Paula Hawkins - Into the Water

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‘Julia, it’s me. I need you to call me back. Please, Julia. It’s important …’ In the last days before her death, Nel Abbott called her sister.
Jules didn’t pick up the phone, ignoring her plea for help.
Now Nel is dead. They say she jumped. And Jules has been dragged back to the one place she hoped she had escaped for good, to care for the teenage girl her sister left behind.
But Jules is afraid. So afraid. Of her long-buried memories, of the old Mill House, of knowing that Nel would never have jumped.
And most of all she’s afraid of the water, and the place they call the Drowning Pool …
With the same propulsive writing and acute understanding of human instincts that captivated millions of readers around the world in her explosive debut thriller,
, Paula Hawkins delivers an urgent, satisfying read that hinges on the stories we tell about our pasts and their power to destroy the lives we live now.

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Josh sipped his tea, hiccupping occasionally, not quite recovered from his earlier emotional outburst. His hands were wrapped tightly around the mug, and his mouth worked as he tried to find whatever words he wanted to say to me.

Eventually, he looked up at me. ‘Whatever I do,’ he said, ‘someone is going to be upset with me.’ Then he shook his head. ‘No, actually, that’s not right. If I do the right thing, everyone is going to be upset with me, and if I do the wrong thing, they won’t. It shouldn’t be like that, should it?’

‘No,’ I said, ‘it shouldn’t. And I’m not sure you’re correct about that. I can’t think of a situation in which doing the right thing will make everyone upset with you. One or two people, maybe, but surely if it’s the right thing, some of us will see it that way? And be grateful to you?’

He chewed his lip again. ‘The problem,’ he said, his voice trembling again, ‘is that the damage is already done. I’m too late. It’s too late to do the right thing now.’

He cried again, but not like before. He wasn’t wailing or panicking, this time he cried like someone who has lost everything, lost all hope. He was in despair, and I couldn’t bear it.

‘Josh, I must get your parents here, I must,’ I said, but he clung to my arm.

‘Please, Mr Townsend. Please.’

‘I want to help you, Josh. I really do. Please tell me what it is that’s upsetting you so much.’

(I remembered sitting in a warm kitchen, not my own, eating cheese on toast. Jeannie was there, she sat at my side. Won’t you tell me what happened, darling? Please tell me . I said nothing. Not a word. Not a single word.)

Josh, though, was ready to speak. He wiped his eyes and blew his nose. He coughed and sat up straight in his chair. ‘It’s about Mr Henderson,’ he said. ‘About Mr Henderson and Katie.’

THURSDAY, 20 AUGUST

Lena

IT STARTED AS a joke. The thing with Mr Henderson. A game. We’d played it before, with Mr Friar, the biology teacher, and with Mr Mackintosh, the swimming coach. You just had to get them to blush. We took turns trying. One of us would go, and if they didn’t succeed then it was the other person’s turn. You could do whatever you liked, and you could do it whenever you liked, the only rule was that the other person had to be present, because otherwise it wasn’t verifiable. We never included anyone else, it was our thing, mine and Katie’s – I don’t actually remember whose idea it was.

With Friar, I went first and it took about thirty seconds. I went up to his desk and I smiled at him and bit my lip when he was explaining something about homeostasis and I leaned forward so that my shirt gaped open a bit and bingo. With Mackintosh, it took a bit more work because he was used to seeing us in our swimming costumes so it wasn’t like he was going to go mad over a bit of skin. But Katie got there in the end, by acting sweet and shy and just a little bit embarrassed when she talked to him about the kung-fu films we knew he liked.

With Mr Henderson, though, it was another story. Katie went first, because she’d won the round with Mr Mac. She waited until after class, and while I was packing away my books really slowly, she went up to his desk and perched on the edge of it. She smiled at him, leaning forward a bit, and began to speak, but he pushed his chair back suddenly and got to his feet, taking a step backwards. She carried on, but half-heartedly, and as we were leaving he gave us a look like he was furious . When I tried, he yawned. I did my best, standing close to him and smiling and touching my hair and my neck and nibbling my lower lip, and he yawned , really obviously. Like I was boring him.

