Роберт Паркер - The Boxer and the Spy

“Do you know the school regulations?” Bullard said.

“Yes.”

“Then you know that unauthorized visits to the school nurse are prohibited.”

“I just wanted to ask her some questions,” Terry said.

“About steroids,” Bullard said.

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“I’m just trying to figure out what happened to Jason,” Terry said.

“Jason Green,” Bullard said.

He remained motionless, sitting massively with his arms folded.

Trying to intimidate, Terry thought.

“Yes.”

“And you are not happy with the official explanation?” Bullard said.

“I don’t think Jason would take steroids,” Terry said.

“There were traces in his system,” Bullard said.

“But even if there were,” Terry said, “would it make him crazy enough to kill himself?”

“Apparently,” Bullard said.

Terry felt his stomach tighten. His throat felt tight. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

“I don’t believe it,” Terry said.

Bullard unfolded his arms and leaned forward in his chair and rested his thick hands on his desktop.

“You don’t believe it,” Bullard said.

“No.”

“And you’re an expert in these matters,” Bullard said.

Keep your feet under you, Terry said to himself. Keep your form.

“I’m trying to learn,” Terry said.

Bullard drummed softly on the desktop with his fingers. Terry waited.

Okay, keep your jab working, he thought . Don’t let him swarm you.

“Mr. Novak,” Bullard said.

Terry waited.

“Mr. Novak,” Bullard said again. “How old are you?”

“Fifteen.”

“Fifteen,” Bullard said, and shook his head.

Terry was quiet. Bullard drummed his fingertips some more.

“I will not try to explain all of this to you,” Bullard said after a time. “There is too much that you don’t know Let me just say this is an adult problem being tended to by adults. I do not want you to have anything further to do with it.”

“I liked Jason,” Terry said.

“We all liked him,” Bullard said. “His death is tragic. And that is precisely why we do not wish to cause his mother more grief.”

Terry didn’t know what to say to that. He was quiet.

“I want you out of it,” Bullard said. “Do you understand?”

Terry nodded.

“I understand what you want,” Terry said.

Bullard slammed the palm of one hand on the desktop.

“And you’ll do it,” Bullard said. “You’ll stop poking your dumb fifteen-year-old nose into things you don’t understand, or you’ll have more trouble from me than you can imagine.”

Jab, Terry thought. Fight smart. Jab and cover.

“Yes sir,” he said.

Bullard pointed a thick forefinger at Terry.

“Behave yourself. I do not wish to have to take disciplinary steps.”

“Yes sir,” Terry said.

“You better believe it,” Bullard said.

“Yes sir, I do,” Terry said.

“All right,” Bullard said. “Now get out of here.”

“Yes sir,” Terry said. “Thank you sir.”

“I guess you were Jason Green’s best friend,” Terry said to Nancy Fortin. “Weren’t you?”

She shrugged.

“Tell me about him,” Terry said.

“You knew him,” Nancy said. “What’s to tell?”

Nancy was a square-built girl, strong looking, with short black hair. She was in the technical arts curriculum, where Jason had been.

“I didn’t know him well,” Terry said. “He seemed like a nice kid.”

“He was. Lot of people dumped on him, though. He didn’t play sports or anything.”

“Lot of people thought he was gay,” Terry said.

“You?”

“Yeah, I guess I thought so.”

“But you didn’t care.”

“No.”

“I don’t know if he was gay or not,” Nancy said. “He liked to draw and stuff. He was studying landscape design.”

“He wanted to be a gardener, right?”

“Not a gardener,” Nancy said. “A landscape designer. There’s a difference.”

“Oh,” Terry said. “That why he’s in the tech arts curriculum?”

“Yeah,” Nancy said. “I guess. Why wouldn’t he be?”

“Didn’t seem the type,” Terry said.

“We’re not all stupid,” Nancy said.

“I didn’t say you were,” Terry said. “I just figured Jason more for writing poetry and stuff.”

“I guess you figured wrong,” Nancy said.

“I do that a lot,” Terry said. “What are you studying?”

“Culinary arts,” Nancy said.

“Going to be a chef?”

Nancy nodded.

“Not a cook,” she said.

Terry nodded.

“You think Jason killed himself?”

“I guess so,” Nancy said. “Everybody says he did.”

“But would he?” Terry said. “I mean you knew him really well. Would he kill himself?”

“How do I know?” Nancy said.

Nancy always had a tough sound in her voice, Terry thought, like she was mad about something.

“You were his best friend,” Terry said.

She shrugged. Terry could tell she didn’t like talking about this.

“His father’s dead,” Nancy said.

“I know,” Terry said.

“His mother was kind of a problem.”

“Why?”

“She got drunk all the time,” Nancy said.

“Every day?” Terry said.

“After his father died,” Nancy said. “Jason told me she would get drunk every night and pass out on the couch.”

“That sucks,” Terry said.

“Lot of things suck,” Nancy said.

Terry decided not to ask about that.

“You think he was on steroids?”

“I don’t know why he would be,” Nancy said. “And, I mean I loved him, you know? But he sure didn’t look like he was taking steroids.”

Terry smiled.

“No he didn’t,” Terry said.

“He did take something for asthma,” Nancy said. “I think he told me once it was some kind of steroid. We joked about it.”

“He had asthma?”

“Sometimes,” Nancy said. “The stuff he took seemed to help.”

“And the gardening didn’t bother it?”

“I told you before he was into landscape design,” Nancy said.

“And he joked about taking steroids?”

“Yes, he thought it was funny, you know? How he wasn’t into all that macho stuff,” Nancy said. “But he was taking a steroid... He didn’t even like sports, or fighting, or weight lifting. He liked to draw.”

“And now he’s dead,” Terry said.

“It’s awful, isn’t it?” Nancy said.

“Yes,” Terry said. “It is.”

“I throw my right at you,” George said. “You block it with your left, counter with your right.”

Terry did it.

“Or you block with your left,” George said. “And counter with your left.”

Terry did it, pounding the punches into George’s big mitts.

“Keep your right up when you counter with your left.”

Terry did it over. He kept his right hand high.

“Good,” George said. “But what if I come straight in on you?”

He demonstrated with the big mitt.

“So I inside your left and you can’t block me?” George said.

“I get... a big fat... lip,” Terry said.

He was breathing very hard.

“You might,” George said. “But if you check me, maybe you won’t.”

“Check,” Terry said.

“It’s a move they use a lot in martial arts,” George said.

“I’m only... interested... in boxing,” Terry said.

“Not so different,” George said. “Get your hands up. We’ll go through it slow motion. Stick your right hand at me, straight on.”

Terry did, slowly. George diverted the punch slowly with his right hand, dropping his left at the same time.