she didn’t fully understand why. There were glaring clues: the orchid Em had spotted pinned to Skylar’s dress at the bonfire in the Haunted Woods, the fact that Skylar, too, had met the mysterious trio.

“I saw her waiting for the bus on my way to school today,” Lauren piped in. “She looked like she wished she could melt into the ground.”

“Talk about tragic,” Fiona said, stirring a thermos cup of soup in front of her. “I heard from Amy Martin that she’s planning on trying out for the school play. Apparently the guidance counselors want her to get more involved and stuff . . . to help her cope.”

“Ned’s play?” Em had a fuzzy, pre-Furies recollection of JD’s nerdy friend Ned carrying on about the play he planned to direct in the spring: A version of the Greek story of Cassandra, whose prophecies were perceived as madness. Ironic that Skylar might play a role in a Greek tragedy onstage while embroiled in one offstage, as well.

Fiona shrugged. “I guess so. God, do you remember what she looked like at the Fling? She certainly knows how to put on a show.”

The night of the Fling, drugged-up and bandaged, Skylar had looked almost as if she were possessed. Her entrance at the dance had been anything but subtle. She’d stumbled in, hopped up on painkillers, wearing a too-small dress and a crazy-lady veil that half-concealed her gauze-covered wounds.

The dance. Though she tried to quell the thoughts before they overtook her, Em began to flash back to the moments following Skylar’s disastrous appearance. The gym had gone black. Hysteria set in when students realized the doors were stuck. Drea had gone into a corner to prepare what she believed to be a ritual that would banish the Furies. And then Ty had appeared.

The girls got quiet, a show of respect for Em. They’d noticed how close she and Drea had gotten.

“So, how’s your first day back?” Gabby asked.

“It’s not that bad, actually,” Em said. And it wasn’t, thank god. She’d felt relatively . . . normal today, which was a good sign. “I’m never going to be able to leave the house again, though—too much homework.”

“I can help you with all the math stuff,” Fiona said. “It would actually be good practice for the PSAT.”

“And I’ve got all the French homework,” Lauren added.

“I can tell you every single couple that’s fought and made up in the past seven days,” Gabby deadpanned. The girls laughed as the bell rang, jolting Em from the few moments of true freedom she’d felt in weeks.

It was time for gym. They all said good-bye, and Em hoofed it across campus.

In the antiseptic locker room, she distractedly made small talk with Jenna, who had just “totally failed” a math test, and Portia Stewart, the starting forward on the girls’ varsity soccer team and Em’s go-to girl during yearbook season for write-ups in the sports section.

“I can’t believe we have to go outside in this weather,” Jenna whined, finger combing her hair into a high ponytail. “It’s—it’s inhumane is what it is.”

“Jenna, it’s like fifty degrees outside,” Portia reasoned. It was one of those cusp-of-spring days marked by damp air and gray skies. It was almost guaranteed they’d do a whole lot of laps around the track—not to mention Ms. Hadley’s version of handball, which involved students hitting small rubber balls against the dark green walls that lined the tennis courts. To be honest, Em didn’t mind it that much. She hadn’t exercised at all recently—though you wouldn’t be able to tell, the way she was losing weight—and she appreciated the every-other-day chance to focus only on her heaving breaths and burning calf muscles. To shut off her mind for a bit.