Arthur Zagat - The Golden Age of Science Fiction Volume IX

He must have heard me, since he signalled me out with his hand, and backed out quietly himself, still talking. He shut the door, and clicked the lock.

Bullard heard it, though. He jerked to a sitting position, and screamed. “No! No! He’ll kill me! I’m a good man….”

He hunched up on the bed, forcing the sheet into his mouth. When he looked up a second later, his face was frozen in fear, but it was a desperate, calm kind of fear. He turned to face us, and his voice raised to a full shout, with every word as clear as he could make it.

“All right. Now I’ll never tell you the secret. Now you can all die without air. I promise I’ll never tell you what I know!”

He fell back, beating at the sheet with his hand and sobbing hysterically. Napier watched him. “Poor devil,” the doctor said at last. “Well, in another minute the shot will take effect. Maybe he’s lucky. He won’t be worrying for awhile. And maybe he’ll be rational tomorrow.”

“All the same, I’m going to stand guard until Muller gets someone else here,” I decided. I kept remembering Lomax.

Napier nodded, and half an hour later Bill Sanderson came to take over the watch. Bullard was sleeping soundly.

The next day, though, he woke up to start moaning and writhing again. But he was keeping his word. He refused to answer any questions. Napier looked worried as he reported he’d given the cook another shot of sedative. There was nothing else he could do.

Cooking was a relief, in a way. By the time Eve and I had scrubbed all the pots into what she considered proper order, located some of the food lockers, and prepared and served a couple of meals, we’d evolved a smooth system that settled into a routine with just enough work to help keep our minds off the dwindling air in the tanks. In anything like a kitchen, she lost most of her mannish pose and turned into a live, efficient woman. And she could cook.

“First thing I learned,” she told me. “I grew up in a kitchen. I guess I’d never have turned to photography if my kid brother hadn’t been using our sink for his darkroom.”

Wilcox brought her a bottle of his wine to celebrate her first dinner. He seemed to want to stick around, but she chased him off after the first drink. We saved half the bottle to make a sauce the next day.

It never got made. Muller called a council of war, and his face was pinched and old. He was leaning on Jenny as Eve and I came into the mess hall; oddly, she seemed to be trying to buck him up. He got down to the facts as soon as all of us were together.

“Our oxygen tanks are empty,” he announced. “They shouldn’t be—but they are. Someone must have sabotaged them before the plants were poisoned—and done it so the dials don’t show it. I just found it out when the automatic switch to a new tank failed to work. We now have the air in the ship, and no more. Dr. Napier and I have figured that this will keep us all alive with the help of the plants for no more than fifteen days. I am open to any suggestions!”

There was silence after that, while it soaked in. Then it was broken by a thin scream from Phil Riggs. He slumped into a seat and buried his head in his hands. Pietro put a hand on the man’s thin shoulders, “Captain Muller—”

“Kill ’em!” It was Grundy’s voice, bellowing sharply. “Let’em breathe space! They got us into it! We can make out with the plants left! It’s our ship!”

Muller had walked forward. Now his fist lashed out, and Grundy crumpled. He lay still for a second, then got to his feet unsteadily. Jenny screamed, but Muller moved steadily back to his former place without looking at the mate. Grundy hesitated, fumbled in his pocket for something, and swallowed it.

“Captain, sir!” His voice was lower this time.

“Yes, Mr. Grundy?”

“How many of us can live off the plants?”

“Ten—perhaps eleven.”

“Then—then give us a lottery!”

Pietro managed to break in over the yells of the rest of the crew. “I was about to suggest calling for volunteers, Captain Muller. I still have enough faith in humanity to believe….”

“You’re a fool, Dr. Pietro,” Muller said flatly. “Do you think Grundy would volunteer? Or Bullard? But thanks for clearing the air, and admitting your group has nothing more to offer. A lottery seems to be the only fair system.”

He sat down heavily. “We have tradition on this; in an emergency such as this, death lotteries have been held, and have been considered legal afterwards. Are there any protests?”

I could feel my tongue thicken in my mouth. I could see the others stare about, hoping someone would object, wondering if this could be happening. But nobody answered, and Muller nodded reluctantly. “A working force must be left. Some men are indispensable. We must have an engineer, a navigator, and a doctor. One man skilled with engine-room practice and one with deck work must remain.”

“And the cook goes,” Grundy yelled. His eyes were intent and slitted again.

Some of both groups nodded, but Muller brought his fist down on the table. “This will be a legal lottery, Mr. Grundy. Dr. Napier will draw for him.”

“And for myself,” Napier said. “It’s obvious that ten men aren’t going on to Saturn—you’ll have to turn back, or head for Jupiter. Jupiter, in fact, is the only sensible answer. And a ship can get along without a doctor that long when it has to. I demand my right to the draw.”

Muller only shrugged and laid down the rules. They were simple enough. He would cut drinking straws to various lengths, and each would draw one. The two deck hands would compare theirs, and the longer would be automatically safe. The same for the pair from the engine-room. Wilcox was safe. “Mr. Peters and I will also have one of us eliminated,” he added quietly. “In an emergency, our abilities are sufficiently alike.”

The remaining group would have their straws measured, and the seven shortest ones would be chosen to remove themselves into a vacant section between hulls without air within three hours, or be forcibly placed there. The remaining ten would head for Jupiter if no miracle removed the danger in those three hours.

Peters got the straws, and Muller cut them and shuffled them. There was a sick silence that let us hear the sounds of the scissors with each snip. Muller arranged them so the visible ends were even. “Ladies first,” he said. There was no expression on his face or in his voice.

Jenny didn’t giggle, but neither did she balk. She picked a straw, and then shrieked faintly. It was obviously a long one. Eve reached for hers—

And Wilcox yelled suddenly. “Captain Muller, protest! Protest! You’re using all long straws for the women!” He had jumped forward, and now struck down Muller’s hand, proving his point.

“You’re quite right, Mr. Wilcox,” Muller said woodenly. He dropped his hand toward his lap and came up with a group of the straws that had been cut, placed there somehow without our seeing it. He’d done a smooth job of it, but not smooth enough. “I felt some of you would notice it, but I also felt that gentlemen would prefer to see ladies given the usual courtesies.”

He reshuffled the assorted straws, and then paused. “Mr. Tremaine, there was a luxury liner named the Lauri Ellu with an assistant engineer by your name; and I believe you’ve shown a surprising familiarity with certain customs of space. A few days ago, Jenny mentioned something that jogged my memory. Can you still perform the duties of an engineer?”

Wilcox had started to protest at the delay. Now shock ran through him. He stared unbelievingly from Muller to me and back, while his face blanched. I could guess what it must have felt like to see certain safety cut to a 50 per cent chance, and I didn’t like the way Muller was willing to forget until he wanted to take a crack at Wilcox for punishment. But….