Peter Brett: The Desert Spear

He woke with a start when another of the thin blankets was thrown over his face. He struggled hard, but the cloth was twisted behind his head and held tight. He heard Abban's muffled scream next to him.

Blows began to rain down on him from all sides, kicks and punches blasting the breath from his body and rattling his brains. Jardir flailed his limbs wildly, but though he felt several of his blows connect, it did nothing to lessen the onslaught. Before long, he was hanging limply, supported wholly by the suffocating blanket.

When he thought he could endure no more and must surely die, never having gained paradise or glory, a familiar voice said, "Welcome to the Kaji'sharaj, rats," the s at the end whistling through Hasik's missing tooth. The blankets were released, dropping them to the floor.

The other boys laughed and went back to their blankets as Jardir and Abban curled tight and wept in the darkness. "Stand up straight," Jardir hissed as they awaited morning inspection.

"I can't," Abban whined. "Not a bit of sleep, and I ache to my bones."

"Don't let it show," Jardir said. "My father said the weakest camel draws the wolves."

"Mine told me to hide until the wolves go away," Abban replied.

"No talking!" Kaval barked. "The dama is coming to inspect you pathetic wretches."

He and Qeran took no notice of their cuts and bruises as they walked past. Jardir's left eye was swollen nearly shut, but the only thing the drillmasters noticed was Abban's slump. "Stand straight!" Qeran said, and Kaval punctuated the command with a crack of his leather strap across Abban's legs. Abban screamed in pain and nearly fell, but Jardir steadied him in time.

There was a snicker, and Jardir snarled at Hasik, who only smirked in response.

In truth, Jardir felt little steadier than Abban, but he refused to show it. Though his head spun and his limbs ached, Jardir arched his back and kept his good eye attentive as Dama Khevat approached. The drillmasters stepped aside for the cleric, bowing in submission.

"It is a sad day that the warriors of Kaji, the bloodline of Shar'Dama Ka, the Deliverer himself, should be reduced to such a sorry lot," the dama sneered, spitting in the dust. "Your mothers must have mixed camel's piss with the seeds of men."

"That's a lie!" Jardir shouted before he could help himself. Abban looked at him incredulously, but it had been an insult past his ability to bear. As Qeran sprang at him with frightening speed, Jardir knew he'd made a grave mistake. The drillmaster's strap laid a line of fire where it struck his bare skin, knocking him to the ground.

But the dal'Sharum did not stop there. "If the dama tells you that you are the son of piss, then it is so!" he shouted, whipping Jardir repeatedly. Clad only in his bido, Jardir could do nothing to ward off the blows. Whenever he twisted or turned to protect a wounded area, Qeran found a fresh patch of skin to strip. He screamed, but it only encouraged the assault.

"Enough," Khevat said. The blows stopped instantly.

"Are you the son of piss?" Qeran asked.

Jardir's limbs felt like wet bread as he forced himself to his feet. He kept his eyes on the strap, raised and ready to strike again. He knew if he continued his insolence, the drillmaster would kill him. He would die with no glory, and his spirit would spend millennia outside the gates of paradise with the khaffit, looking in at those in Everam's embrace and waiting for reincarnation. The thought terrified him, but his father's name was the only thing he owned in the world, and he would not forsake it.

"I am Ahmann, son of Hoshkamin, of the line of Jardir," he said as evenly as he could manage. He heard the other boys gasp, and steeled himself for the attack to come.

Qeran's face contorted in rage, and he raised the strap, but a slight gesture from the dama checked him.

"I knew your father, boy," Khevat said. "He stood among men, but he won no great glory in his short life."

"Then I'll win glory for both of us," Jardir promised.

The dama grunted. "Perhaps you will at that. But not today. Today you are less than khaffit." He turned to Qeran. "Throw him in the waste pits, for true men to shit and piss upon."

The drillmaster smiled, punching Jardir in the stomach. When he doubled over, Qeran grabbed him by his hair and dragged him toward the pits. As he went, Jardir glanced at Hasik, expecting another smirk, but the older boy's face, like all the assembled nie'Sharum, was a mix of disbelief and ashen fear. "Everam saw the cold blackness of Nie, and felt no satisfaction there. He created the sun to give light and warmth, staving off the void. He created Ala, the world, and set it spinning around the sun. He created man, and the beasts to serve him, and watched as His sun gave them life and love. "But for half its time, Ala faced the dark of Nie, and Everam's creatures were fearful. So He made the moon and stars to reflect the sun's light, a reminder in the night that they had not been forgotten. "Everam did this, and He was satisfied. "But Nie, too, had a will. She looked upon creation, marring Her perfect blackness, and was vexed. She reached out to crush Ala, but Everam stood fast, and Her hand was stayed. "But Everam had not been quick enough to stave off Nie's touch completely. The barest brush of Her dark fingers grew on His perfect world like a plague. The inky blackness of Her evil seeped across the rocks and sand, blew on the winds, and was an oily stain on Ala's pure water. It swept across the woods, and the molten fire that bubbled up from beneath the world. "And in those places, alagai took root and grew. Creatures of the blackness, their only purpose to uncreate; killing Everam's creatures their only joy. "But lo, the world turned, and the sun shone light and warmth across Nie's creatures of cold dark, and they were undone. The life-giver burned away their unlife, and the alagai screamed. "Desperate to escape, they fled to the shadows, oozing deep into the world, infecting its very core. "There, in the dark abyss at the heart of creation, grew Alagai'ting Ka, the Mother of Demons. Handmaiden of Nie Herself, she waited only for the world to turn that she might send her children forth again to ravage creation. "Everam saw this, and reached out His hand to purge the evil from His world, but Nie stood fast, and His hand was stayed. "But He, too, touched the world one last time, giving men the means to turn alagai magic against itself. Giving them wards. "Locked then in a struggle for the sake of all He had made, Everam had no choice but to turn His back on the world and throw Himself fully upon Nie, struggling endlessly against Her cold strength. "And as above, so below." Every day of Jardir's first month in sharaj was the same. At dawn, the drillmasters brought the nie'Sharum out into the hot sun to stand for hours as the dama spoke of the glory of Everam. Their bellies were empty and their knees weak from exertion and lack of sleep, but the boys did not protest. The sight of Jardir, returned reeking and bloody from his punishment, had taught them all to obey without question.

Drillmaster Qeran struck Jardir hard with his strap. "Why do you suffer?" he demanded.

"Alagai!" Jardir shouted.

Qeran turned and whipped Abban. "Why is the Hannu Pash necessary?"

"Alagai!" Abban screamed.

"Without the alagai, all the world would be the paradise of Heaven, suffused in Everam's embrace," Dama Khevat said.

The drillmaster's strap cracked on Jardir's back again. Since his insolence the first day, he had taken two lashes for every one suffered by another boy.

"What is your purpose in this life?" Qeran cried.

"To kill alagai!" Jardir screamed.

His hand shot out, clutching Jardir around the throat and pulling him close. "And how will you die?" he asked quietly.

"On alagai talons," Jardir choked. The drillmaster released him, and he gasped in a breath, standing back to attention before Qeran could find further reason to beat him.