Dorsai - Eight is enough

A couple of days later, it was Bethany's turn to approach him about a private lesson. She was appreciably more at ease about the whole thing than Brittany had been; apparently, Brittany had at least told her about Jeremy's behavior and attitude, if nothing else. Bethany was also more relaxed when she came into Jeremy's room. Her time with her older brother went much the same as her twins, with the exception that Bethany didn't have any qualms about letting Jeremy climax in her mouth – something that convinced her that the taste of semen was something she actually liked as she eagerly swallowed every drop.

Over the course of the next few weeks, each of the twins had a couple more private times with Jeremy. Both of them quickly got into the spirit of the thing, so that Jeremy was able to get into a lively session of '69' with each of them. Brittany even started taking her brothers climaxes in her mouth; she didn't find it as pleasant as her sister, but it was still acceptable. Between times with the twins, Jeremy and Dawn were able to continue their activities, which kept Dawn happy.

Jeremy and Dawn were spooning one afternoon, after having already brought each other to a couple of climaxes apiece, when Dawn put her hand over Jeremy's (which was holding one of her breasts) and telling him "Jer? There's something I've got to talk to you about…"

Half-asleep from their after-school activities, Jeremy managed to mutter "Wuzzat?"

"I don't want to be a virgin any more – and I want you to be the one to do it."

It took a couple of seconds for that to find its way through his mental fog, but when it did, it got his full attention.

"Whaddya mean you don't want to be a virgin any more? And me do what?", thinking – fearing – that he already knew the answers to both questions.

"Just what I said. I don't want to be a virgin any more. I talked to the nurse at the clinic, and she said that even though it's sometimes possible for a virgin to get an IUD like I want, it wasn't something that I should count on: that if I still had my hymen – my cherry – when I came in, they'd probably have to get rid of it before they could do anything. I've really thought about it, and I decided that if I was going to have to stop being a virgin so I could start using birth control, then I wanted it to happen the way I wanted it to – with a real, live guy. And if it's going to be a guy that does it, then I want it to mean something; I mean, I want to be with a guy that cares about me, and will take it easy with me so that it doesn't hurt any more than it absolutely has to. The only person I know I could trust like that is YOU. I mean, the way you've acted since we started doing stuff together, I know you'd never hurt me on purpose; and the way you've been with Britt and Beth, I know that you'd be patient and everything, too. And when we talked out the hall that time, you said that you wanted to be able to have sex with me – 'a lot', you said."

"Yeah, I did – and I still do! But since then, I've listened to some of the older guys at school, and even kinda talked to Dad about it. Not you and me, I mean, but like I was just trying to find something out before it happened for ME. So yeah, I would like to actually start having sex; but not if it would hurt you. Now I know that having sex with someone the first time is important. And if you want us to have sex before you can start birth control, then we'd have to make for certain positive that we couldn't get you pregnant. I love you, Dawn, even more than as your brother, and I don't want to do anything that would mess things up for either of us, okay?"

Hearing what he had to say made Dawn realize that Jeremy undoubtedly loved her as much as, and in the same way, that she loved him. She still knew that what they felt for each other was something that they'd have for the rest of their lives, even if they couldn't show it the way they might want to.

When Dawn didn't say anything for several seconds, Jeremy worked up the courage to tell her "I'm not going to lie to you and say that I wouldn't like to have sex with you. But I am going to say that I don't want it to happen unless you're absolutely sure, and I won't do it until I'm certain that there's positively no way we can get you pregnant – something that's at least as good as that IUD you told me about. I hope I'm not making you mad, or think that I don't love you – I do, more than I could say. Enough, even, that I'd rather hurt you by saying 'no' if actually doing it might hurt you even more."

Even as Jeremy was saying that, Dawn knew that he did love her, and that he was actually being as mature and responsible as he (and SHE!) should be. She had to admit to herself that she was a little disappointed – but more than that, she was glad that she had a brother that loved her as much as he did: though he was the younger, his adult attitude toward the whole thing was forcing her to be as mature and responsible as he was. She acknowledged what he said by telling him "Okay, Jeremy. I understand, and I'm not mad or hurt – really. I won't say anything else about it until and unless I'm really, truly ready for it to happen. Okay?"

After giving her a gentle hug, Jeremy answered "Okay, Sis."

For the next little while, the two of them just lay there, each wrapped in their own thoughts: Jeremy feeling both surprised and pleased that he'd actually done something he considered 'seriously grown up'; Dawn was kept occupied with examining her own motives and emotions. Nearly half an hour passed before Dawn suggested that they get cleaned up. Their shared shower was all that was needed to get them out of their individual thoughts and start playfully teasing and joking again.

The next few weeks passed with Jeremy and Dawn continuing to share their love and bodies with each other, and each of the twins wanting to spend some private time with him, as well. Despite all the female attention he was getting, Jeremy had the good sense not to take any of it for granted: when he was with any of them, he gave her his full and undivided attention, and showed her the care and affection he felt.

It was late on a Saturday morning, and all the rest of the family was out to do some shopping. Because they were the oldest, Jeremy and Dawn were exempted as a way for their parents to try and compensate them for the amount of time they had to spend taking care of the rest of the kids. It had been maybe half an hour since everyone had left, and Jeremy was sprawled out on his bed and reading a book when he saw Dawn standing a bit awkwardly in the doorway and asked her "What's up, Sis?"

"I told you that I wouldn't say anything else to you about me not being a virgin until I was sure that was what I wanted, and there was a way for us to have sex so that I couldn't get pregnant. Well, I am sure, and there's a way that you can have my virginity so that I can't possibly get pregnant."

Definitely interested (!), Jeremy asked "What's that?"

"I went back and read my biology book, the section about how people have babies, I mean. And I read the books that Mom and Dad gave us again, too, just to make sure. For me to get pregnant, it only takes ONE of your sperm cells to find the little egg that comes loose while I'm having my period. If either one of those things is missing, nothing happens. So if we had sex at the right time, there wouldn't be any egg inside me for any of your sperm to find – I'd be just as safe as if I WAS on birth control."

Although Jeremy didn't remember the details (he didn't have the right plumbing) of the female side of things, he remembered enough to keep up with what Dawn was saying. So when he nodded his understanding, she went on to say "Well, I expect I'll be starting my period – bleeding, I mean – Tuesday or Wednesday. That means that the egg from last time is long gone, and there won't be another one for a week or more. I'm as safe now as I'll ever be: how much sperm you put in me doesn't matter because there's no egg to make me pregnant."