Lawrence Watt-Evans - Taking Flight

“Respectful?” She looked at him in honest puzzlement. “How is ‘ick’ disrespectful?”

“You don’t think the dead deserve something a bit more … more…” Words failed him. He was unsure he could have found the right phrase even in his native Shularan, and in Trader’s Tongue or Ethsharitic it was hopeless.

“Oh, the dead?” Irith said. “I thought you meant you!”

“Me?” Kelder was taken aback. He had expected to earn Irith’s respect eventually, but had hardly presumed he had it already. “No, I didn’t mean me, I meant the … the corpses.”

“What do they care?” Irith asked. “They’re dead, they don’t care if I say ‘ick.’ And they’re really yucky. I don’t like blood.”

“I don’t either,” Kelder said without thinking. Then he caught himself, and said, “Can’t you be a little more … more compassionate? I mean, these were people, with homes and families, probably.”

Kelder was struggling with an internal conflict; Irith was so incredibly beautiful, so obviously magical, so widely knowledgeable, that he kept expecting her to be noble and pure and perfect in every way. Whenever she demonstrated that she wasn’t, he balked at the incongruity.

Besides, he expected his wife to be caring and compassionate, and Irith was destined to be his wife.

Irith shrugged. “Well, I didn’t kill them,” she said.

“Doesn’t it bother you, seeing them like this?” he asked, still hoping to restore her to her pedestal.

Her expression turned to outrage.

“Of course it bothers me!” she yelled. “That’s why I said ‘ick’!”

Kelder felt as if he were trapped, somehow, in a web of wrong words and misunderstandings. He didn’t want to argue with her; quite the opposite. In fact, looking at her, he was overwhelmed anew by her beauty, and found himself unable to argue with her.

Maybe it was he who was imperfect.

“I’m sorry,” he said, surrendering. “I just never saw anything like this before. It’s got me upset, and it seems as if you should be more upset than you are, too.”

“Oh,” Irith said, looking around at the corpses. “Oh, I guess I see what you mean, if this is your first time on a battlefield. But it’s not the first time for me ; I saw lots of dead people in the war, you know? I mean, this is really gross, but I used to see other stuff that was just about as bad.”

“You did?” Kelder looked around and struggled to hold down his rising gorge.

“Oh, yes,” she said. “There was one time when a spell backfired and these people got all ripped to pieces…” She saw Kelder’s expression, and concluded apologetically, “But I guess you don’t want to hear about that.”

“No,” he agreed, “I don’t think I do.”

“Well, then,” she said reasonably, “let’s not talk about it, let’s just get out of here.”

Kelder nodded. When Irith did not immediately move he took the hint, turned away from her, and started walking.

Irith looked at the blood, the flies, the debris, and made a small noise of disgust. Then her wings reappeared, and she flew on ahead, avoiding the mess.

As Kelder stumbled past the last of the corpses he found himself wondering what war Irith had seen. There were always border wars going on somewhere in the Small Kingdoms-wars were inevitable when you had two hundred and some separate governments jammed into an area the size of the Small Kingdoms-but he hadn’t heard about any particularly bad ones recently. And the kingdoms along the Great Highway reportedly tried harder than most to avoid fighting, since it cut down on traffic and therefore hurt business. Reportedly, the kingdoms along the road were generally significantly smaller than the regional average because of this-rulers were slower to put down secessions or to go empire-building here than elsewhere.

So what war had Irith been talking about? Had she studied under a master wizard in Korosa or Trothluria or some other land that had recently fought a war? Had she been involved in the war somehow, that she saw the battlefields? Had that been part of why she fled?

But the Small Kingdoms didn’t use magic in their wars-at least, most of them didn’t, though there were the stories about the new so-called Empire of Vond in the far south, where just last year some warlock had reportedly used his magic to conquer everything in sight. A wizard’s apprentice wouldn’t be allowed near the battlefields in Korosa or Trothluria.

Irith had said a spell had backfired, though. Where could that have happened? Vond?

Just where was she from? He still hadn’t asked her directly; he suspected she wouldn’t answer, would avoid the issue somehow. It was all very mysterious, and he wondered about it, but looking at Irith, who was waiting for him a hundred yards up the road, he decided not to ask her about it.

Not yet, at any rate.

And maybe, he admitted, never. She didn’t look as if she wanted to talk about wars she had seen, and he wasn’t sure that he did, either. He was interested in Irith’s past, all right-but he was much more interested in her future. Forgetting about the dead bandits would probably be the best solution all around.

He trudged onward, intently not looking back-but then his steps slowed.

Had he heard something move? Did he feel someone watching him?

Irith had turned back and was watching him, waiting for him, tapping a foot impatiently, but even so he paused and glanced back over his shoulder.

Nothing was on the road behind him but dust and blood; nothing moved among the dead but flies. He glanced to either side, and saw nothing but rolling grassland. He looked harder.

Was that someone, on the northern horizon, crouched in the tall grass?

No, it wasn’t, he decided. He was just spooked. He turned east again and marched ahead, calling unnecessarily to Irith, telling her to wait.

Castle Angarossa was low and broad, spreading out across the land; most of the market and town were actually inside the gates, making the community something midway between an ordinary castle and a walled city.

Kelder had had his first glimpse of it only minutes after leaving the battlefield where the slaughtered bandits lay. He had stopped to stare at its beauty as the setting sun lit the walls a warm gold and the rooftops a deep, rich red, the lengthening shadows highlighting every graceful line. The caravan that had destroyed the bandits was at the castle gates, inching in; he could see a pike on each wagon, a severed ahead atop each pike.

“Come on,” Irith had urged, and he had hurried on, eager to reach the place. Irith was clearly not too annoyed with him, Kelder thought, or she would have flown on ahead; wanting to keep it that way, he was careful not to offend her, and the easiest way to do that was to say nothing, so they did not speak again until they arrived at the gates an hour later.

By then the sun was down, the sky dimming, and most of the light came from lanterns and torches. The shadows had grown, spread, and turned ominous, their edges blurred and their hearts impenetrable. Kelder hesitated, wondering if it was safe to enter the castle of a king who openly permitted bandits to roam his lands, but Irith told him he was being foolish.

“This is the one place in Angarossa where you don’t have to worry about bandits, silly!” she explained. “They know better than to cause any trouble here, where they might get the king angry!”

“Oh,” Kelder said. He was annoyed at himself; his ignorance and excessive caution were both showing far more than he liked. He was looking like a fool in front of Irith. Resolving to do better hereafter, he followed her meekly into the marketplace. “Do you know a good inn here?” he asked.