Jim Butcher - Side Jobs

“Who says you’re able to?” Michael rumbled. “Put down the sword, and I’ll let you go.”

Douglas stared at him with those cold grey eyes. “I can’t do that.”

“Then I’ll put you down and take the sword anyway. It’s over, Roarke. You just don’t realize it yet.”

Father Douglas wasted no more time on talk, but came at Michael, the katana whirling.

Michael batted (no pun intended) the attack aside like a cat swatting down moths, the baseball bat spinning.

“Slow,” he said. “Too slow to hit a half-blind cripple. You don’t know the first thing about what it means to bear a sword.”

Douglas snarled and came at him again. Michael defeated this attack, too, with contemptuous ease, and followed it by smacking Douglas across one cheek with the hilt of the sheathed sword.

“It means sacrifice,” Michael said as Douglas reeled. “It means forgetting about yourself, and what you want. It means putting your faith in the Lord God Almighty.” He swung a pair of blows, which Douglas defended against, barely—but the third, a straight thrust with the baseball bat’s tip, drove home into his solar plexus. Douglas staggered to one knee.

“You abandoned your duty,” Douglas gasped. “The world grows darker by the day. People cry out for our help—and you would have the swords sit with this creature of witchcraft and deceit?”

“You arrogant child,” Michael snarled. “The Almighty Himself has made His will known. If you are a man of faith, then you must abide by it.”

“You have been lied to,” Douglas said. “How could God ignore His people when they need His protection so badly?”

“That is not for us to know!” Michael shouted. “Don’t you see , you fool? We are only men. We see only in one place at one time. The Lord knows all that might be. Would you presume to say that you know better than our God what should be done with the swords?”

Douglas stared at Michael.

“Are you stupid enough to believe that He would want you to cast aside your beliefs to impose your will upon the world? Do you think He wants you to murder decent men and abduct innocent children ?” The bat struck Fidelacchius from Douglas’s hands, and Michael followed it with a pair of crushing blows, one to the shoulder and one to the knee. Douglas went down to the sand in a heap.

“Look at yourself,” Michael said, his words hard and merciless. “Look at what you have done in God’s name. Look at the bruises on my daughter’s arms, at the blood on my friend’s face, and then tell me which of us has been deceived.”

Again, the bat swept down, and Douglas fell senseless to the sand.

Michael stood over the man for a moment, his entire body shaking, the bat still upraised.

“Michael,” I said quietly.

“He hurt my little girl, Harry.” His voice shook with barely repressed rage.

“He isn’t going to hurt her now,” I said.

“He hurt my little girl.”

“Michael,” I said, gently, “you can’t. If this is how it has to be, I’ll do it. But you can’t, man.”

His eyes shifted back toward me for just a second.

“Easy, easy,” I told him. “We’re done here. We’re done.”

He stared for another long, silent moment. Then he lowered the bat, very slowly, and bowed his head. He stood there for a minute, his chest heaving, and then dropped the bat. He settled down onto the sand with a wince.

I got up and collected Fidelacchius , returning it to its sheath.

“Thank you,” Michael said quietly. He offered me Amoracchius’ hilt.

“Are you sure?” I asked.

He nodded, smiling wearily. “Yes.”

I took the sword and looked at Douglas. “What do we do with him?”

Michael stared at him silently for a moment. In the background, we could hear emergency vehicles arriving to attend to the aftermath of the rooftop explosion. “We’ll bring him with us,” Michael said. “The Church will deal with its own.”

I SAT IN the chapel balcony at St. Mary’s, staring down at the church below me and brooding. Michael and Forthill had been seeing to Father Douglas, who wasn’t going anywhere under his own locomotion for a while. They had him in a bed somewhere. It had hurt to watch Michael, moving in what was obviously great pain, hobble around the room helping to make Douglas feel better. I’d have been content to dump the asshole in an alley somewhere and leave him to his fate.

Which might, just possibly, be one reason I was never going to be a Knight.

I had also swiped Forthill’s flask of Scotch from his room, and it was keeping me company in the balcony—two more reasons I was never going to be a Knight.

“Right at the end, there,” I said to no one in particular, “those two started speaking a different language. I mean, I understood all the words, and I understood the passion behind them, but I don’t get how they connect. You know?”

I sipped some more Scotch. “Come to think of it, there are a lot of things I don’t get about this whole situation.”

“And you want an explanation of some kind?” asked a man seated in the pew beside me.

I just about jumped out of my skin.

He was an older man. He had dark skin and silver-white hair, and he wore a workman’s blue jumpsuit, like you often see on janitors. The name tag read JAKE.

“You,” I breathed. “You’re the archangel. You’re Uriel.”

He shrugged. The gesture carried acknowledgment, somehow.

“What are you doing here?” I asked—maybe a bit blearily. I was concussed and half the flask was gone.

“Perhaps I’m a hallucination brought on by head trauma and alcohol,” he said.

“Oh,” I said. I peered at him, and then offered him the flask. “Want a belt?”

“Very kind,” he said, and took a swig from the flask. He passed it back to me. “I don’t exactly make it a habit to do this, but if you’ve got questions, ask them.”

“Okay,” I said. “Why did you guys let Michael get so screwed up?”

“We didn’t let him do anything,” Jake replied calmly. “He chose to hazard himself in battle against the enemy. The enemy chose to shoot him, and where to point the gun and when to pull the trigger. He survived the experience.”

“So in other words, God was doing nothing to help.”

Jake smiled. “Wouldn’t say that. But you got to understand, son. God isn’t about making good things happen to you, or bad things happen to you. He’s all about you making choices—exercising the gift of free will. God wants you to have good things and a good life, but He won’t gift wrap them for you. You have to choose the actions that lead you to that life.”

“Free will, huh?”

“Yes. For example, your free will on that island.”

I eyed him and sipped more Scotch.

“You saw the Valkyrie staring at Michael. You thought he was in danger. So even though it was your turn, you sent him up to the helicopter in your place.”

“No good deed goes unpunished,” I said, with one too many sh sounds. “That’s where he got hurt.”

Jake shrugged. “But if you hadn’t, you’d have died in that harness, and he’d have died on that island.”

I scowled. “What?”

Jake waved a hand. “I won’t bore you with details, but suffice to say that your choice in that moment changed everything.”

“But you lost a Knight,” I said. “A warrior.”

Jake smiled. “Did we?”

“He can barely walk without that cane. Sure, he handled Douglas, but that’s a far cry from dealing with a Denarian.”

“Ah,” Jake said, “you mean warrior in the literal sense.”

“What other kind of warrior is there?” I asked.