Jessica Andersen - Dawnkeepers

quotes in the words—“the day before yesterday, and couldn’t reach you on your cell.”

“Don’t trouble yourself; I’ll call him,” Anna said through gritted teeth, and cut the connection.

Once they’d figured out that Desiree was Xibalban, and had most likely been sent to the university solely to keep an eye on Anna, it was a logical extension to assume she’d gone after Dick for additional inside information, and probably for leverage. That didn’t make his infidelity any less galling, but it made Desiree’s part in it that much more insidious.

Hating that she’d bought into the bitch’s manipulation, Anna dialed Dick’s cell phone, intending to apologize for not checking in sooner. She couldn’t tell him about Lucius and the Xibalbans, and would have to explain away the ajawlel mark as another on-a-whim tattoo, when he wasn’t too crazy about the ones she already wore. But though there were so many things she couldn’t tell him, so many little lies, she wanted to talk to him, wanted to hear his voice and remember her real life, and the man she’d made that life with.

When the call dumped to voice mail, though, she didn’t know what to say. So she hung up without speaking and just sat there on the sofa, staring at the one personal touch that had found its way into her room, borrowed from the training hall with Rabbit’s permission.

The boar-bloodline death mask might’ve been an impulse buy on Alexis’s part, but Anna was grateful for the impulse, because looking at the mask made her think not of Red-Boar, but of the fact that in some cases, death was only the beginning of the great cycle, the start of the next life.

At this point she was starting to hope she got it right in her next life, because her current one was turning into a train wreck.

In the weeks following the trip to Belize, Nate felt like he was rattling around Skywatch, disjointed and out of step with himself.

He and Alexis had brought the carved fragment back and united it with the main statuette, and watched in awe while the pieces had knit, going molten and then seaming together with a hum of magic and color, creating an entire whole. Then they, along with most everyone else in residence at the compound, had gathered outside later that night. When the starlight had come, the full demon prophecy had been revealed.

Lucius had done the translation, because Anna had returned to her husband. The shaggy-haired grad student, who Jade said seemed to be alternating between fascination at being among the Nightkeepers and deep depression at being a slave, had parsed out the glyphs, copying them down on the kitted-out laptop Anna had sent from the university. Even before the program had confirmed the translation, he’d quietly intoned, “ ‘The first son of Camazotz succeeds unless the Volatile is found.’” Which told them nothing new, really, and sort of made the cave trip seem like a waste.

Jade and Lucius’s research had turned up a couple of references to the Volatile, indicating that he was male and a shape-shifter, which put him firmly on the bad-guy side of life, as far as the Nightkeepers were concerned. A great deal of post-Classical Mayan religious practices were based on the idea that their kings were gods, and capable of turning into sacred creatures, mostly jaguars. That, however, was due to the influence of the Order of Xibalba, which seemed to have worshiped a mimiclike shape-shifter that could take on many forms. The Nightkeepers, in contrast, wanted nothing to do with shifters, who had the rep of being fiercely independent at best, dangerously unstable at worst.

At the same time, the word “volatile” was also associated with the daylight hours and the levels of heaven. Which meant there was no telling whether the Volatile named in the demon prophecy was a Xibalban—maybe even Iago himself?—or something else. They weren’t even sure the Volatile was a shifter; the info was that foggy. It was also perplexing that the demon prophecy discussing the Volatile had been written on the statuette of the rainbow goddess, yet didn’t say jack about what Ixchel was supposed to do.

The facts that the rainbow goddess’s statuette held the prophecy and that she’d formed the Godkeeper bond with Alexis suggested that Ixchel should be instrumental in defeating the first of Camazotz’s sons . . . yet the prophecy directed them to the Volatile. Did that mean they were supposed to hand over Alexis to the Xibalbans? That was so not happening as far as Nate was concerned.

Alexis had become more and more withdrawn as the debate had dragged on. Nate had tried to engage her, tried to have a sit-down, but she’d been distant and had quickly excused herself each time.

He couldn’t blame her, really. And in a way her detachment was a bonus, because it had somehow weakened the crackle of magic between them, blunting the sexual energy. Maybe the statuette was somehow helping her channel the goddess’s powers without his help. Maybe the magic was lessening as the barrier thickened, cycling between the eclipse and the approaching opposition. Or maybe he’d finally managed to gain control over his attraction to her, to the point that he could make a decision for himself, one that wasn’t dictated by politics or power.

That should’ve made him feel better. Thing was, he didn’t, not in the slightest. He was snarly and out of sorts, humming with an edgy energy that he didn’t recognize. Working himself into exhaustion down in the gym didn’t help; if anything that made his mood worse, with the added annoyance of sore hamstrings. Training didn’t help; research didn’t help. Hell, he couldn’t even work on VW6 ; Hera was still stuck midstory, not sure if she wanted to partner with Nameless or behead him.

And yeah, Nate could see the parallels between the storyboard and his and Alexis’s on-again, off-

again relationship; he wasn’t an idiot. Seeing it didn’t mean he knew what to do about it, though.

Which was why he headed out to the Pueblo ruins near dusk in early March, five days before the opposition ceremony, needing some serious time to himself. Instead of going all the way out to the pueblo, though, he wound up detouring over to his parents’ cottage, knowing that was where he’d meant to go all along.

When he opened the door and stepped through, he found someone waiting for him in the sitting room, and stopped dead. “Carlos.” Shit.

“Are you ready to listen yet?” the winikin asked, making it sound as if he were willing to wait as long as he needed to, even though they both knew time was running out. The equinox was nine days after the opposition, and Alexis needed to have full access to the goddess’s powers by then if she hoped to have even a prayer of battling the first of the foretold demons. That meant having her Nightkeeper mate’s full support.

The operative word there being “mate.”

“I can’t pull hearts and flowers out of my ass just because it’s convenient for everyone else,” Nate snapped. “And for what it’s worth, I offered. She turned me down. End of story.” Okay, so technically he’d offered some fairly clinical, no-strings sex approximately sixty seconds before she’d asked him about Hera and realized she’d been a stand-in. Or was Hera the stand-in? Fucked if he knew; they were all mixed-up together in his head.

“I wasn’t talking about you and Alexis,” Carlos said mildly. “Although if you’d like to talk about the two of you, I’m more than happy to listen. I had twenty wonderful years with my Essie. I could probably teach you a few things.”

“I don’t,” Nate said between gritted teeth, “want to talk about me and Alexis. I don’t want to talk at all.” But he didn’t turn around and leave, either, just stood in the middle of the sitting room, glaring at his father’s paintings. “Not everything that happened before will happen again, goddamn it. I don’t need to know the history of my bloodline to be a warrior.”