David Dalglish - A Dance of Shadows

“There’s also a lot of shadows near the ceiling,” Nathaniel said, and his look made Zusa smile.

“There’s that too. If you are ever afraid, trust me to be in the dark corners, always ready to save you. Now stay here. I’ll fetch some servants to bring you your things.”

She left him there, and he stood before the plain bed and tried to pretend the room was just like home. It wasn’t. The bedknobs were carved into roaring lions, their paws lifted into the air, their mouths open and baring their fangs. He shivered, thinking of those four wooden creatures protecting him while he slept at night. Zusa’s words continued to haunt him, and he closed his door, shut the bolt. The room was quiet, and dark. Nathaniel sat on the bed and drummed his fingers against his stump. Time ticked along, and finally, unable to stand anymore, he lurched to his feet, flung open the bolt, and began wandering the halls.

In many ways the mansion felt familiar, built in a similar style to his mother’s. But the tiny differences in the color of the stone, the texture of the carpet, added up to something that was a constant reminder of his status as a visitor. A large woman passed him by, arms full of dirty sheets, and she gave him a glare. She said nothing, and didn’t stop him, so he hurried along. The hallway came to an end at a plain door, similar to that of the room Nathaniel stayed in. The main difference was that a small image had been carved into the wood, though he couldn’t quite make it out. A cat, perhaps?

Curious, he tested the doorknob, found it unlocked. Unable to stop himself, he pushed the door open and stepped inside.

It was a child’s room, similar in size to Nathaniel’s. The bed was smaller, the window lower. All about the floor were scattered toys, little animals carved out of wood, each the size of his fist. There were no paintings, no markings, and something about the place made his hair stand on end. Hurrying to leave, he rushed through the door and bumped into a man, his head driving into the man’s stomach. As arms pushed him back, Nathaniel let out a yelp, convinced that Zusa’s words had been prophetic, and that he was about to be murdered within walls surrounded by a hundred guards. But instead it was a well-dressed man, not much taller than he. The man was young, and had a softness to his face that immediately removed any of Nathaniel’s initial fear of harm.

“I’m sorry if I startled you,” the young man said. He looked him over, his eyes lingering on the stump of his arm. “You must be Alyssa’s boy, right? Nathaniel?”

Nathaniel nodded, self-consciously clutching the stump with his other hand. “I am,” he said.

“I’m Stephen. So glad to meet you.”

Stephen? Nathaniel realized who stood before him and nearly panicked. Here was their host, kind as could be, and he’d plowed headfirst into the lord’s stomach because he’d been spooked by a few old children’s toys. Nathaniel fell to one knee and bowed his head.

“Milord, I am honored to meet you. Please, forgive my poor greeting.”

He wanted to say it, and nearly did.

Oh, and please, please don’t tell my mother.

“Nothing to forgive,” Stephen said, tilting his head to one side and giving him a look over. “Now stand up. It seems you wandered off, and others were starting to worry.”

Nathaniel felt his neck flush. Hardly ten minutes into their new home and he was already in trouble. Not a good start to the day.

“I didn’t mean to scare anyone,” he mumbled.

Stephen put a hand on Nathaniel’s shoulder, guiding him back down the hall. “I’m sure you didn’t. Your mother is just nervous, what with the attack on her mansion. Most understandable, really.”

Right before they turned a corner, Melody stepped around, and she sighed with relief at seeing the two. “You shouldn’t run off as if you were a little street urchin,” she said, but her words felt perfunctory. Nathaniel caught her eyes stealing to Stephen. Was she trying to gauge his reaction, see if he was upset?

“He was only studying the layout of the house, as any smart child would do,” Stephen said, smiling down at Nathaniel. “Isn’t that right?”

Nathaniel couldn’t nod his head in agreement fast enough. Stephen let go of his shoulder, and at Melody’s approach he opened his arms so the two might embrace.

“It is good to see you again,” Melody said. “And I have no doubt as to the boy’s intelligence, though he could use a bit more sense. But I should be kind. Anyone graced with visions should be expected to have his head more often in the clouds than on where one foot goes after the other.”

Stephen cocked his head at that. “Visions? Do you mean…?”

“With my chrysarium,” Melody said, and there was a hint of pride in her voice. “Truly, I have never seen one so blessed. His mother has taught him little of faith, and never taken him to temple. I think the chrysarium awakened his soul with a hunger.”

Something about this seemed off, and Nathaniel didn’t like it at all. He kept hoping to see Zusa coming around the corner to join them, daggers in hand. They spoke of the chrysarium, and the visions, and it made his mouth dry and his testicles shrivel thinking of what he’d seen.

Stephen knelt down before him. A subtle change had overcome him, that youthful innocence replaced with something more, something Nathaniel didn’t understand.

“What did you see?” he asked. “Did you see Veldaren?”

He swallowed. Melody and Stephen were on either side of him, blocking the hallway. He felt trapped, and worse, the vision was returning, dominating his sight against his will.

“I did,” he said. “At least, I think it was.”

“What of it? Did it bloom, or burn?”

“Burn.”

Like a thousand suns , he thought, but did not say it. Melody and Stephen shared a worried look, and he saw his grandmother take Stephen’s hand.

“He was so frightened,” Melody said. “I think…”

Stephen seemed to get it immediately, and he turned once more to Nathaniel.

“You saw him , didn’t you?” he asked. “The dark man with the eyes of fire?”

Terror gripped Nathaniel’s heart. He didn’t want to think of it, didn’t want to remember it. Tears ran down the sides of his face.

“I did,” he whispered.

Stephen wrapped his arms about him, pulled him close against his breast. “Shush now,” he said, gently stroking his hair. “It’s all right. You poor child, you haven’t slept well since, have you? I’ll pray for you so that you can.”

Stephen stood, and again he and his grandmother shared a lingering moment.

“We’re almost out of time,” he said. “It won’t be long until the prophet makes his move. I’m not sure we’ll be able to…”

He stopped as Alyssa came around the corner. “Nathan?” she said, and Stephen moved away so he could run to her. He wrapped his arm around her leg, felt her gently stroke his forehead. “Nathan, are you crying?”

“He felt guilty for running off,” Stephen said. “I think he feared he embarrassed you because of it, or that I might be upset, which I can assure you I am not. My home is his now, as it is yours, until everything can be made right.”

The eyes , thought Nathaniel, unable to stop the memory. The tears had been of silver and gold, his face a shadow, but the eyes… the eyes…

The eyes of fire burned, focused on Veldaren, their essence consumed with fury and craving destruction. More and more gathered under the shadow’s banner, and the silver tears fell like rain across the city. He heard a child crying, crying…

By the time the vision ended and he came to, he was lying on his back, his mother kneeling over him. All he could say was the same thing, over and over.