Carrie Vaughn - Voices of Dragons

“How’s your mom?” he asked, after the silence that followed the waitress’s departure.

Upset, Kay thought. Upset about Dad, about the fact her only daughter had been consorting with dragons, about her life’s work going down the tubes. Like everything else, it was too much to explain. She shrugged instead.

“Oh my God, you guys are here!” Tam raced over to their booth from the front door. Her eyes were wide. “Are you okay?” she demanded.

Kay was going to get sick of that question. Resigned, she nodded. “About as well as can be expected.”

Tam slid into the seat across from her and gazed at Kay as if the world were ending.

“Where’s Carson?” Jon asked. Tam’s seat looked very empty without Carson squished in beside her. At that, Tam’s face scrunched up, and she started crying. Now it was Kay’s turn to hold her hand.

“His family left,” she said, sniffing around the words. “He didn’t want to go, he was going to stay behind, but they wouldn’t let him. They’re going to stay with family in Colorado until this is all over, but who knows when that’s going to be?”

Kay moved into the seat next to her and hugged her while she sobbed.

Tam went on, “I shouldn’t be this upset. It’s not like what you’re going through with your dad. It’s not like I’ll never see him again, but I just can’t stand that he’s gone!”

Kay wouldn’t miss Carson like Tam would. But looking at the empty booth, seeing Tam all by herself and not kissing her boyfriend—it was more evidence of just how far from normal everything had gotten. Kay wondered if things would ever feel normal again.

“My folks are waiting to see what happens,” Jon said. “Until there’s an official evacuation, we’re staying.”

Kay felt a lurch at the thought of Jon leaving. She wondered if he would stay, if she asked him to.

“Even if you did leave, I’m not sure anywhere’s really safe,” Kay said. Not that it would make anyone feel better.

“What does your mom say?” Tam asked, wiping her face and recovering. “Are you guys going to leave?”

“I don’t think we’ll ever leave,” she said. Everything they had was here. Everything they had left. And Artegal—she should tell them. Right now, she should tell them. But she’d been keeping the secret so long, the habit was hard to break.

They fell quiet, and then their food came. Tam only got a soda. Kay shared her fries, but none of them was really enthusiastic about eating.

Tam glanced around, then leaned in to tell Kay, “That’s so rude, how people are looking at you.”

Kay shrugged it off. “I guess I’m kind of famous because of my dad.”

Another moment of silence. Jon took her hand. “It’s still rude.”

Kay had too much on her mind to think about it. Let them stare. If her plan went off, she was going to be even more famous—even though that’s not why she was doing it.

Tam’s phone rang. It was her mother wanting her to come home. Kay couldn’t remember Tam’s mother ever calling her when they were out. Tam’s mother seemed to operate on the benign neglect theory of parenting. But now she was worried.

Tam hugged them both tightly and left.

Kay didn’t have much time left to tell Jon. It was already six. “You want to get out of here?” she asked.

Jon seemed willing to do whatever she wanted. They paid their check and left.

“What are we doing, Kay?”

She looked around, and sure enough, across the street a dark sedan was parked. She could just make out a pair of men in the front seat. They weren’t doing anything.

“You want to go for a hike somewhere? Maybe out by Red Hill?” That was a trailhead on the other side of the town from the border. If the military guys didn’t think she was running off to sneak over the border, maybe they wouldn’t follow her.

“It’s a little late, isn’t it?”

The sun was setting—they had another hour of twilight before the sky turned completely dark. She had a flashlight in her glove box.

“I just want to get out of town for a little while.”

He shrugged. “Your car or mine?”

“Both. Can you follow me?”

She was grateful that he wasn’t asking questions. He looked like he wanted to. As she pulled out of the Alpine parking lot, she kept an eye on the sedan. Jon followed her in his hand-me-down truck. They both turned the corner to head out of town to the highway and the Red Hill trailhead. She lost sight of the sedan, but it hadn’t immediately followed them. She breathed a sigh.

Now, they had to hurry.

Fifteen minutes later, she reached the trailhead and pulled into the farthest corner, which was sheltered by trees and mostly dark. Flashlight in hand, she opened the back of the Jeep before Jon had fully parked.

She double-checked the coils of climbing rope, the nylon straps and carabiners, her harness, and the duffel bag with her extra winter clothes and chemical hand warmers, making sure for the tenth time that everything was there.

“Kay, what’s going on?” Jon said, coming to join her. He saw the gear, and his expression became even more confused. “What are you doing? You don’t actually want to go climbing right now—”

Here it was. Moment of truth. How little could she tell without him guessing the rest? And if he guessed the rest, what would he do?

“I need a really big favor,” she said, wincing, because that didn’t even begin to cover what she was asking him to do.

“Sure. What?”

Suddenly, she didn’t want to bring him into this. She didn’t want to get him in trouble or put him in danger. This was asking too much. “You can say no. If you don’t want to do it, that’s okay. But you can’t tell anyone. Okay? I’ll find another way, but you can’t tell anyone.”

He frowned, worried. “Kay, just tell me what it is. You’ve been acting weird for weeks.”

She supposed she had. She hadn’t realized it showed. Grimly, she moved forward. “Tomorrow morning, as early as you can, I need you to take all this out and hide it in the woods, near the stream where it comes down along the border. I’ve got GPS coordinates marked on a map here.” She dug the topographic map out of the bag, handed it to him. “Mark it with a ribbon in a tree or something.”

“Why? What are you doing that you can’t take it yourself?”

“I don’t want anyone to see me with it. They’ll know what I’m planning, and I want to surprise them. I have to surprise everyone.” She was speaking quickly, with a desperate edge to her voice. She had never sounded like this before, not even after the fire.

“Surprise who? Who’s going to see you?”

“The military’s watching me. It’s a long story. It’s too long to explain. But can you please just do this?”

He hesitated, but he put his hands on the rope when she pushed the coils toward him. He studied the map. “So I hide the ropes out there. Kay, this is right next to the border, there’s no way I can get out there. There’s no way either of us can get out there.”

She shook her head. “If you go early and you’re careful, you’ll be fine.”

“What about you?”

“I just have to do this.”

His eyes grew wide, and her stomach did a flip-flop, because he was too smart for her to fool him. It was one of the things she liked about him.

“You’re going across the border? Kay, why? What’s that going to accomplish? You think you can go talk to them? Yell at them for killing your dad or what?”

“I’ve been crossing the border for months,” she said softly.

For a long moment, he stared. She felt awful, because she’d been lying to him all this time. But she couldn’t have told him the truth before now. The whole truth still caught in her throat—she couldn’t tell him about Artegal. That secret wasn’t only hers to tell.