Hugh Cook - The wizards and the warriors

So he had killed it.

He noticed there was blood on his hands. His own? Remembering Hast's bloodstained blade, he unsheathed his sword. He should clean it before sheathing it. Of course. So stupid of him to forget. Go forward, then. Down to the dragon.

He went down the slope to claim his kill.

And there he stood, Morgan Gestrel Hearst, son of Avor the Hawk, warrior of Rovac, song-singer, sword-master, leader of men. His sword Hast was in his hand, with the blood of a dragon-kill on the blade. It should have been his moment of triumph, sweet as his first conquest, sweet as his first kill. But instead he felt numb: empty.

– I would not even care to make a song of it.

'We should leave,' said Garash. 'No,' said Gorn.

'You heard those bellows,' said Garash. i heard them,' said Gorn. 'He was killing the dragon.'

'Impossible,' said Garash. 'The dragon must have been killing him. If it's quiet now, doubtless that's only because it's gargling with his blood.'

'He's a warrior of Rovac,' said Gorn.

'A warrior's ego might be a match for a dragon, but never his sword,' said Garash.

He glanced at Elkor Alish, who said nothing.

'I'm going to see what's happened,' said Blackwood.

'No,' said Garash.

'Someone has to go and see,' said Alish.

Leaving his pack by the rocks, Blackwood went softfoot through the sunlight. Soon he saw the dragon. And Morgan Hearst. The Rovac warrior was picking his way toward him with the uncertain steps of a convalescent invalid. As for the dragon: an occasional twitch indicated there was a little life left in its body, but it was fading fast. Sunlight glittered on its scales, which glistened with a trace of iridescence.

'You're bleeding,' said Blackwood.

'Am I?' said Hearst.

'Here,' said Blackwood, touching.

A scalp wound at the back of Hearst's head had soaked the hair with blood. Blackwood's hand was bloody when he removed it.

'It's just starting to hurt now,' said Hearst.

Who was beginning to feel the pain of other cuts and bruises he had suffered in the struggle with the dragon.

Blackwood walked towards the monster's head. 'Careful,' said Hearst, 'I wouldn't call it dead yet.' Blackwood turned.

'Miphon told me the blood of a dragon, mixed with the blood of a man, cures all ills.'

'I heard that,' said Hearst, i heard that, but I thought it was part of my dreams.'

'No, he said it,' said Blackwood, advancing.

'All right then – but I doubt that the best blood in the world is much of a cure for incineration.'

While they argued it out, the dragon quietly expired, and made not a murmur of protest when Blackwood, gingerly, touched a sluggish trickle of blood slowly weeping from an eye socket.

'That may not be enough,' said Hearst. 'And the blood you got from me may be too dry already.'

'Sure,' said Blackwood. 'And the dragon may have to be a virgin born by a harvest moon, for all we know. I'll try it and see.'

In his hand, the blood of a dragon mixed with traces of the blood of a man. He remembered Miphon's words: the old lore says who drinks this draught of mixed blood will never love a woman and will never hate a man, will never be able to kill – not even in self-defence – and will never call any place home.

'Why do you wait?' said Hearst.

'Because this may be a mistake,' said Blackwood.

'Miphon told me you wouldn't survive the winter,' said Hearst.

Hearing the words spoken, Blackwood knew they were true: he had felt his strength weakening as the long march and the smoke parasite made their demands on his body. His choice was to live or to die. He chose to live, and licked a little of the mixed blood from the palm of his hand.

And swallowed.

He cried out as the blood scalded his throat. Then he felt heat glow in his stomach, as if he had just drunk a flagon of hot mulled wine. Then he felt the heat sweeping through his blood vessels. His heart pumped faster. He felt a thousand pulses beating in his body. The blood pounded in his skull. His femoral artery throbbed painfully. He swayed.

'What is it?' said Hearst. 'What's wrong?'

The sun slipped sideways. Hearst caught Blackwood as he fell, and lowered him to the ground.

Blackwood lay there, dazed by the power of the sun. All his life he had thought of the sun according to the conventions of his people, who named it as the eye which allows the world to see. But now he knew the true nature of the sun, which is not to see but to give.

The sun gave without stinting, gave with a passion which was neither love nor hate, but which was a profoundly self-involved rapture. And Blackwood saw that, while the nature of the sun is to give, it is profoundly selfish, for it does not care whether its gift helps or harms.

The sun, then – lording the heavens with a passion which would not care if the world entire were to be destroyed by the glory of its own joy in the creation of its gift.

Dizzy with revelation, Blackwood gaped. 'What's wrong?' said Hearst.

Blackwood closed his eyes, then opened them. Morgan Hearst loomed over him. Skin stretched across skull. Mirthless gash of teeth and tongue. A killer. And the eyes – concerned now, but, apart from concern, revealing a bitter loss and loneliness. Grief consoling itself with the – 'Blackwood? What's wrong?'

'Nothing,' said Blackwood, struggling to his feet. Hearst helped him. A dribble of smoke spilt from Blackwood's lips, fell to the ground, coiled, writhed, dispersed in the sunlight.

'Can you walk?' said Hearst. i think so,' said Blackwood.

The throbbing in his blood vessels was diminishing; the beat of his heart was slowing from its frenzy.

'Here are the others,' said Hearst.

They were approaching, moving quickly now they saw the dragon was dead. When they drew closer, Alish said to Hearst: i salute you.'

His voice was stiff and formal.

'Thank you,' said Hearst. 'Now let's be moving. There's carrion birds gathering overhead, showing our position to everything and everyone for leagues in every direction.'

'Are you sure you're fit to travel? You're bleeding.'

'A scratch, no more,' said Hearst. 'I've got legs, still, and I can use them.'

And Blackwood, listening, knew this brusque warrior-style efficiency of speech was being used to repress a passionate outcry. He could not say whether the words left unspoken were words of love or hate, but he did know that this Rovac warrior, Morgan Hearst, was not the simple unsplicer of flesh that he pretended to be.

'We can't go yet,' cried Gorn. 'There may be treasure in the cave. We have to explore!'

'It's the truth,' said Garash, unwisely. 'There may well be treasure.'

And, after that, nothing would do but for Gorn to venture into the cave, where he glutted his greed with gold and diamonds.

Onwards, then. Fumaroles. Bubbling mud. Crinkled rock left by old lava flows. Once, tiers of pink and white terraces, ten times the height of a man, which had been built up by hot springs depositing chemicals for years lengthening to generations.

Gorn staggered along with enough loot to buy out an empire. However, after a day, he conceded defeat, and abandoned all but a king's ransom. After another day, Alish and Hearst managed to bully him out of half of that, which was then flung into a pool of boiling mud. But his pack was still overloaded.

Blackwood had no lust for dragon gold. He had other things to think about. He realised the cure for his illness had indeed… changed him.

To Blackwood, each new vista, the moment after he had first glimpsed it, seemed as familiar as if he had known it all his life. It seemed to him that he knew this shattered landscape as well as he knew the lands of Estar: given this instant empathy with every landscape, he would now call no particular place home, for he would be at home in all places.