Caroline Spector - Worlds Without End

"Whose wedding?"

"I'd rather not say."

"Because I wasn't invited?"

"Well, yes."

"Well, I don't care about that," I lied. Weddings were highly symbolic events in the elven commu- nity. Full of alliances and power-jockeying. Not being invited meant I wasn't considered a pow- er anymore. That would hurt me when I went to the Court. No doubt Alachia's hand at work once more.

We worked our way across the maze of streets that led to St. Stephen's Green. Nestled next to ancient stone buildings were brick flats put up in the nineteen-hundreds next to chip-implanting shops. Dublin wasn't a flash city like New York or LA. She crept up on you and worked her charms in subtler ways. A hint of the past here. A bit of the future there.

Once we were in St. Stephen's I relaxed a little. I was certain no one was tailing us: the old woman had turned off on Bride Street. Since then, the crowd thickened and thinned, but no one seemed at all in- terested in Caimbeui and me.

"Where do you want to stay?" Caimbeui asked.

"Stephen's Hall?"

"Do they have a decent security rating?"

"Good enough," I said. "It's not like we're going underground."

The hotel overlooked St. Stephen's Green with its emerald grass and drooping willows. We checked in and followed the troll bell boy up to our suite.

We left a wake-up call for six.

The rains came at four. I woke to a crash of thun- der and the sound of hail hitting the windows. For a moment I was disoriented and thought I was back in the kaer. A suffocating darkness pressed against me. But then I saw the night sky as Caimbeui opened the drapes.

"Where did this come from?" he wondered aloud.

"If I were more superstitious," I said, "I would say it was a sign."

"A sign?"

"Yes. They know we're here. But it's more likely this is the Doineann Draoidheil."

He didn't say anything to that. Knowing he was watching there at the window made me feel safe. And as I drifted back to sleep, I smiled.

Tonight she doesn't dream.

Bells.

I swam up from the murky depths and realized be- fore I opened my eyes that it was the telephone. Couldn 't they afford to replace these fraggin' an- tiques? I thought. Swatting at the phone, I managed to drag it from its cradle and sent the base crashing to the floor. Damn things, I never got used to them when they appeared and now that they were obso- lete, I was still plagued with them.

"Whazzit?"

"Your wake-up call." The voice was computerized and pretematurally perky. I hate that.

I let the receiver drop. It missed the base and thudded on the carpet. Burrowing further into the covers, I let the lovely blackness drag me down again.

"Aina," said Caimbeui, pulling the covers off me. "Time to get up."

I lay there for a moment not moving. It occurred to me that though we Elders weren't supposed to mortally wound one another, there was always a first time for everything. Instead, I rolled onto my back and glared at him in what I hoped would be a fright- ening manner.

"That won't work," he said. He was dressed in black. His hair was pulled back into that annoying ponytail. At least he'd laid off dyeing it red for a while. "I'm not even a little intimidated by your bad moods. I lived with them for years. They just don't impress me anymore."

I muttered something unintelligible, hoping it would be taken for a scathing remark. But it wasn't. He knew me too well.

Stumbling to the bathroom, I hoped that there was at least hot water for a shower.

We rented a car and made our way west from Dublin out of Dublin County through Kildare to Of- faly and into Galway. A heavy mist lay over the land making the greens muted and soft. Much of the land had gone wild. I knew this was part of the Awaken- ing.

The land was going back to what it was before hu- mans had put their mark upon it. Remnants of that earlier time existed before the Awakening. The Giant's Causeway in Antrim was one such place. Some said it was cooling lava that produced the hexagon-shaped stones leading from the mountains down to the sea, but I knew better.

"How are you going to find the Court?" Caimbeui asked. "They could be anywhere."

"Yes, but those who know where they are keep to certain places. We're going there."

"To the tombs?"

"Yes, and other places." "You know how I hate the tombs." "Life is suffering, Caimbeul. Didn't you know that?"

Because of the fog, it took us four hours to reach The Bun-en. The land here was wilder than other areas of the Tfr. Perhaps because the people who lived in this part of Ireland had never been far from their Celtic roots. Even before the Awakening, Gaelic was the primary language for large sections of Galway.

As we passed, I saw fingers of gray rock clawing up through the thin soil. Dark green thorn trees twisted against the fierce ocean wind. Sheer cliffs dropped down to rocky seashores.

The Burren was a flat plain of gray limestone rock. Deep fissures cut down into the slabs of stone, scarring the rock. The only things that grew there were wildflowers that sprang up between the cracks.

I parked the car and we started up the Burren. Once there would have been tourists clambering over the outcroppings. Now there was a stillness that hung in the air and seeped slowly into my bones.

"Come on," I said softly.

We made our way, for once not bickering about how fast or slow one or the other was going. I stopped every so often to pluck flowers that grew from the crevices. I wove them into necklaces as we walked. I kept one for myself and handed one to Caimbeul. He gave me a skeptical look, but slipped his into his pocket.

The mist was getting thicker and thicker as we walked. I stumbled over the uneven rock and wished I'd thought to bring a walking stick. Then we were upon it. A large fissure in the rock. It was large enough for one of us to slip through at a time.

"Well," I said. "I'm going down. You can wait here for me if you want."

Caimbeul gave a disgusted snort.

"You think they'll listen to you without me?" he asked.

I looked up at him then, deep into his forest-green eyes. We knew each other well, Caimbeul and I, and I knew this ploy for what it was.

"Oh yes, dear Harlequin," I replied. "I think they will listen to me very well. They know who I am."

It was cool in the cave. We were crawling on our stomachs down a long passageway with only a small light to lead us. I'd cast the spell once we'd found ourselves in this narrowing corridor and I couldn't hold my flashlight any longer.

"Remind me to tell you how much I enjoy crawl- ing through a cave in my very best shoes and coat," Harlequin said.

"Don't complain," I replied. "It could be worse."

"How so?"

He ran into my heels and gave a little oomph.

"It could be wet."

"Oh, what a lovely thought."

Just then I crawled around a comer and popped out into a large cavem. Stalactites and stalagmites grew down from the ceiling and up from the floor. 71

In the center of the cavern was a lake. Its surface was mirror perfect and black as night.

I turned around and helped Caimbeui as he too crawled out. There was dirt and dust covering his clothes. He slapped at it, but it didn't help. When he looked up at me again, I could see the annoyance in his face. I put my finger to my mouth, then pointed at the lake.

I walked away from him toward the edge of the water. The only sound was the crunch of stones under my boots. As I reached the edge of the lake, I leaned over and picked up a small stone. Straight- ening, I spoke,

"Hear me, Fin Bheara, King of the Daoine Sidhe, King of the Dead. It is Aina. I would speak with you."

My voice rang out and echoed against the silent rocks. For a long moment there was nothing. No an- swering sound. Then, there was a grinding noise. The ground trembled and I stumbled a bit before re- gaining my balance.