David Dalglish - A Sliver of Redemption

“It seems all the times of happiness are long lost to the past,” Dieredon said.

“There is still happiness in each other,” she said, accepting his embrace.

“He still loves you, and treats you well?” Dieredon asked.

“As best a half-orc can.”

“Better than an elf?”

Aurelia elbowed him hard in the chest.

“Keep comments like that to yourself. He doesn’t know about all that.”

Dieredon chuckled.

“Secrets between husband and wife? As if your marriage wasn’t shameful enough.”

“Nothing shameful,” she said. “You’ve thrashed him with that bow of yours. If Harruq thought he had to compete with you in anything else, especially that, he’d never have enough confidence to make it through the day.”

“So does he compete?”

She elbowed him a second time, then pulled him close so their heads could touch.

“I missed you,” she said, the momentary playfulness unable to last with the grief lurking behind the door to Tarlak’s room. Her chest felt hollow and numb. Too much grief, even for her, who had lived through the exodus of her entire race from fire and swords.

“I have much to do,” Dieredon said, gently pushing her away. “I need to talk with this new king here, as well as Antonil, so they know that no help remains for them from the west. I must also make haste for Quellassar. If Neyvar Sinistel won’t give me the Ekreissar to fly against Karak’s forces now, nothing will ever convince him to.”

“Will it be enough?” Aurelia asked.

Dieredon kissed her forehead.

“Pray to Celestia it is,” he told her. “Because without her help…No, I don’t think it will be enough.”

He left for an audience with the two kings. Aurelia leaned on the wall opposite Tarlak’s door, her arms crossed. She chewed her lip as she thought of what to do. Harruq was outside the castle with Qurrah. She wondered if he’d seen Dieredon’s approach, as well as how he would react. Poor Haern. He’d always been so kind to her, treated her like a beautiful princess. Dead and gone, and by Dieredon’s own arrow. That part Aurelia had insisted Dieredon leave out of his tale to the wizard. The last thing they needed was Tarlak blaming yet another friend for the death of a loved one.

Time slipped away. She almost returned to their bedroom, but something kept her still. She wanted to be there in case Tarlak needed her. Her feet ached, so she sat, her arms across her knees, her forehead resting against her wrists. Eyes closed, she quietly cried.

“Aurelia?”

She looked up.

“Oh, Harruq,” she said. She didn’t bother faking a smile.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, sitting down beside her.

“It’s Haern,” she said.

That was enough. He wrapped his arm around her and leaned her weight against him. Her hair spread across his chest. The weight of his body comforted her, along with the gentle touch of his fingers rubbing her temples. She kept her eyes closed as they talked.

“Who was it?” he asked after awhile.

“A priest of Karak. A powerful one, like Velixar.”

“Did he suffer?”

Aurelia shook her head.

“No.”

The half-orc sighed.

“At least we have that. I hope he killed a hundred of them before he died. No, a thousand. No one could beat him, not when he was lost in the dance, the cloak dance…”

He ran out of words. She took one of his hands and kissed his palm.

“Why do we do this?” he asked.

“What do you mean?”

“This. All of this. What do we have left? What are all of us dying for? This world is Karak’s. We’re the last tiny sliver of hope. Sometimes I just wish it was over, Aurry. I wish I could put away my swords and run away, just you and me.”

“Live in hiding while the world burns?”

She heard him chuckle.

“You can’t blame me. We’ve bled for this. We’ve given them everything. But Velixar’s still out there, lurking, plotting. He’s the last remnant of my old self, and until he’s dead and gone I’ll keep fighting. I just…I love you, Aurry. I’m terrified it’ll be me next. That you’ll be somewhere and Dieredon or Tarlak will show up to tell you…”

Aurelia kissed him to shut him up.

“Stop it,” she whispered when their lips parted. “Just stop it. We do as we must. We helped create this war, and we’ll help end it. And so you know, I’ll kill you if you die without me somewhere.”

He kissed her again.

“Sure thing,” he said. He nodded toward Tarlak’s door. “He going to make it?”

The elf frowned. “I hope so.”

“No sense sitting here. Floor’s freezing my butt numb. Let’s go.”

Just before they left, Aurelia knocked on the door, then slowly pushed it open. When she poked her head inside, Tarlak lay on the bed, his arms behind his head, his eyes absently staring at the ceiling.

“Get some rest,” she said. “If you need anything…”

He didn’t respond, didn’t look at her. She left.

D espite his exhaustion, Harruq slept little that night. Memories of better times haunted his tired mind, and horrible nightmares plagued his sleep. Before the sun had even crept above the horizon he was up and about. He dressed in full armor, anticipating yet another long day of practice. He made his way to the courtyard, stopping only to grab a chunk of bread and wedge of butter from the mess hall. Once he finished eating, he swung his swords in lazy arcs.

After ten minutes, a commotion alerted him to the arrival of several men, all of them leading horses from the stable. One of them was King Theo, the others his private guard. Upon seeing Harruq, the king said a few words and then approached alone.

“We go to hunt,” Theo said.

“I’m not much for hunting,” Harruq said, halting his practice. “Hunting is for bows and spears. As you can see, I’m more of a sword man.”

“You sound modest. Shame it is false. The people tell stories of you, did you know that? I’m not sure who started them, though many say your wizard friend told them first. I must say, I am a little jealous.”

Harruq raised an eyebrow. “Jealous? Of what?”

Theo chuckled and leaned against his horse.

“You helped bring down an abomination that killed a hundred city soldiers. You stood alone at Veldaren, holding off a legion of undead so the people could escape. Others have said you spilled the blood of a thousand demons to keep a portal open from the hills of Neldar to the elves’ forest. Some even claim you frightened away Karak’s forces at Mordeina, and that your very prayers summoned the angels of Ashhur.”

The half-orc sheathed his swords and did his best to look anywhere but Theo’s face.

“I’m no hero,” he said. “You hear trumped up stories, or people forgetting how many friends stood at my side.”

“That doesn’t matter. You stood against the many, and by your sheer will you endured. A last stand, giving no ground. What I would give to have been there, or to have guarded these walls when the demons first assaulted our nation. To kill protecting your land, your nation, your countrymen. To fall knowing you died for something, and that a hopeless cause can still be a noble cause. You have earned your status in these campfire stories, Harruq. In these dark times, I hope I have a chance to do the same.”

Theo mounted his horse and then whistled for his guard.

“Are you sure you don’t want to come?” the king asked. “If we’re lucky, we may find a boar, and they give more than enough fight. Perhaps not for one such as you, but plenty for the rest of us.”

“I’ll stay,” Harruq insisted. “I have your men to train, after all.”

Theo frowned, as if deciding how upset he should be at the refusal.