Donna Grant - Fire Rising

“Never. There were women, but none that ever held your attention or your affections. The same can no’ be said for Sammi.”

“How did you know you loved Dani?”

Ian smiled at the mention of his wife. “When the idea of living life without her by my side seemed pointless. Doona do as I did and fight what’s between you and Sammi. Take hold of her and love her, brother.”

“Even when I doona know why I was made into a King?”

“Even then. Love can no’ be understood. You’ve been given a second chance all around. Will you really throw your chance with Sammi away to let the Dark have you?”

Tristan didn’t want to. He wanted to go on enjoying life—and Sammi.

“Understand,” Con said quietly as he stood beside Phelan and Charon. “The Dark are waiting. They doona plan to do any kind of trade.” He turned his head and looked at Tristan. “If we’re going to win this day, we need a plan they’ll never see coming.”

Sammi hated the feel of wearing wet jeans. It was about as disgusting as mud slipping through her toes. She shivered just thinking about it.

It was hard not to think of miserable things when she felt so dismal. Wet jeans, damp shirt and hair, along with the icy temperatures were enough to put a saint in a foul mood.

And she was far from a saint.

At least her thoughts had taken her from the Dark Fae. They were a terrorizing lot to be sure. She leaned her head back against the stone wall, hating that she was so helpless. But what could a mortal do against the magic of the Fae?

Sammi climbed to her feet and stretched. She groaned when her jeans stuck to her leg. “Ick,” she murmured and made herself walk around the rectangular room.

If only she had magic to toss at the Dark Fae she wouldn’t feel so powerless. As it was, she felt like an inmate on death row waiting to be executed.

She prayed Tristan came for her, but she also hoped he didn’t. There could be nothing good of the Dark having a Dragon King. Nor could she imagine Tristan locked away as she was.

He would long to see the sky and ache to take flight. He was a glorious specimen in human form with his chiseled features, hard muscles, and the tat on his chest.

But as a dragon, his amber scales gleaming in the sunlight, he was magnificent. He glided effortlessly upon the wind, his massive wings spread wide while he moved between mountains.

How could someone like that be kept in the dark? How could someone like that survive with the Dark Ones?

Tristan was immortal, but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t be affected somehow, someway. That thought chilled her. His obligation would send him, and he would be stuck in this evil place.

“Do you love him?”

Sammi shrieked as she whirled around to find Balladyn leaning a shoulder casually against the wall as he watched her. Once more he had come upon her without her knowing. How she despised that. “What?”

“Tristan? Do you love him?”

“You want me to say yes so you can use him against me?” She rolled her eyes. “Please. I’m not that guileless.”

His smile didn’t reach his red eyes. He had changed into all black—black jeans, black boots, and a black BKE long-sleeved tee. His hair was pulled away from his face and secured at the back of his head, hanging down his back in a black and silver cascade.

“For someone who wants to destroy my world, you sure like the fashions,” she pointed out. “Are those Bed Stu boots?”

“Answer me, mortal.”

His voice was as hard as granite, as unforgiving as the arctic. Sammi was petrified of him. Her first instinct was to cower and tell him anything he wanted. It was also her plan to make them think she was scared.

Easy since both went hand in hand.

“His power lured me,” she said, hoping Balladyn bought the lie. Though it wasn’t a complete lie. There was something mesmerizing about the Kings, but Tristan more than any other.

Balladyn narrowed his eyes on her. “It’s not wise to lie to me.”

“I don’t love,” she blurted out. Tears stung her eyes as the truth of her life came back and slapped her in the face.

She didn’t love. Anyone. She hadn’t even let Jane as close as Jane thought she was. Sammi had taken her calls and texts and exchanged e-mails, but every time Jane wanted her to visit, Sammi had an excuse. Same for when Jane tried to see her.

Sammi could keep her at a distance with electronics. It was more difficult when someone stood before you. Tristan had shown her that. She’d tried her damnedest to keep him at arm’s length.

And failed.

If the Fae realized she had fallen for the Dragon King, they would use it against both her and Tristan. She was weak as a mortal against the Dark, but she could do her part to make them think it was nothing more than a King protecting a human.

“You spent the night in his bed,” Balladyn said, breaking into her thoughts.

Sammi wrapped her arms around her middle to help keep her warm. “It was one night. That doesn’t mean anything.”

“It does. It can.”

“Not with me. Besides, if he cared for me, would he have put me in danger back at the cottage? Would a Dragon King who loved a mortal have had her anywhere near where a potential attack would come?”

She inwardly smiled when she saw Balladyn frown and hesitate before speaking. She had hit the nail on the head.

What was worse, she was thinking how true her words really were. She might have fallen in love with Tristan, but he didn’t return her feelings.

The emptiness inside her yawned like a gaping black hole threatening to swallow her. That same hole had nearly taken her when her mother died.

This time she wouldn’t be able to outrun it.

This desolation, hollowness … this sadness was why she had made sure never to get close to anyone. The pain was too intense to bear.

“You see I’m right,” she said as her heart crumbled into a thousand pieces.

“Yet you expect him to come.”

It wasn’t a question. Sammi tilted her head to the side. “The main purpose of the Dragon Kings is to protect humans. Isn’t that why there were the Fae Wars? He will be doing his duty as a King. Nothing more.”

“You’re lying.”

“You know I’m not.”

Balladyn pushed away from the wall and gradually walked to her, eyeing her the entire time. “Your words make sense, but I saw the way he looked at you when Taraeth took you.”

“I’m Jane’s sister. Banan had Tristan watch over me. I’m nothing more than an obligation, a duty.”

“So you say,” he said.

He kept walking around her, making Sammi turn to keep him in her sights. “Why would I have need to lie?”

“Because you love him?”

She forced a laugh she didn’t feel. “Oh, how wrong you are. Tristan is nothing to me. He was someone to fill my bed because I enjoyed what he looked like.”

“You could be lying.”

“I could be, but I want to go home. You scare me. This place scares me. My connection to Jane and Dreagan is what landed me here. What loyalty to the Kings do I have? None.”

Balladyn took a step toward her, bringing his body close enough that she could feel the heat of him. “Kellan was quick to deny his feelings for Denae, and yet they were mates.”

“I’m not Denae, and Tristan isn’t Kellan.” She was running out of things to say. If only he would believe her and step away. She needed to be alone in her misery.

“Maybe.”

Sammi looked to the ceiling before she met his red gaze. “Look. I don’t know how to make this any plainer. What do you want from me?”

Before she could guess his intentions, his hand snaked out and grasped the back of her head while his lips descended upon hers.