I couldn’t get that out of my head, the way he’d looked at me like I was nothing, like I wasn’t interesting in the slightest. I didn’t want to play any more. Not with him, it wasn’t fun. He just acted like a dick. Katie said, ‘Do you think so?’ and I said I did, and she said, all right then. And that was that.

I didn’t find out that she’d broken the rules until much later, months later. I had no idea, so when Josh came to see me on Valentine’s Day with the most hilarious story I’d ever heard I messaged her with a little heart picture. Heard about your bae , I wrote. KW & MH 4eva . I got a text message about five seconds later saying DELETE THAT. NOT JOKING. DELETE. I texted back, WTF? And she texted again. DELETE NOW OR I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN. Jesus , I thought. Chill .

The next morning in class, she ignored me. Didn’t even say hello. On our way out, I grabbed her arm.

‘Katie? What is going on?’ She virtually shoved me into the loos. ‘What the fuck?’ I said. ‘What was that about?’

‘Nothing,’ she hissed at me. ‘I just thought it was lame , all right?’ She gave me this look, one I’d been getting from her more and more, like she was a grown-up and I was a child. ‘What made you do that anyway?’

We were standing at the far end of the bathroom, under the window. ‘Josh came round to see me,’ I told her. ‘He said he saw you and Mr Henderson holding hands in the car park …’ I started laughing.

Katie didn’t laugh. She turned away from me and stood in front of the basin, looking at her reflection. ‘ What? ’ She pulled a mascara out of her bag. ‘What exactly did he say?’ Her voice sounded strange, not angry, not upset, it was like she was frightened.

‘He said he’d been waiting for you after school and he’d seen you with Henderson and you were holding hands …’ I started laughing again. ‘Jesus, it’s not a big drama. He was just making up stories because he wanted an excuse to come and see me. It was Valentine’s Day, so …’

Katie squeezed her eyes shut. ‘God! You’re such a fucking narcissist,’ she said quietly. ‘You really do think everything is about you.’

I felt like I’d been slapped. ‘What …?’ I didn’t even know how to respond, it was so unlike her. I was still trying to think of what to say when she dropped the mascara into the basin, gripped its edge and began to cry.

‘Katie …’ I put my hand on her shoulder and she sobbed harder. I put my arms around her. ‘Oh God, what’s wrong? What’s happened?’

‘Haven’t you noticed,’ she sniffed, ‘that things have been different? Haven’t you noticed, Lenie?’

Of course I had. She’d been different, distant, for a while. She was busy all the time. She had homework, so we couldn’t hang out after school, or she was going shopping with her mum, so she couldn’t come to the cinema, or she had to babysit Josh, so she couldn’t come over that night. She’d been different in other ways, too. Quieter at school. She didn’t smoke any more. She’d started dieting. She seemed to drift out of conversations, like she was bored by what I was saying, like she had better things to think about.

Of course I’d noticed. I was hurt. But I wasn’t going to say anything. Showing someone you’re hurt is the worst thing you can do, isn’t it? I didn’t want to look weak, or needy, because no one wants to be around someone like that. ‘I thought … I don’t know, K, I thought you were just bored with me or something.’ She cried even harder then, and I hugged her.

‘I’m not,’ she said. ‘I’m not bored with you. But I couldn’t tell you, I couldn’t tell anyone—’ She broke off suddenly and pulled herself out of my arms. She walked to the other end of the room and sank to her knees, then crawled towards me, checking under each stall.

‘Katie? What are you doing?’

It took until then for it to hit me. That’s how clueless I was. ‘Oh my God ,’ I said, as she got back to her feet. ‘Are you … are you actually saying …’ I lowered my voice to a whisper, ‘there’s something going on?’ She said nothing but looked me dead in the eye and I knew that it was true. ‘Fuck. Fuck! You can’t be … That is insane. You can’t. You can’t , Katie. You have to stop this … before anything happens .’

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