Michael Alan - From Virgin to He-Whore - The Butterfly Effect

Within a few minutes of this intense stimulation she experienced the most amazing orgasm and began to weep uncontrollably. I continued the massage for another half hour as she experienced orgasm after orgasm, each more intense than the previous one.

Finally, I could feel her whole body and her yoni relax. I slowly withdrew my fist and continued a tender stimulation of her clitoral hood and labia as she slowly recovered. She shivered with each slow sensual stroke as each aroused nerve ending in her highly sensitive tissue ‘pinged’ with delight.

As was usual with all my clients after a therapy session, I held her in a naked embrace and her sweaty, pink breasts melded into my chest.

She then looked me in the eye and said, “I could feel your energy washing over me…. That was so, so amazing! Thank you Michael!”

As we sat and discussed her sensations she said she felt as though she had left her body during her orgasmic bliss and had been hovering over her bed watching herself in amazement as she continually climaxed.

Trudy, was aching to find a ‘special’ man with whom she could ‘connect’ and knew that without an ability to ‘connect’ sexually with him, that man would never appear in her life.

She booked a half dozen more appointments and came to my studio for many of them. She eventually met a man and they ‘connected’. She rang me the following day after their ‘first date’ and excitedly told me, “I’ve found him!”

Another one of my ‘special’ clients, was Macey who had suffered from vaginismus, a constriction of the vaginal opening during penetration, as a result of ongoing rape as a 20 year-old who was virginal at the first abuse. She subsequently suffered incredible pain whenever she and her various boyfriends indulged in sex. She had seen numerous medical specialists, none of whom could offer a cure to her condition. This problem had caused her personal and physical anguish and caused the breakdown in her few relationships.

She sought out my services as a ‘last resort’. Together we pinpointed a specific physical constriction along the edge of her vaginal opening. It seemed to me at the time that this sensitive tissue was the remnants of her torn hymen. From her very first therapy session she experienced exquisite orgasmic pleasure – a sensation she had never known. During subsequent sessions of sensitive yoni massage therapy I was able to totally eliminate her apprehension and fear of penetration and the pain associated with the constriction of her vaginal opening.

Incorporated in her treatment it became obvious that she needed to feel ‘safe’ when confronted by an erect cock and through ongoing dialogue we determined that she needed to feel ‘safe’ to hold and caress a cock.

My years as a sex educator of young women, regarding male genitalia and utilizing my own body as a teaching resource, became relevant once again. I sensitively ‘introduced’ her to the tactile sensation of an erect cock to give her a sense of safety and familiarity with this longed for sexual object that fueled many of her masturbatory fantasies. She was amazed that this object that had previously caused her such pain and fear could feel so soft, yet also powerful in her hands.

She finally requested penile penetration to convince herself that she could enjoy satisfying sexual pleasure without pain. With sensitive care and a cooperative use of my body, over a few sessions, she found she could experience not just penetration by a fully erect cock – but also exquisite pleasure.

During our last few sessions she felt she needed to be assured that she could be in ‘control’ of a sexual liaison with a man. She also expressed a need to fully satiate a few of her more persistent erotic fantasies. She requested I teach her techniques to sexually stimulate a flaccid cock and then enjoy complete intimacy, in various sex positions.

I remembered the timidity of my young students when first presented with my cock and how I could diffuse their shyness by a smile of reassurance of my understanding and ease with their yearnings, or simply by just holding her hands. This familiarity of connection between a male and female opens an exchange of sexual energy. Innate female desires are soon released in this cocoon of trust and intimacy and true sexual feelings can be released and enjoyed without uncertainties.

This was the approach I used in all therapy sessions with this young woman. She had experienced true abuse of trust with a man and now needed gentle, regular assurance by a male that she was in a safe space and could absolutely enjoy all that her mind and body desired.

Subsequent to the end of her therapy, she met a man and fell in love and was able to happily consummate her relationship and eventually marry him. I was invited to their wedding and I remain in touch with her to this day.

It was a genuine pleasure to see the transformation in each woman after her yoni massage therapy session. Due to the intensity of both emotional and physical pleasure a woman would enjoy during this unique therapy I would always make a point of contacting her the following day to check on them. It wasn’t unusual for a woman to both cry with joy and laughter simultaneously during her wave of multiple orgasmic delight. This sensation unlocked many emotional memories and could trigger genuine healing if treated sensitively.

Some clients would book return appointments until she felt her healing complete.

I made many genuine friendships through this therapy and was privileged to attend a few other weddings of my clients. They were ‘eternally’ grateful that I had helped to heal wounds that had held them back from true emotional commitment with a man.

What have I learnt from 40 years as a He Whore?

Well, I now know that women are no different to men in regards to sexual appetites. Women disguise their need for sex but are much more voracious.

I learnt that how you treat others is how you’ll eventually be treated yourself…. the old adage ‘what goes round, comes round!’ is true. I’m a firm believer in Karma and have a deep spiritual sense that all living creatures, past, present and future, merge into this entity we call God!

Throughout my life I have tried to be more of a ‘giver’ than a ‘taker’ and make this world a slightly better place by using my mind, body and spirit to put a smile on someone’s face, whenever I could.

Although it might be a surprise to some, I regard myself as a committed Christian and as Christians will attest, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; AND love your neighbour as yourself.”

Thank you my Butterflies!

Wojtyla, Karol(1993). Love and Responsibility . Pauline Books & Media. ISBN 978-0-8198-4558-0.