David Eddings: Queen of Sorcery

Uprooted from the only place he had ever known, unsure of the identities of the two people closest to him, and with his whole conception of the difference between the possible and the impossible destroyed, Garion found himself committed to a strange pilgrimage. He had no idea what they were doing in this shattered city swallowed up in trees, and not the faintest idea where they would go when they left. The only certainty that remained to him was the single grim thought to which he now clung; somewhere in the world there was a man who had crept through the predawn darkness to a small house in a forgotten village and had murdered Garion’s parents; if it took him the rest of his life, Garion was going to find that man, and when he found him, he was going to kill him. There was something strangely comforting in that one solid fact.

He carefully climbed over the rubble of a house that had fallen outward into the street and continued his gloomy exploration of the ruined city. There was really nothing to see. The patient centuries had erased nearly all of what the war had left behind, and slushy snow and thick fog hid even those last remaining traces. Garion sighed again and began to retrace his steps toward the moldering stump of the tower where they had all spent the previous night.

As he approached, he saw Mister Wolf and Aunt Pol standing together some distance from the ruined tower, talking quietly. The old man’s rust-colored hood was turned up, and Aunt Pol’s blue cloak was drawn about her. There was a look of timeless regret on her face as she looked out at the foggy ruins. Her long, dark hair spilled down her back, and the single white lock at her brow seemed paler than the snow at her feet.

“There he is now,” Mister Wolf said to her as Garion approached them.

She nodded and looked gravely at Garion. “Where have you been?” she asked.

“No place,” Garion replied. “I was thinking, that’s all.”

“I see you’ve managed to soak your feet.”

Garion lifted one of his sodden brown boots and looked down at the muddy slush clinging to it. “The snow’s wetter than I thought,” he apologized.

“Does wearing that thing really make you feel better?” Mister Wolf asked, pointing at the sword Garion always wore now.

“Everybody keeps saying how dangerous Arendia is,” Garion explained. “Besides, I need to get used to it.” He shifted the creaking new leather sword belt around until the wirebound hilt was not so obvious. The sword had been an Erastide present from Barak, one of several gifts he had received when the holiday had passed while they were at sea.

“It doesn’t really suit you, you know,” the old man told him somewhat disapprovingly.

“Leave him alone, father,” Aunt Pol said almost absently. “It’s his, after all, and he can wear it if he likes.”

“Shouldn’t Hettar be here by now?” Garion asked, wanting to change the subject.

“He may have run into deep snow in the mountains of Sendaria,” Wolf replied. “He’ll be here. Hettar’s very dependable.”

“I don’t see why we just didn’t buy horses in Camaar.”

“They wouldn’t have been as good,” Mister Wolf answered, scratching at his short, white beard. “We’ve got a long way to go, and I don’t want to have to worry about a horse foundering under me somewhere along the way. It’s a lot better to take a little time now than to lose more time later.”

Garion reached back and rubbed at his neck where the chain of the curiously carved silver amulet Wolf and Aunt Pol had given him for Erastide had chafed his skin.

“Don’t worry at it, dear,” Aunt Pol told him.

“I wish you’d let me wear it outside my clothes,” he complained. “Nobody can see it under my tunic.”

“It has to be next to your skin.”

“It’s not very comfortable. It looks nice enough, I suppose, but sometimes it seems cold, and other times it’s hot, and once in a while it seems to be awfully heavy. The chain keeps rubbing at my neck. I guess I’m not used to ornaments.”

“It’s not entirely an ornament, dear,” she told him. “You’ll get used to it in time.”

Wolf laughed. “Maybe it will make you feel better to know that it took your Aunt ten years to get used to hers. I was forever telling her to put it back on.”

“I don’t know that we need to go into that just now, father,” Aunt Pol answered coolly.

“Do you have one, too?” Garion asked the old man, suddenly curious about it.

“Of course.”

“Does it mean something that we all wear them?”

“It’s a family custom, Garion,” Aunt Pol told him in a tone that ended the discussion. The fog eddied around them as a chill, damp breeze briefly swirled through the ruins.

Garion sighed. “I wish Hettar would get here. I’d like to get away from this place. It’s like a graveyard.”

“It wasn’t always this way,” Aunt Pol said very quietly.

“What was it like?”

“I was happy here. The walls were high, and the towers soared. We all thought it would last forever.” She pointed toward a rank patch of winter-browned brambles creeping over the broken stones. “Over there was a flower-filled garden where ladies in pale yellow dresses used to sit while young men sang to them from beyond the garden wall. The voices of the young men were very sweet, and the ladies would sigh and throw bright red roses over the wall to them. And down that avenue was a marble-paved square where the old men met to talk of forgotten wars and long-gone companions. Beyond that there was a house with a terrace where I used to sit with friends in the evening to watch the stars come out while a boy brought us chilled fruit and the nightingales sang as if their hearts were breaking.” Her voice drifted off into silence. “But then the Asturians came,” she went on, and there was a different note then. “You’d be surprised at how little time it takes to tear down something that took a thousand years to build.”

“Don’t worry at it, Pol,” Wolf told her. “These things happen from time to time. There’s not a great deal we can do about it.”

“I could have done something, father,” she replied, looking off into the ruins. “But you wouldn’t let me, remember?”

“Do we have to go over that again, Pol?” Wolf asked in a pained voice. “You have to learn to accept your losses. The Wacite Arends were doomed anyway. At best, you’d have only been able to stall off the inevitable for a few months. We’re not who we are and what we are in order to get mixed up in things that don’t have any meaning.”

“So you said before.” She looked around at the filmy trees marching away in the fog down the empty streets. “I didn’t think the trees would come back so fast,” she said with a strange little catch in her voice. “I thought they might have waited a little longer.”

“It’s been almost twenty-five centuries, Pol.”

“Really? It seems like only last year.”

“Don’t brood about it. It’ll only make you melancholy. Why don’t we go inside? The fog’s beginning to make us all a bit moody.”

Unaccountably, Aunt Pol put her arm about Garion’s shoulders as they turned toward the tower. Her fragrance and the sense of her closeness brought a lump to his throat. The distance that had grown between them in the past few months seemed to vanish at her touch.

The chamber in the base of the tower had been built of such massive stones that neither the passage of centuries nor the silent, probing tendrils of tree roots had been able to dislodge them. Great, shallow arches supported the low stone ceiling, making the room seem almost like a cave. At the end of the room opposite the narrow doorway a wide crack between two of the rough-hewn blocks provided a natural chimney. Durnik had soberly considered the crack the previous evening when they had arrived, cold and wet, and then had quickly constructed a crude but efficient fireplace out of rubble. “It will serve,” the smith had said “Not very elegant perhaps, but good enough for a few days.”