A. Colucci - Seeders

“No way. It was real.” He held up his pointer finger and showed her the splinter. “This came off the wood. I’ll probably get tetanus.”

“So we should go down there and get it.” Her eyes were bright.

“ Hell no . I’m not going down there again. I’m going home.”

She watched him strain to his feet and then walk a crooked path down the strip of rocks. She turned back to the sea with a longing expression, biting her lip and staring at the steel mast.

Luke didn’t look back. He kept on going, holding his chest and breathing heavy. Monica got up and followed him back to the beach.

“DIDN’T I TELL YOU not to go outside?” Isabelle was fuming.

“See, I told you we shouldn’t have said anything.”

“Is that your answer, really?” she said to Monica, jerking her head like a pecking hen. “Look, all you have to do is survive for four more days. Do you think you can manage to stay alive until Wednesday?”

Ginny looked up from her jigsaw puzzle and huffed. “Lot of nonsense, plants trying to drown you. It’s hormones, I’m sure. A boy at his age will fantasize about anything. Dogs, sheep, kelp.”

“What’s going on, Mom?”

“I told you, I don’t know, but we have to stick together until the boat arrives.”

“Oh my,” Ginny said. “That day is coming up quickly and we still haven’t found the Star.”

Luke and Monica shared a glance.

“Ginny, we’ve searched the entire house. It’s not here.”

“Well, then, we must search outside. It’s on this island, I’m sure.”

“We’re staying inside.”

“All right, you leave me no choice.” Then she raised the reward to $100,000 and left the room in complete silence.

Finally, Isabelle took a breath and cleared her throat. “You can look all over the house, but don’t even think about going past the patio.” She glanced at the window and said, “Do you believe it? Your brother is outside again.” She headed to the hallway for her jacket.

“Your mom is getting so bossy,” Monica said.

“Yeah, I think it’s great.”

“I don’t. She can’t tell me what to do.”

“She’s trying to keep us from getting killed, without losing her mind like everyone else.”

Monica stuck out her lip. “You didn’t tell her about the box.”

“So what? A diamond isn’t the most important thing right now.”

“You gonna tell Ginny?”

He shrugged. “I just want to go lie down. I’m tired and I almost died.” He got up and walked to the stairs, glancing back. “Oh yeah, and thanks for saving my life.”

She smiled faintly, not really listening. She was thinking about the box.

Only Sean came to dinner that night. Isabelle made pancakes because it was his favorite. The house was deathly quiet, except for Sean humming the same tedious notes, which now sounded to Isabelle more frightening than hopeful.

She looked at him sideways; everything about her son seemed different. His skin was pale with dark circles under his eyes and he’d lost some weight so that his cheekbones were more prominent on his face. Then there was his expression: angry and accusing .

He stared at Isabelle and stopped humming.

“You want something?” she said cheerfully, even though the horrible truth was lurking in her mind. She was becoming afraid of her son.

Sean didn’t answer. He licked his lips, still focused on her face. The plate in front of him was full. He had barely eaten anything.

“Do you want to go to bed?”

No answer.

Isabelle took slow bites from her fork. At least he wasn’t humming anymore. She heard the tinkling of cutlery hitting his plate and out of her peripheral vision she saw he was holding a knife. Not in the way someone would cut a pancake, but holding it in his fist with the blade pointed down, like how someone might stab a person.

Without looking up, she said quietly, “You know, Sean. I thought we could go to the beach tomorrow. You haven’t been to the beach. We could maybe catch fish with the fishing poles. Would you like that?”

He started tapping the blade of the knife on the table. Still, Isabelle didn’t look up. She was afraid of what he might do.

Tap… tap… tap.

“Sean. Would you like to go for a walk in the woods?”

He put the knife down. She exhaled slowly.

“We’ll go tomorrow morning.” Then she looked at him and saw there was nothing frightening. Just the same sweet face as always.

He looked down and began to eat, long dark bangs falling into his eyes.

Reflexively, Isabelle reached out and brushed them away.

As she touched him, Sean hissed and scratched her arm.

She pulled back and stared with surprise, rubbing the puffy red lines that marred her skin.

Sean rose with a scowl, knocking his plate to the floor with a crash and then marching across the room. His footsteps pounded the stairs.

Isabelle sat rigid in her seat, one hand over her mouth.

She had felt something on his forehead. Smooth bumps, soft as moss but cold as stone. It was the same growth that she’d seen on Jules.

Monica chugged the bottle of vodka until it was gone. She lay on the bed looking pale and lazy.

“You drank all of it?” Luke said, in between sips from the bottle of merlot.

“S’okay. I can switch to that crappy stuff you’re drinking.”

He leaned over and kissed her lips. It felt good, but even better was how comfortable it was to kiss her. A serious girlfriend was something other guys had, not guys like Luke, and yet here he was kissing this gorgeous girl and it felt as natural as breathing. Getting physical with Monica was all he thought about since their first night in his room, and even though they hadn’t gone all the way, it was incredible. He decided that sex was this amazing secret that no one really understood until it happened. It gave him a new sense of confidence and maturity; even he could see the difference. If the guys back home asked how far he got with Monica—and they would—Luke would tell them to fuck off. That’s how it was when you loved someone.

His tongue found the inside of her mouth, cold from the vodka, but she pulled away, wanting to snuggle instead. He played with her hair that fell softly around her face and over her shoulders. He traced the contours of her cheekbones, her jaw. “I like that you don’t wear all that makeup anymore. You’re prettier like this.”

She pressed a hand to her gut and burped, looking slightly bilious. “Yeah, well, once we get home everthin’ goes back to normal.”

As she started to doze, he started to panic.

“What do you mean? No way you’re going back to that life, or breaking up with me. No freakin’ way.”

“Luke.” She looked at him with sleepy lids. “Wass really changed? I mean… really ?”

“I’ll tell you what’s changed. I’m gonna get that diamond and give you that money so we can go to France.”

“You’re drunk.” She sighed. “Like me.”

“Maybe a little. But I mean it… I love you.”

“I’m gonna puke.” She rolled off the bed and ran to the bathroom. He listened to her gag.

There was a knock on the door and Luke stuck the bottles under the bed. It had to be his mother, right on cue. He popped a handful of mints and chewed them while he let her in.

Isabelle scanned the room. “You should be in your own bed with the doors locked. Remember?”

“Monica was scared to be alone. I thought I’d stay till she fell asleep.”

There were disturbing sounds in the bathroom.

“Is she throwing up in there?”

He shrugged.

“Luke, I won’t tell you again.” She looked furious. “No drinking. I want it to stop. You have to keep your wits about you.”