Stacia Kane - Wrong Ways Down

Whatany it were, the more he looked the less certain he were that he was looking at Archie’s body. Just … like a hunch he had, a feeling, and that feeling told him this weren’t Archie lying there. Told him this was a fake-out, tryna throw him off so he’d quit looking.

Not even to mention, Gav been shot in the head, too, but he’d still could be recognized. They hadn’t used a shotgun for that one, hadn’t turned his head into a stump. So why do that with Archie, lessin they was tryna make the body unidentifiable?

This told him one thing, though, for certain. Archie wouldn’t be back.

So where was he? If that weren’t him on the floor.

The dresser looked like the place to start searching, and the first drawer he opened told him he was right. That weren’t Archie on the floor. Hardly any clothes were in there at all, a couple of t-shirts and some socks, a pair of jeans soft with wear. Any dude with that much pricey shit in his place wouldn’t have no clothes at all.

He guessed it were possible they’d robbed Archie when they killed him, but—no. Why leave all the electronics, then? No fucking robbery, no way.

He kept searching. The closet were almost empty, too. The bedside drawer had a couple condoms, some earplugs, some porn. The usual shit.

Nothing else of interest in there. Nothing in the bathroom. Nothing in the kitchen, or the living room. So where the fuck did he go next?

Nobody’d seen Archie coming in or out. Nobody’d seen him heading in or out the Peace Factory, neither, and the whores he had calling there asking for him and for Brian Tyler kept being told them weren’t in.

Ain’t mattered. They had to be fucking somewheres, and Terrible needed to find em. He needed to find somebody who knew something , because he were practically shaking from being so mad and he could feel it boiling up inside him, that rage that clouded his vision. Just thinking on it made it worse, sitting there on that leather couch. He wanted to shred it. Wanted to shred the whole fucking place, punch holes in the walls and tear the furniture apart with his bare hands.

Where the fuck he was supposed to find the dudes, though, in the whole city with nothing to go on? Bump’s people ain’t found shit on Brian yet; no address, no phone, no nothing. Like he ain’t even existed. Maybe he ain’t. Maybe he were just a fake name on a computer.

But Chess’d found his name listed as graduating college. So he were a real person. Could be that were a name Archie borrowed? Maybe—shit. Maybe that were true. Still ain’t helped him much. All he knew was that body there made it for certain that them Peace Factory fucks was involved—too much coincidence otherwise—and that Brian dude whose picture ain’t could be found had to be on top of it. Terrible needed to find him. Someway. He had to get out of there and get moving.

Right, then. Somebody needed to wait in the apartment, see if any came by. But there was a dead body in there, and he ain’t wanted to call a van to come get it, causen he ain’t wanted to alert anybody they found the body. Meant he’d have to ask somebody to sit in there with the corpse, which he ain’t liked doing.

Not because it weren’t fun hanging out with a body. It weren’t, of course, but he ain’t gave a shit on that. Be what they were paid for. The problem was ghosts was more likely to come back iffen them bodies were still around and intact. He really ought should get that body to the burn-house, but getting it outta there unnoticed … fuck. He ain’t could even play the “My friend passed out drunk” kinda game, seeing as how the body were practically headless.

And now that he thought on it … he knew just who to call. It slipped into he head so easy that at first he thought it must be wrong, but a few minutes of considering it ain’t showed him any ways it could be. And iffen it were, Blue Bill and Rat was still right outside and could come up instead.

Roley answered his phone on the second ring. Terrible ain’t let him finish saying “Hello” before he started talking. “Needing you over here. Now, dig? Get here now.”

“Aye, what be—”

“Just get here.” He gave Roley the address and hung up on his questions.

The body still lay there on the floor—well, of course it fucking did. Took only a minute to shove it into the closet and close the door on it, another minute to make certain he ain’t got blood on him, wash his hands, and settle back on the couch with a smoke.

Why would Roley be involved, though? Were true what Bump said before: Vole and Lacey were right up with Bump. All Roley had to do was keep heself clean and he’d be set; he’d walked into a job, one that paid good. One lotsa people would have killed for, and some tried.

So why would he get heself involved in a plan to rape Bump’s whores, kill Bump’s men?

Only reason Terrible could see was that he were just a piece of shit, which weren’t at all hard to believe. Lacey and Vole both vouched for him, which now made them suspect. In fucking Bump over—if he were, which there weren’t proof of, Terrible reminded himself—he were really fucking he family over.

Terrible’d never had any family. Not that he could recall, leastaways. He must have had a mother and father; he were there, alive, so some woman had given birth to him after some man got her pregnant, but he had no recall of anyone. Even the earliest memories he could muster—the men with bells, a street full of people in the sunshine, a flight of dirty stairs, and a few of Haunted Week, of hiding in a metal cabinet he figured musta been made of iron—didn’t have any adults in em he knew, or who felt like they’d matter to him. Hell, nobody even ever gave him a real name, not what he could recall. He couldn’t imagine what it’d be like to have a family, for real. Bump were the closest thing he had.

Which weren’t bad, true thing. Aye, Bump weren’t perfect, but so fucking what? Bump saved him. He wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for Bump. Bump taught him everything he knew. Bump made him able to sleep at night.

And he never forgot that. Could never forget it. He worked as hard as he could to forget everything around it, the years of fighting for scraps of food and getting used and being cold. He tried real fucking hard to forget Darren and running and knowing they was coming and he ain’t could hide from men that powerful and rich.

He tried to forget his whole life before he woke up at Bump’s place to find a couple of women smiling at him and a dude in the corner with a gun trained on him just in case, but he never forgot what came after. Being fed. Being smiled at, talked to, given showers and clean clothes and shoes that fit and matched. Being taught how to read and write and figure numbers. Having a warm place to sleep, a room all his own.

And not being asked to pay for any of it with his body—leastaways not asked to pay how Darren got killed for asking. The only things he were asked to do was what he woulda done anyway, wanted to do anyway, and they approved of him for it. Liked him for it. The thought of doing to Bump what Roley were—maybe—doing to his family? The thought of doing something that could get Bump injured, killed? Even that would cost him money or cause him problems?

Never. Not iffen he could help it. He’d kill anybody else who tried it.

He lit another cigarette and got ready to do just that.

Roley got there just as he finished the beer he’d grabbed from Archie’s fridge. Ain’t made him feel good, drinking beer that fuckhead bought, but even not-remembering the shit he’d been not-remembering made him itchy and tight, and he needed to keep his temper when Roley got there. Had to be careful when Roley got there, causen if he were right Roley’d be real nervous, nervous enough to be on the alert.