Jonathan Kellerman - Breakdown

He said, “She probably verified my I.D. Whole different vibe here.”

By the time we’d exited the unmarked, the same woman was walking toward us. Fifties, broad-shouldered, with clipped beige hair and a military gait.

She said, “Sherry Andover.” Two graduate degrees on her badge: MSW and MPH.

Milo said, “Nice to meet you, ma’am. This is Dr. Delaware, he’s a psychologist.”

“I know. Judith at Hollywood said you’d be dropping by to talk about Zelda Chase. What’d she do, end up in someone’s backyard again?”

I said, “She lived here?”

“For maybe a month, right after we opened, thirteen months ago.”

“Backyards were her thing?” said Milo.

“She wandered away, I’d say three, four times. Never went far, mostly we’d find her behind one of the apartment buildings south of Pico, and she didn’t cause problems other than digging up some plants that could be tucked back in. In fact, she was kind of neat about it. Putting stuff in a row then she’d go to sleep and someone would find her in the morning and call the cops. Santa Monica PD knows us so they drove her back.”

A blue door to the right opened and two women stepped out. One was painfully obese and walked with two canes. The other appeared barely in her twenties and limped. Sherry Andover waved at them. They returned to their room.

“Where’s Zelda now, guys?”

I said, “On a 5150 hold until tomorrow.”

“Locked up? She’s gotten dangerous?”

“She shifted her trespassing to Bel Air.”

Sherry Andover said, “Aha, invading the high-line, yeah the system would respond differently to that. So she’s not violent.”

“Not that I’ve seen. She’ll be released tomorrow.”

“And you want to bring her here.”

Now that you mention it.

I said, “If you can accommodate her.”

“A couple of beds just opened,” she said. “For the wrong reasons. Yesterday, one of our gals had a fatal encounter with a car. Another left a week ago and ended up stabbed to death in Long Beach. Long domestic history with an abusive boyfriend. So what does she do? Heads straight for the alley where he hangs out.”

I said, “How’d they get out with the gate in place?”

“By using that button right there.” She pointed to a black dot on the right-hand post. “We’re not a locked facility, Doctor. Everyone’s free to come and go as they please, the gate’s locked only on the outside, to keep problems away from them. ”

“No need for that at the men’s shelter.”

“If I was in charge there’d be the same setup there, but with tight funds, the board prioritized. All severely mentally ill people are vulnerable but being female is an additional factor.”

Milo said, “So the women leave when they feel like it but have to call in when they return.”

“We hope it’s a disincentive for wandering away, but it’s not as if we’re dealing with a rational population.”

“Rowing upstream,” said Milo. “I can relate.”

“Bet you can.” She turned to me. “Bet you both can. Anyway, sure, we’ll take Zelda if she wants to be here and she really is no danger to herself and others. The only caveat being, if those beds book up before tomorrow, she’s out of luck.”

I said, “If that happens, any suggestions where should I take her?”

“Take her? You’re transporting her, personally?”

“Seems the simplest way.”

“She’s been your patient for a while?”

“She was never my patient. I consulted to her psychiatrist.”

“Where’s he in all this?”

“Deceased.”

“Oh. Okay, I’ll make sure there’s room for her. If you’re confident she won’t act out aggressively.”

“I can’t guarantee anything but nothing indicates she’s at risk.”

“Appreciate the honesty, Doctor. Let’s give it the old-school try.”

I said, “So she was here a month.”

“Give or take, we don’t collect clinical or personal data.”

“Why’d she leave?”

“No idea. One day she was just gone. Like so many of them.”

“Any alcohol or drug issues?”

“Not that I saw, Doctor. Why? Is she currently addicted?”

I shook my head. “Any issues at all, besides trespassing?”

“Nope. Is she currently being medicated for her illness? There’s a community mental health clinic a few blocks away and if she’s willing I can hook her up there.”

“The resident who committed her gave her a strong dose of Ativan and prescribed a week’s worth. Right now she’s pretty drowsy. I don’t know how she’ll feel once it wears off.”

“Same old story,” said Sherry Andover. “All right, welcome back, Zelda. Nice meeting you guys. Just push that button and let yourselves out.”

I said, “One more thing: I got involved with her because I’m a child psychologist and her psychiatrist asked me to evaluate her son. Would you have any idea where he is?”

Sherry Andover frowned. “She has a son? No indication of that when she was here but we don’t take kids so maybe he got placed somewhere.”

“If he did, I can’t find him.”

“And you’re concerned about that because...”

“I’d like to know he’s okay.”

“I don’t want to be Ms. Obvious but have you tried social services?”

I rattled off the agencies we’d called.

She said, “Can’t add to those.” She blew out air. “I need you to be brutally honest: You’re not thinking she hurt him, are you? ’Cause that brings us right back to the violence thing and a red flag the size of Alaska.”

I said, “Five years ago she was a caring, loving mother and she’s never acted out violently with anyone. She’s been living on the streets so you’re probably right about placement. I’d just like to confirm it.”

“Five years ago she was crazy but a good mom.”

“She managed to work a full-time job and make sure the boy was well cared for. Then she lost the job and we haven’t been able to trace her movements other than her stay at your other facility and here.”

“She won’t talk about the boy?”

“She’s still pretty much out of it. The only thing she did mention was her mother disappearing. Did that come up here?”

“Never that I heard but she might’ve told one of the other girls. They have all kinds of stories, our residents. Which isn’t to say none are true — hey, maybe that’s why she invades other people’s territory, trying to make it back home symbolically or something? How’s that for pop psychology? Think I can get my own talk show?”

I smiled.

“I shouldn’t joke but it helps,” she said. “I’m just the fool who took this job because my teaching position at Northridge was X’d out.”

Milo said, “Hardly.”

“Pardon?”

“You don’t seem like a fool to me, ma’am. What’d you teach?”

“Public administration. I’m an organizer, never done a minute of therapy. Not officially, anyway.”

He said, “But you still get to go home every night knowing you did something important.”

Sherry Andover stared at him then she blushed. “That’s got to be the sweetest thing anyone’s said to me since my husband proposed — and I won’t tell you how that worked out. You single?”

Milo smiled and shook his head.

She said, “Okay, I’ll take important. And now good manners means I have to say the same applies to you. Which it does. To both of you.” She laughed harder. “Look at us, a bunch of saints.”

As we drove away, Milo said, “Why’d you ask her about booze and dope?”

“Zelda got busted for drunk and disorderly twice, and I’m wondering if she’ll head for some dive bar if she grows restless.”