Dorsai - Full Circle

Kelly and I gave each other a look, and headed back for the den, with me carrying the tray. When we got there, we saw that all of them had opted to take Kelly up on the 'anatomy lesson' – all five were sitting there stark naked. Visibly nervous, but naked.

When Kelly saw them, she didn't say a word – she simply stopped where she was, took off the blouse and slacks she was wearing and set them aside, so that she was nude, too. She turned to me and took the tray before telling me "We'll need some diagrams and a hand mirror." I nodded, and headed to my office to get a couple of female drawings off the Internet; while those were printing out, I got the large hand mirror Kelly had. With everything in hand, I went back into the den where Kelly was explaining to them what was going to happen.

When she saw me, Kelly told them "I'm going to start, so that all of you can see that there's nothing to be ashamed about, and so that you can see for yourselves how I compare to the drawings that Dan has. Dan is going to hold that mirror for me, so I can see things between my legs better while I point to things and explain them. He'll also be holding the mirror for each of you. Dan is going to keep his clothes on so that you don't get… 'distracted', and so you know that you don't have to worry about him 'doing' anything. Is everybody ready, then?"

All of them said they were, so Kelly got them all seated on the floor, then took a position across from them. I handed the youngsters the female diagrams, then sat off to the side, figuring Kelly would start with the most obvious stuff to try and help them relax. For my part, I kept my attention on Kelly for the same reason.

The first part of it went by easily enough – between the drawings and being able to really look at Kelly as she unashamedly explained about breasts and areolas and nipples, it didn't really take very long. When she got to the bit about a woman's genitals, I could see the girls start to get nervous again – but Kelly ignored it as she got me, and particularly the mirror, situated the way she wanted: Kelly could see her own sex in the mirror which was far enough away that it didn't keep the girls from seeing her, too. That part of the lesson took a little longer – the girls were initially hesitant to ask exactly what it was they wanted to know, but with Kelly's encouragement, they eventually settled down and began asking what they meant. It seemed to help that I didn't have any visible reaction to anything they asked or anything Kelly did or said – I just lay there on the floor, holding the mirror to Kelly's specifications as impassively as could be.

When she was done, Kelly asked for a volunteer to replace her, explaining that she wanted each of them to have a turn so that all of them could not only have a little bit of individual instruction, but so that the others could have another 'reference point'. After a bit, Claire said that she was willing to go first; Kelly scooted to the side a bit and Claire hesitantly sat down in her place. After a nervous glance at me, Claire did as Kelly asked and positioned herself as Kelly had been: feet well apart and legs bent and open, exposing herself completely to the others. Kelly had Claire talk me into getting the mirror positioned properly; I kept my eyes locked on hers, which calmed her considerably. After a few minutes of comparison and instruction, it was time for the next girl. Crissy stood up, and Claire moved to resume her previous position.

Crissy wasn't anywhere as nervous as Claire had been, and didn't delay in directing me to how the mirror should be positioned. Following her were Sheri, then Evelyn, and finally, Bonita – none of whom showed the slightest hesitation or nervousness. When they were done, Kelly had all of them return to their seats, still nude, while she and I did the same. When everyone was situated, Kelly told them "Okay, now you should have a pretty good idea of what your 'stuff' is, and what it does. I hope that you realize that all of you are as 'normal' between your legs as any other woman is, and that there really isn't any reason for you to be ashamed or embarrassed about yourselves."

It was Crissy that said "I'm glad we did this. I mean, I was kind of worried that I was weird or something there. But when I got to look at you and the others, I realized that there's really nothing different about me."

Kelly smiled and said "And that's exactly what I was trying to teach you."

Bonita spoke up then, saying "I have to admit that when you first came back in here, I was pretty nervous. But when you did what you said you would, and I got to really SEE, I wasn't any more." She looked over at me, then back to Kelly, and asked "I was surprised at how Dan acted, though. I know you said he wouldn't say or do anything, but it still surprised me. How could he act like that?"

Kelly laughed and answered "Don't ask me – ask him! I'll bet you'll be surprised at the answer you get!"

So Bonita did ask me: "How could you just lay there like that and hold the mirror? All I ever saw you looking at was my face, even though I was sitting there right in front of you and you could see everything?"

I smiled and told her "A couple of reasons. First, you don't have anything that I haven't seen before at least once." – which made all of them smile – before I went on to say "The second part is that I could see how nervous some of you were, and I didn't want to make it any worse for you. Remember, I was there for the first 'anatomy lessons' for Kelly and her friends, and I already know what it means to you, so I didn't want to say or do anything that would get in the way of that."

That seemed to surprise all of them, and Evelyn asked "Didn't you even look?"

I laughed, and answered "Of course I looked! I was just polite and careful enough about it not to let you catch me at it." Hearing that obviously bothered them, and I went on to explain "Look, there's something that you need to understand about guys, and the sooner you do, the better off you'll be."

That got their attention again, and I continued "The thing about us guys is that there are some things that we simply can't control, any more than girls can control some things about them – it's just the way our brains are wired. Think about the way you act when you get close to a baby, for example. Do you really think that you could stop feeling the way you do when that happens? Of course not. That's just the way your brains are set. With us guys, we can't help but look. Any guy that says he doesn't is either lying – probably – or gay – maybe. What should really matter to you is how a guy does it, and what he does afterwards. Now think about it: I admitted to looking at you – but I was careful and polite enough that none of you noticed me doing it. The other thing to think about is how I acted – now that you know I did look."

They thought about that for a little bit before Claire told me "I guess if we didn't know you were looking, then you were being polite. And since you didn't say or do anything while we were there in front of you, I don't think that there's anything for us to be upset about. But how can you do that? Be so polite, I mean? All the boys I know at school, they're nothing like you were!"

"Thank you. No, I'm not like them for a couple of reasons. First, I think enough about you that I want to be nice about it. Second, the part that controls me isn't between my legs – its between my ears. Most of the boys you know at school probably haven't grown up that much, yet."

"Didn't you think we're pretty?"Sheri asked.

Surprised, I answered "I think each of you is quite pretty, in your own way."

It was Claire that caught the last part, asking "You said in our own way. You see each of us differently? Even Crissy and Sheri?"

Here, Kelly jumped in by telling them "If Dan says he sees each of you differently, he does. But I want to warn you that if you ask him HOW he sees you differently, I think you're going to start something that you might not be comfortable with, yet."