Jessica Andersen - Storm Kissed

She blew out a breath when her heartbeat picked up again. How had she forgotten the physical punch of a mage? Or had he become even more potent than before, his beauty amped by magic and the power of a familiar? She didn’t know. All she knew was that a part of her wanted to bow, scrape, and worship. And she despised that part of herself. So she tipped her head and shot for casual when she said, “It’s been a while.”

“It has. You look good.”

“Whatever you’ve got to say, say it fast. I’ve got a date.” Which was true. Sort of.

The coyote gave a low whine in the back of its throat. She glanced over, but it was looking past her, to where gulls were squabbling over an unidentifiable something.

“Cancel it.”

She bared her teeth. “Newsflash: I don’t have to follow orders—not from my father and not from you.”

He shook his head quickly, “That wasn’t what I—” He broke off when she shoved the sleeve of her Windbreaker, sweater, and shirt up over her forearm. His eyes widened when he took in the lack of any decoration save for the thin bracelet that curved inward and touched her seasickness pressure points.

“My marks faded. I don’t work for you anymore.”

The coyote stirred, but he dropped a hand to the top of its head and it quieted. “I’ve come to bring you back,” he said simply. “Skywatch needs you.”

She started to answer, but then hesitated, frowning because that really didn’t compute. If anything, she had been a distraction within the training compound—a young half-human winikin who hadn’t been raised in the program and didn’t care for the hierarchy. “How does that work? I didn’t fit in there. I didn’t make any sense there.”

“Things have changed. They need to keep changing.” He dug into a pocket, held out a note. “From Jox. You’ve been promoted.”

Heart racing, she took the note, careful not to let their fingers brush. She didn’t open it right away, though. Instead, she hesitated, looking up at the bulk of the Disco as she rode solidly at the wharf.

He looked up, too, expression going wistful. “I never figured you for the sea.”

“Me neither.” And that was all he was getting.

She hesitated, then opened the letter and read it. Then she reread it. Twice. The words dipped and wheeled like gulls: . . . too stuck in tradition, need to modernize . . . perfect for the job . . . end-time war needs you . . . calling you back to duty. “Jox wants me to lead the winikin,” she said dully. The surf roared in her ears, though the water beyond the marina was glassy.

“I know. And there’s more, something that Jox didn’t know about.” As with the letter, his words ran together: . . . more survivors . . . unbound winikin . . . members of the resistance . . . Mendez wants them brought in . . . JT wants to meet you first . . .

For a moment, she flashed back on the pain and terror of her father calling the magic to mark her with the aj winikin and the coyote glyph, indenturing her to Sven. He hadn’t raised her within the system that to him was the natural order of things—he had focused on Sven, leaving her to her mother, and then had the gall to be surprised when she hadn’t been able to make it work at Skywatch. She had hated the place, the people, and the hierarchy that said she was little more than a glorified servant to the shallow, egotistical golden boy her father had raised.

“. . . and tomorrow’s the solstice,” Sven said in conclusion.

She lifted a shoulder. “First day of winter. Big whoop.”

He looked out over the water as if just noticing there was an ocean there. Or maybe he was stalling. Maybe this was just as awkward for him as it was for her. She had outgrown her long-ago crush on him, had decided to file the rest of it under “things I did when I was young and stupid” and move on. But while that might have worked if he had looked like the guy who had finally sent her away from Skywatch before they killed each other, the man who looked back at her now was a stranger—tough and capable-looking. “Strike and Anna are sick,” he said quietly. “Maybe dying. Red-Boar and Woody are already dead. Jox and Hannah are in hiding with the twins. And tomorrow . . . hell, unless the skies split open and drop a damned miracle on us, it could all be over tomorrow and this whole conversation is pointless. But if we make it to next week, we’re going to need the unbound winikin to have any chance. And to get the survivors, we need you.”

“This JT guy—”

“Isn’t an option to lead the winikin. None of them are. You’re Jox’s choice.” His voice dropped an octave. “We need you, Cara.”

A warm, heavy body pressed against her leg. She looked down to find the coyote leaning against her, looking up with pleading eyes. “Nice try,” she said, figuring Sven had told the animal to ham it up. But when she looked back at him, she found him staring at the coyote with a faint wrinkle between his eyes.

She told herself that it didn’t matter, that he didn’t matter, at least not any more than the others. But that was a lie. You’ve told me what everyone else back there wants. What do you want? But asking that would imply that he had the right to an opinion, which he didn’t. She didn’t wear his bloodline mark anymore, wouldn’t ever have worn it in the first place if her father had given her a choice. She had a choice now, though. “I’m not doing it,” she said finally, even though her stomach was churning, her bones aching. “I’m staying here. I like what I’m doing. I’m good at it.”

“You’d be good at this, too.”

She almost laughed. “You must be desperate.”

“I want you to come back willingly.”

“That’s not going to happen.” But a chill shivered through her at the implied threat. “And for the record, if any of you are thinking of knocking me out and dragging me back, be advised that Jox isn’t the only one capable of leaving sealed letters with friends. If I disappear, you guys are going to get some unexpected—and official—visitors.” The Nightkeepers weren’t a strictly secret organization, but they definitely preferred to stay far off the government’s radar.

His eyes narrowed. A low growl vibrated in the coyote’s throat. “You’re bluffing,” Sven said quietly.

“Try me.” She stared him down until he looked away. Satisfied, she nodded. “Sorry,” she said, completely unapologetic. “I’ve got to go. Like I said, I’ve got a date.”

Spinning on her heel, she marched to the staircase that led up to the parking area. She didn’t need him, she reminded herself, refusing to look back. Right now all she needed was to drown herself in friendship and lasagna, though the thought of eating anything made her want to hurl. Then, when she got home, she would figure out how to stash a letter to Jack and Beth, telling them that if she disappeared without warning they should start the search in a small box canyon near Chaco, New Mex. She probably should have done that a while ago, but until she came to work on the Disco, there hadn’t been anyone who would have noticed that she was gone.

Now, though, she had a life. And it didn’t have anything to do with a dozen magic users and their servant-slaves.

Mac chuffed anxiously as Cara hit the top of the staircase and strode out of sight without looking back, leaving Sven with the impression of her dark and mysterious eyes, exotic face, and the startling streak of white in her hair. Along with those images, though, came the sinking sensation of failure.

He had known it wouldn’t be easy to see her again, even harder to convince her to come back with him. He didn’t know what else he had expected—the awkwardness they had parted with, maybe, or even the air-clearing fight they probably should have had years ago. But whatever he’d expected, it hadn’t been for her to be coolly indifferent and turn him down flat. He looked down at Mac. “Now what?”