Эд Горман - Blood Moon

“I just wish you weren’t so pretty.”

“Oh, God, Henry, just knock off the crap for one night, all right?”

“Why don’t you come down here and make me?”

“You know what’s happening, Henry?”

“What is?”

“I’m getting pissed. You know how when you get all hot and sweaty you get real crabby? Well that’s what’s happening to me, Henry. I’m getting real hot and sweaty. But I’m goin’ right by crabby and right into enraged. Real enraged. So, see, Henry, I may come down there all right but if I do, I’m gonna kick your beautiful face in. Are we communicating, Henry?”

And there fell upon the prison cell, for the rest of that hot and sweaty night, many hours of pure and blissful and extravagantly wonderful... Henry-silence.

The day was so sunny and bright, so charged with spring, that I took my coffee out on the front porch and watched the baby-blue fog disperse in the piney hills. I went around the house picking spent blossoms from the daffodils the rain had pounded. The cats sat in the window going crazy over every birdie that swooped down on the porch railing.

Finished with coffee, I ran my one mile up and one mile back along the gravel road. Everything looked so damned good and clean and beautiful, all of it somehow making me feel immortal. But I kept thinking about last night, the gunfire through the window, the sounds of glass breaking, a car roaring off into darkness. I supposed he might be up in a tree even now, but that was a bit paranoid even for a former spook like me.

After my shower, I drove the jeep to my bank, and then to a hardware store on the edge of Iowa City. One thing about Iowa City: when they find a style they like, they don’t desert it. Lots of 1968 hippie holdovers wandering the aisles here. I expected to hear a Jefferson Airplane Up the Revolution! ditty come blaring out of the overhead speakers.

I like hardware stores. The sawn lumber in the backyard smells boyhood sweet, while the hammers and nails and glass and shingles and bolts and saws and screwdrivers and cement all attest to the purposefulness of human beings. When you think that we came originally from the sea, and then you look at the shelters we’ve built, not to mention the monuments in Paris and Rome and Cairo and Washington, D.C., you have to take at least a little bit of pride in our species, even if we do screw things up every once in a while.

I bought three pieces of window glass, some fresh putty and a putty knife, and went back home and put in the windows. The cats helped, of course, sitting prim and pretty in a little conga line a few feet behind me, making sure that I knew what I was doing.

By this time, it was 10:17 A.M. It was safe to assume that Nora would be up by now.

The receptionist at the Collins Plaza in Cedar Rapids rang Nora’s room six times and then said, “I’m sorry, sir. Would you like to leave a message?”

I left my name and number.

Then I took another cup of coffee out to the front porch and settled in with my morning newspaper.

She called twenty minutes later.

“I have a question for you, Nora.”

“I expected you would.”

“What happens if I catch him?”

“I’m afraid I don’t understand.”

“If I identify who he is — or at least who I think he is — and then I tell you, what do you do?”

There was a long pause. “You mean do I turn him over to the police?”

“Exactly.”

“Is this really any of your business? I don’t mean to be rude, but it seems to me that your job ends once you find him.”

“I’m not much for vigilantes, Nora.”

“Meaning what, exactly?” She was getting irritated. For all their niceness, nice rich girls aren’t used to being interrogated by the hired help.

“Meaning, I don’t want you or your friend with the mirror sunglasses to kill him.”

“You must have a nice image of me, Mr. Payne.”

“The name’s Robert and I don’t have either a good image or a bad image of you. I’m just trying to anticipate all the eventualities.”

“Of course, you may never catch him.”

“True enough.”

“In which case you’ll have earned yourself a great deal of money, anyway.”

“I’ll do my very best, Nora. I need the money, as you pointed out last night, but now I have a personal stake in this. I want to see if you’re right about Mike being murdered. And if he was, I want to see the killer brought in. I also don’t like the idea of some scumbag roaming the countryside killing little girls.”

“That’s what I’ve been waiting to hear. A little bit of anger. You’re a very quiet person, Robert.”

“If you mean, is macho my style, no. I don’t like hanging around guys who look like they just stepped out of a beer commercial. I saw too many of them in the army and too many of them in the Agency. Quiet usually gets the job done just as well as ape calls. Sometimes better. And that’s why Mike Peary and I got along, by the way. He didn’t have any peacock blood in him, either.”

She laughed. “I agree with you. About quiet getting the job done just as well.”

“I’m going to take the job, and I’m going to do the best I can. Hopefully, by the time I finish, we’ll have the man who killed your daughter and my friend in custody. How does that sound?”

“That sounds wonderful. I’m sorry if I sounded a little peevish this morning.”

“Now, there’s a word I haven’t heard in a while.”

“Peevish?”

“Uh-huh.”

“One of my mother’s favorites. You could throw your bunk bed through your second-floor window, and Mother would explain to the maid that you were ‘peevish’ that day. She was one of those soft, wilted flowers who never figured out a way to cope with the world, God rest her soul.”

“When did she die?”

“When I was twelve.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Oh, my father took up the slack. I couldn’t have asked for a better father until I turned sixteen.”

“What happened, then?”

“I lost my virginity. One night in a cornfield, as a matter of fact. Some seniors were having the first spring kegger. My father hated my friends. He said they were beneath me and, looking back, I have to say he was probably right. Anyway, that night, I had two firsts — my first boy and my first drunk. I was a mess when I got home, and so naturally my father was curious and angry, and I told him. I shouldn’t have — it really wasn’t any of his business — but I was still pretty drunk so the words just came out. If my mother had been alive, she’d have taken me in her arms and held me and cried right along with me. But my father slapped me. He was almost insane. And it was all pride. He didn’t ask me how I felt or if I’d been hurt in any way. He just wanted to know who the boy was and what his father did for a living. He just couldn’t believe that his prim little daughter would have given herself to a member of the lower classes.” A wan laugh. “I never did get around to telling him that this boy had served a year in Eldora — you know, the reformatory. God, he would have gone berserk if he’d known that.”

“So after that you and your father didn’t get along?”

“Oh, we tried, both of us, we really did, gave it our best effort. But basically my father and I have never liked each other — there’s always been some tension there, if I believed in Freud I’d say we probably wanted to get into each others’ knickers — and so he’d give me very strict hours and I’d break them, and he’d buy me new cars and I’d smash them up, and he’d pack me off to boarding school, and I’d run away. I’m sure you’ve heard of girls like me before.”