Regan Wolfrom - Coyote

“Yeah… it doesn’t matter what she thinks.”

“I don’t disagree.”

That time I was the one who leaned in for the kiss.

I heard a snowmobile arrive a few minutes later. I went downstairs to check, leaving Kayla in my room. We hadn’t done much.

But probably enough for Matt to get the message.

Justin was the one who stepped into the house, which was odd, since I don’t remember inviting him over.

“We got ’em,” he said to me as he kicked off his boots by the door.

“Where are they, then? You just took off in front of them?”

“The cart’s a little slow. And you know, I have a family to care for. It’s hard being the support system for two of those now.”

“So you’re just here to taunt me? Like you’re looking for a fistfight?”

He smiled. “Come on, Baptiste… I was just messing with you. Don’t be so mopey.”

“Don’t be such an ass, Justin. Let’s start with that, shall we?”

“Sure,” he said with a grin. “Sorry about Sara, eh?”

“What about Sara?”

“You know… that you two are on the outs. It was a good run, though.”

“How is this your business?”

“Well, when Sara starts sniffing around me because you’re not cutting it for her… that makes it my business. I mean, I’m a married man…”

I stepped up to him and gave him a shove. “Get out,” I said.

“Easy, guy… the heart wants what it wants…”

“Get out of my face, Justin.”

“Sure, pal… I’ve got a place to be.” He turned and headed toward the door. He stopped and gave me a smirk. “Don’t worry… I’ll make sure Sara isn’t… neglected…”

“Don’t you have some supplies to give away?”

He walked out onto the porch. He gave me a wave as he left.

Kayla came downstairs.

“What an asshole,” she said.

“You heard all that?”

“No… I just know he’s an asshole.”

I laughed. And then I followed her back upstairs.

I heard the cart coming, and I started climbing off the bed.

“Don’t,” Kayla said. “They’re fine. They don’t need you right now.”

She put her hand on my shoulder and started rubbing.

I laid back down.

“We can’t do this now,” I said.

“Why not?”

“What if someone comes up here?”

“Let them come. As long as I get to go first.” She started kissing my neck.

I appreciated the sentiment, but I wasn’t really that type of guy.

I flipped her onto her back and pulled off her shirt.

“Oh,” she said. “So that’s how you want to do it, Big Daddy?”

I almost cringed at the nickname. But I held it in.

The last thing I wanted to do was turn her off.

I started kissing her neck, like she’d done mine. I listened to her moan… I loved the sound more than anything else.

Kayla Fucking Burkholder…

I felt like I was cheating now… on Sara… on Alanna… but I wanted to cheat… I wanted to just do what I wanted, to tell the world “to hell with it”.

So I took Kayla on my squeaky double bed.

It was amazing.

She is amazing.

I am amazing.

Today is Saturday, January 5th.

I woke up with Kayla beside me.

I guess there are no secrets anymore.

We dressed and then we went downstairs together, not clinging like newlyweds, but I’m sure it’d be obvious that we were a couple of sorts.

There was no one there.

I pulled out my tablet.

No messages.

“What the hell is going on?” I asked.

“I don’t know,” Kayla said. “We did sleep in.”

“By a half hour, maybe…”

“Message Graham… he still… um… doesn’t hate you…”

“Thanks.” I queried for Graham’s whereabouts. He was up the road, between the Tremblays and the Porters. “He’s heading to see Justin,” I said.

“That’s… odd…”

“They’re going to have a meeting about us,” I said. “What to do with Kayla and Baptiste…”

She smiled. “Nah… probably just an orgy.”

I went along. “But you love orgies.”

She chuckled. “So I’m the one who should be worried.”

We put on our jackets and boots. I unlocked the chest by the door and found all three sets of vests and helmets. I didn’t put one on, but I can’t say I wasn’t tempted.

We walked up the road toward the Porters. As we passed the Marchands, I tried to see if I could see anyone through the windows. I couldn’t.

We passed the Tremblays; I couldn’t make out anyone there, either.

Then I saw someone, at the Williams’ place, the next cottage up the road. The skinny Marchand kid, splitting firewood just outside the boarded up front window.

“What’s going on?” I asked him.

“Splitting wood,” he said. “For the girls.”

“The girls?”

He stopped splitting. “Uh… yeah…”

“Gwyneth’s moving in here,” Kayla said. “Am I right?”

“That red-haired girl…” the boy said. “And that pretty brunette… Fiona…”

“That pretty brunette is only sixteen,” I said.

“So? I’m seventeen.”

“They’re moving out… fuck…”

The door to the Williams’ place opened.

I looked over to see Sara.

“I’m moving out, too,” she said. “There’s no way I’m going to be living with the two of you.”

“We can’t afford this,” I said. “We’re going to heat five cottages? This kid’ll be splitting a lot of firewood.”

“This kid?” the boy said. “Do you even know my name?”

I shook my head. “Sorry…”

“Same as you. Robert. Robert Émile Marchand.”

“Nice to meet you,” I said, really not caring. I turned back to Sara. “You can’t do this, Sara.”

“I can’t do what, now?” she said. “I can’t fuck Kayla behind your back… oh, wait…”

“You weren’t even talking to me.”

“So you start screwing the local slut?”

“Don’t you call me that,” Kayla said.

“Don’t take this out on Kayla,” I said. “This is between you and me.”

“There’s nothing between you and me,” she said. “Nothing. You get that? Now go home and leave us alone. We have a shit-ton of work to do and the last thing I need is the two of you.”

“We should help,” Kayla said. “Fiona and Gwyneth deserve a nice place to stay.”

“Don’t bother,” Sara said. “Just get out of my sight.”

Kayla grabbed my elbow, like she was wanting me to back her up.

I wanted to…

“Let’s go, Kayla,” I said. “If people want to put themselves at risk that’s their deal. I’m not going to support this stupidity.” I spun around and starting walking home. “Good luck, Robert,” I said. “You’re going to need it with that bunch.”

Kayla seemed hesitant to leave. I wasn’t about to wait on her. I just kept walking.

“I’m sorry, Sara,” I heard her say. “I didn’t want things to go like this.”

I did my best not to feel sorry, too.

Kayla and I stayed in my bedroom for most of the day.

I tried not to listen in to the sounds of the horde coming in to pack up all the clothes and food and dishes.

We were losing three and keeping five, assuming that Matt was sticking around and not planning to camp out in the bushes outside the old Williams’ cottage. I’m not sure how they were planning on divvying things up, but for whatever reason I didn’t want to know.