Scott Sigler - Contagious

She started to protest, but he squeezed her hand a little bit harder. The pain made her gasp, cutting off her words.

“The president ordered that we allow that woman’s triangles to hatch,” Dew said. “We can’t locate the next gate; therefore we can’t afford to kill something that might have that information.”

“We can’t sacrifice our own citizens, goddamit.”

“Wake up, Doctor Montoya. America sacrifices her own all the time. Always has, always will. We sacrificed enough of my friends in Vietnam.”

“We have a volunteer army now, Dew,” Margaret said. “It’s not the same thing. We don’t have the draft anymore.”

“Which will last exactly as long as there are enough troops to fight the engagements we have.” Dew removed the bloody gauze and tossed it into a wastebasket. He pressed another batch in place, held it with his left thumb, then pulled out a suture kit with his right hand. He tore it open with his teeth and set it next to the keyboard.

“The very second we face a big enough threat, you know damn well that draft will be back,” he said. “The few die so the many can live. That woman in there, she needs to die for that same reason.”

“I don’t give a shit,” Margaret said. “I’m not military. I am a doctor, and I do not sacrifice people. I’m going over your head.”

Dew removed the second batch of gauze, which was less bloody than the first. He pinched her torn skin together, picked up the pre-threaded needle and slid it through the flesh.

His hands were rough but warm. Gentle. She watched his technique: smooth, experienced.

“You’ve done this before?”

Dew nodded. “Sugar, I’ve done this while people were trying to kill me. I’ve done it to myself while people were trying to kill me. This here is just a little ol’ barroom brawl cut. Where did you learn to punch like that?”

“Boxercise,” Margaret said. “I’ve never actually hit anyone in my life.”

Dew nodded again. “You go over my head and you’re out,” he said as he made the second stitch. “It’s not a threat to say you’ll be put in solitary confinement until this thing is all over. I say it’s not a threat because I know you don’t care about punishment or pissing anyone off.”

“I don’t.”

Dew made a third stitch. “Still, that’s what will happen. You’ll be off the case and someone else will take over. Maybe that Doctor Chapman fella, maybe your old buddy Doctor Cheng.”

Dew made the fourth stitch, then looked her in the eyes. His face was only a few inches from hers. She felt his hands moving—he was tying off the stitch by feel alone.

“Whoever it is, they won’t know as much as you, Margaret. They’re going to have to spend time catching up, time we don’t have. And they will probably miss something that could make all the difference.”

She looked away. He was right.

“We don’t know what’s coming through those gates,” Dew said. “But whatever it is, it would already have come through if it wasn’t for you. Thanks to your weather theory, we may even find the source of infection. If it’s a satellite, we might be able to shoot it down. That’s because of you. Margaret—we can’t do this without you.”

“But Dew, that woman… it’s going to he horrible.”

He nodded slowly. “Yeah, it will. But we need to know. You’re playing in the big leagues now, and part of the game at this level is knowing when you have to make a sacrifice.”

“That’s easy for you to say,” Margaret said. “This is what you’re good at, right?”

Dew smiled. It was a smile full of bitterness.

“Among the best, I’m told. Kind of a dubious honor. Look, Doc, no matter what you say, what you do, or who you talk to, Bernadette Smith is going to die. All you can do is put up a useless protest and be pulled off the project. You get to keep your integrity, but at what cost to the country? To humanity ? Tell me you understand that part at least.”

She did understand. Any protest would just be ignored, accomplish nothing—the Murray Longworth machine would roll over her. Things would continue, only less effectively. And as much as it made her hate herself, she wasn’t going to let a wasted gesture take her off this project.

“I get it,” she said.

“If you think Gutierrez is making this call on a whim, if you think it’s easy for Otto and me to execute it, then you’re a fool. I hope you never have to make a call like this, Margaret. But if you do, you just remember—is one life worth the lives of hundreds? Of thousands?”

“We don’t know that sacrificing Bernadette Smith is going to save hundreds of lives. Or even one life.”

Dew nodded. “Exactly. We don’t know, and that’s why a decision like this is such a mindfuck.”

He stood up and started repacking the first-aid kit. Her hand was already bandaged. She hadn’t even felt it. Had a few different cards been dealt, Dew Phillips could have been a world-class surgeon.

He started to walk out, then turned to face her. “So shall I get Doctor Chapman to run things, or will you do your job?”

She hated him. She hated him more than she thought it possible to hate a human being, and almost as much as she hated Clarence Otto.

“I’ll do it,” she said.

That bitter smile again.

Dew Phillips walked out of the control room, leaving Margaret alone to think about the coming nightmare.

Colonel Charlie Ogden stood in the command tent, looking over the maps and satellite photos spread across a central table. Corporal Cope sat on a stool. He had the forward-leaning posture of a bird of prey, waiting to pounce on Ogden’s next order.

Ogden wondered if he’d get even his customary four hours of sleep that night. Probably wasn’t time for it. And if he couldn’t sleep, neither could Corporal Cope. Poor guy. But Cope was a young man; he didn’t really need sleep. Sleep was for pussies.

Ogden checked his watch: 2130.

“Corporal.”

“Yes sir?”

“Any word from Doc Harper about private Climer?”

“Nothing yet, sir,” Cope said.

“How long ago was Harper in here?”

“About twelve hours, Colonel.”

“How long does it take to wake up from being shot in the fucking shoulder?”

“I wouldn’t know, sir,” Cope said. “I can look it up online if you like.”

“It was a rhetorical question, Corporal.”

“Yes sir.”

Maybe the kid did need some sleep after all.

“Corporal, any hits from the satellite search?”

“No sir,” Cope said. “I’m all over them, as you requested. I’m on a first-name basis with the squints now, sir, although the name they have for me when they take my calls every fifteen minutes isn’t Jeff, if you know what I mean.”

The squints were annoyed with thoroughness? Well, fuck ’em. They weren’t on the front lines.

Ogden sipped lukewarm coffee, staring, thinking. He’d expanded the search area, applied every available resource, and still no sign of a gate. All the previous outbreaks had resulted in a construct somewhere within about a hundred miles. Granted, a hundred-mile radius made for a huge area, but they had dozens of air assets and dedicated satellite coverage. If something was there, they should have found it.

What really worried him, however, was the Jewell family. Ogden had no doubt the Jewells were at least partially responsible for the deaths of his men. Thus far the APB hadn’t turned up a thing.

So where had they gone?

The tent flap opened. A soldier walked in, shirtless, wearing boots, fatigues and a white bandage around his left shoulder. In his right hand, he carried his M4.