Regan Wolfrom - Coyote

He smiled. “I’m taking an inventory.”

“There’s no way we’re telling you what we’ve got.”

“Not supplies… people.”

“Still not telling you.”

He nodded. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to pry.”

“I’m pretty sure you mean to,” Lisa said.

“What’s your last name, Ryan?” I asked.

“What’s the difference? For all you know I’m just making shit up.”

“That’s what I was assuming. Thanks for clearing that up.”

“It’s Stems. Of the Kapuskasing Stems. On Maple Drive.”

“Clever,” Lisa said, “but we’re all filled up on douchebags right now.”

“You been to New Post yet?” I asked him.

“No… is that a town?”

“It’s a bunch of people with guns and a big gate. Good bunch, though. I recommend you go visit them instead.”

“You’re a tough crowd.”

“You want it tougher?” Lisa asked.

He chuckled. “I’m good. If you’re willing to put our weapons back in our bags we’ll be on our way.”

I nodded to Lisa and she handed the handgun back to Graham, who repacked them in the saddlebags.

Juliette waved again as they drove back up the driveway.

It took almost a week for the news to reach us. Ryan Stems and his lovely “wife” had tried to rob the Lamarches at gunpoint.

Juliette had been keeping a gun in her jacket.

The Lamarche family lost both of their sons.

Ryan Stems lost Juliette, who the Lamarches guessed was somewhere around fifteen years old.

I should have searched them. And I shouldn’t have let them leave. It doesn’t matter what so-called good Ryan Stems thinks he’s doing for the Mushkegowuk Nation; he’ll always have the blood of those two Lamarche boys on his hands.

The same goes for the blood of that teenage girl.

Everyone else came up with a more liquid way of passing the time during the storm, and I’m pretty sure that all four of them were drunk before they’d finished lunch.

Kayla and Lisa are surprisingly unfun when wasted, while Matt just gets stupider. The only one of them who is the least bit interesting as a boozer is Graham, who seems to turn his prissiness down a few notches.

“You guys are the best,” I heard him shout from the living room.

“I like him better as a drunk,” Sara said as she rolled the dough.

“It’s like there’s this little fun-time Graham who’s only allowed out once a year,” Fiona said.

“It’s for the best,” I said. “Lisa wouldn’t put up with him if he was happy all the time.”

I heard the sound of broken glass, followed by a rousing cheer.

“We’d better witness whatever this is,” Sara said.

We walked out into the living room to see a pile of broken glass and Graham, standing over it with a bloodied hand.

“What the hell happened?” I asked. “Did you cut yourself?”

Graham held up his other hand. “I think maybe,” he said.

“Someone ought to bandage that,” Lisa said. “Or at least cut up the other hand so it matches.”

Kayla and Matt started to laugh, and Graham soon joined in even though it was clear that he was past understanding the joke. I turned to see that Sara was laughing, too. I didn’t get it.

“That’s funny?” I asked her.

She nodded. “Nothing wrong with a little bit of fun.”

“Godammit,” I muttered. “Fiona, can you help me out here? Get me something to wrap up his hand?”

Fiona rushed back to the kitchen.

“I swear, Graham,” I said as I grabbed for his injured hand. “If I get blood on my clothes I’m going to open up a few more veins.”

“Don’t worry so much,” Graham said. “You know… you worry too much, Bat-piste.”

“Sounds like a bat taking a piss,” Matt said. “Bat piss! Bat piss!”

“Yeah,” Kayla said. “How do you explain that, Baptiste? Why are you named after bat piss?”

“This is getting out of hand,” I said, looking to Sara for some kind of assistance.

“Fiona and I can bandage him up,” she said, putting her hand on my back.

“What about the rest of these idiots?”

“Who you calling an idiot?” Kayla asked. “Who’s the one named after bat piss again?”

“Don’t let them get to you,” Sara said. She gave me a kiss, but it didn’t help to calm me down.

“This is ridiculous. Every one of them is drunk off their ass.”

“But it’s a fine, fine ass,” Kayla said. She stuck it out at me.

“This can’t happen again,” I said as I made my way upstairs, leaving the noise behind.

I think I was angrier at myself for letting it happen.

“Your anger was disproportionate, Robert.”

I’d had a therapist back in Toronto who’d told me that pretty much every time I’d talk about the latest thing that made me lose my temper.

Guys like me… we’re great when the shit hits the fan, or at least we like to think we are, but when things are going so-so and something gets on our nerves… watch out.

It doesn’t make sense for me to want to beat the life out of Matt, or to want to scream at Kayla. It’s disproportionate. It’s out of whack.

So I had a bag of pills in my pocket, with the little maple leaf; I’d expected to need one yesterday, but I’d never gotten to it. For some reason, I needed it today.

I sat down on my bed and I gently tossed a pill from one hand to the other.

I knew that it was a bad idea, that I was the only person there who was sober and experienced enough to shoot a gun. If this pill took me out of commission for six or seven hours…

Stems might have snowmobiles or he might just use snowshoes. He could come back to take us out once and for all. If he cared to. If he hadn’t really changed.

Or… maybe some other, random guys could show up at any moment with no real purpose other than to totally fuck us up.

That doesn’t sound any better.

I couldn’t afford to take that pill.

Fiona came to see me in my room a little while later.

I was reading a book on my tablet, laying on my bed in my boxer shorts; she didn’t seem to care that I was somewhat close to naked.

“Are you okay?” she asked as she planted herself on the bed beside me.

“I’m fine… thanks.” I sat up and gave her a smile.

She put her hand on my bare knee; I don’t think she meant anything by it.

“I didn’t think it bothered you when people drank,” she said.

“It usually doesn’t. But there’s a limit, you know? Things are a little out of control down there.”

“There’s not much else to do around here today.”

“See what’s happened? You hated people drinking when you got here.”

“I was fourteen when I got here.”

“Well, it’s not a good idea for more than half of us to be drunk. What if there was some kind of emergency?”

She grinned. “Like what? Yeti attack?”

I laughed at that. “Possible… or zombie snowmen?”

I loved hearing her giggle.

She arched her eyebrows. “Homicidal Christmas elves?”

She gave me a funny look that made me crack up.

“You’re awesome, Fiona. You really are. You remind me so much of my daughter… have I ever said that?”

She seemed to be taken aback. “Um… Sara’s told me that before. That you think I’m a lot like Cassy.”

“Well… you are.”

She looked down for a moment. “Does that bother you at all?”

“What do you mean?”