Eileen Wilks - Ritual Magic

“How do you fix bacon if the kitchen isn’t working?”

“In the microwave. Um . . . I guess microwaves are new to you.”

“I’ve heard of them,” she said, indignant. “That’s another word for electronic oven, isn’t it?”

“I don’t know. Want to see how it works?”

“I guess.” Some bacon would be good, too. Her stomach didn’t feel icky anymore, but it did feel empty. “I need to get dressed. There, uh, there seems to be a lot of people here.”

“Grandmother is staying with us, too, and her companion, Li Qin. They’re still asleep. You met Grandmother.”

Julia nodded. “She said to call her that, even though she isn’t my grandmother.”

“Then you probably should.”

“That’s okay. I kind of like her.” For one thing, Grandmother was really old—even older than Julia’s body, which made her feel less of a freak. Plus, she made Julia feel steadier. Not the way Mr. Turner did, but it was like you knew you could count on her. She’d boss you around a lot, but you could count on her. “I thought I heard Mr. Turner talking to another man, too.”

“That would probably be Scott. He’s one of the guards. Did he explain why we have guards?”

Julia’s eyes were big. “Guards? Does it have something to do with him being . . . uh, I think I’m not supposed to say werewolf.”

“They prefer to be called lupi. He told you about that?”

“Sam did. He didn’t tell me about any guards, though.”

“Rule is the Rho of one lupus clan. That means he’s their leader. He’s also sort of the assistant Rho for another clan. Rhos always have guards. You don’t seem upset about him being lupus.”

Julia shook her head. When she thought about Mr. Turner being able to turn into a wolf it made her feel like when she stood in line for the roller coaster. As if something exciting was going to happen, even if she wasn’t sure if she’d like it. But it didn’t upset her.

“I guess I’d better let you get dressed.” Miss Yu—Lily—moved to the door, but then stopped with her hand on the doorknob and looked at Julia. Her face said there was more she wanted to say, but instead she shook her head and smiled in that I’m-making-myself-smile way and left, closing the door behind her.

Julia didn’t go to the bed and get her clothes. She grabbed the almost-empty glass, drank the last of the water, and went to the door. She put the glass on the door and her ear on the bottom of the glass. She used to do this at Mequi’s door when her sister and her friends were giggling about boys. You could learn a lot that way.

On the other side of the door, Lily Yu dragged in a deep breath that broke in the middle, like when you’re trying not to cry. Then Mr. Turner said something quietly, but he was close enough that Julia heard him . “Was it as hard as you feared?”

“Yes. How did you trick me into doing that, anyway?”

“I didn’t.”

“I was pretty fuzzy last night, but I remember enough. You tricked me.”

“No, but I did expect you to change your mind. You’re not very good at refusing to deal with things, nadia . It took everything I had to persuade you to stop dealing with every damn thing long enough to get some sleep.”

“ That was the trick.”

“Mmm,” he said, which was not an answer but seemed to satisfy Lily Yu, who didn’t sound mad when she said she had to go if she was going to stop by the hospital first to check on Nettie. They moved away from the door then, and though they were still talking, Julia couldn’t hear what they said.

Julia straightened, feeling guilty for eavesdropping and angry for no reason she could tell. And alone. So horribly alone. There were people on the other side of that door, and some of them knew her and seemed to care about her. But she didn’t know them. She didn’t want them.

The people she wanted didn’t exist anymore. Even the ones who were still alive—like Mequi, who looked so old—weren’t the people she remembered.

Someone knocked on the door. “I’m not dressed,” she said crossly, but she grabbed the clothes again.

“If you don’t let me in,” a young voice said, “Dad will be back upstairs in a minute and he’ll make me go away. He didn’t tell me I couldn’t talk to you, but that’s what he meant when he said it wouldn’t be a good idea. He thinks I’ll say something to upset you.”

Everything upset her. Some dumb boy probably wasn’t going to make it any worse. Julia yanked up the khaki shorts. “Hold on a minute.”

Shorts fastened, T-shirt tugged down, Julia opened the door. The boy who slipped inside was a lot shorter than her. How old had Mr. Turner said his son was? Nine, she thought.

A big tomcat slinked in behind him. The cat was orange and missing part of one ear. He ignored her to stalk past and jump on her bed.

“Is that your cat? Does he have fleas?”

“Of course he doesn’t have fleas. Dirty Harry is really Lily’s cat, but he’s adopted me. That’s what Dad says, anyway.”

She watched the cat making himself comfortable on her bed. Mama didn’t like cats, especially not in the house. Houses are for people, not livestock, she said . . . used to say. Julia frowned at the boy. “I’ve forgotten your name. Mr. Turner told me, but I forgot it.”

“I’m Toby. And you’re . . . well, I used to call you Mrs. Yu, but now you’re just Julia, I guess.”

Toby looked a lot like his father done up smaller, with a softer face. “How come you aren’t in school?”

“It’s Saturday.”

Saturday. Saturday was for cartoons. She still watched Tom and Jerry , anyway, with Deborah, who was little enough to watch a lot of cartoons. Saturday was also for getting together with Ellen and Ji after she’d done her chores, and . . . and Ellen and Ji were old ladies now.

“Are you going to cry?”

“Maybe.” But she jutted her chin out instead. “So what did you want? Curious about the freak?”

“I thought you might like to hang out with another kid. Maybe you’re not sick of being around grown-ups every minute. I would be, but maybe you aren’t.”

Her stomach loosened up a bit. “I guess I am. I haven’t even seen another kid since . . . since everything changed.”

“I guess you’re all weirded out. Do you know about PS3? I really want a PS4, but Dad says not yet, which means wait for my birthday. I’ve got some cool games. You might like Ratchet and Clank or Lego Pirates or Skylanders . Skylanders is my favorite. Or we could play online stuff, though Dad won’t let me sign up for a lot of those games. He says no graphic bloodletting on-screen until I’m old enough to understand about bloodletting in real life, and then I probably won’t want the on-screen kind, which kind of sucks. But that’s what I do when I’m upset if I can’t go run or something.”

Julia’s forehead wrinkled in confusion. “What’s what you do?”

“Play games on my PlayStation or computer.”

Whatever that was. “Why did you say that about bloodletting?”

“Did I upset you? Grandad says humans think about that sort of thing different than we do ’cause they sublimate their violence. Wolves don’t sublimate very well.”

She blinked. “Are you a . . . I forget the word, but like your dad?”

“Yeah, but I won’t turn wolf for another couple years. Do you want to play Skylanders ?” He studied her a moment. “You don’t know what I’m talking about. C’mon. I’ll show you.”

“SHE’Swhat?” Lily wedged her phone precariously between her shoulder and her ear while she hit send. Another day, another damn report. This one was short because she didn’t have much to add to the one she’d sent last night, just a summary of the false lead she’d chased that morning.