Хилари Боннер - A Deep Deceit

I was startled. ‘What do you mean?’

‘Done it before, hasn’t he? Came to the UK from the States and built himself a whole new identity. Stayed hidden all that time, too. Might have got away with it for ever if it hadn’t been for you and those threats. Knows what he’s about, doesn’t he?’

I was deeply depressed when I hung up the phone. It wasn’t just DC Carter who regarded Carl as a common criminal – or maybe an uncommon one; they seemed to think of him capable of a kind of cunning I had never seen in him – I supposed every police officer involved did now.

I wondered where Carl would go. It seemed increasingly unlikely that he would return to St Ives. If he really was planning to leave the country would he go back to America?

I assumed not. After all, he was wanted on a manslaughter charge there. Out of the frying pan into the fire, surely. Although I remembered what DC Carter had said about the urge to return – ‘birds always come home to roost’.

During the next couple of weeks I began to feel anger more than anything else. And I didn’t know what to do at all. Mariette suggested I gave notice on Rose Cottage. At least that would save some cash and I wasn’t going back was I?

She and a friend with a transit van – Mariette seemed to have a supply of very useful friends – moved my belongings out of the cottage, including my bike, which had been carefully mothballed at one end of Carl’s studio, the steeply sloping, sometimes almost vertical streets of St Ives being ill suited to cycling. And it was arranged for me to store the stuff in another useful friend’s garage until I had sorted myself out. Although I wondered sometimes if I would ever sort myself out.

I really did go through a very angry period again. I was quite ruthless with Carl’s possessions. I threw away his Leonard Cohen records. All of them. I can’t believe now that I did that. The records went off in the Penwith District Council dustcart. I was quite convinced that I would never want to hear Leonard Cohen sing again.

I gathered up all Carl’s paintings that were around the place, not just the ones that had been in the cellar but also the various ones we had hung on the cottage walls in better days, and asked Mariette if she would take them around to Will Jones’s gallery. At the last moment I kept back only one, Pumpkin Soup . In spite of everything I just could not quite bring myself to part with it.

Mariette knew well enough why I didn’t want to take the paintings round to the Logan Gallery myself, but I was beginning to understand money a little and its importance. I thought Will would take them. He almost wouldn’t dare not to, I reckoned, although the fact that I had seen him walk past Mariette’s house many more times than could be just chance made me nervous.

Goodness knows how he knew I was living there, but it wouldn’t have been difficult in St Ives, of course. Mrs Jackson could have told him, or almost anybody popping into the gallery. And it was the second time I had taken refuge with Mariette and her mother.

Sixteen days after Carl’s disappearance I received a phone call at Mariette’s house from Detective Sergeant Julie Perry. She was back in St Ives at last and wanted to see me. ‘I’ll call round if you like,’ she said. ‘I’ve got some news for you.’

The stomach muscles knotted again. ‘C-Carl,’ I stammered.

‘No,’ she said. ‘Nothing on him. Something different – and well, it’s a bit of good news, really.’

She rang off, leaving me wondering what on earth she could be going on about.

I watched for her out of the window and rushed to open the door when a little under an hour later, I saw her approaching.

I led her into the little front room.

‘I’m sorry I left you in the lurch. I didn’t have any choice,’ she said.

‘I had DC Carter,’ I remarked expressionlessly.

‘Yes,’ she said, equally expressionlessly.

‘Anyway, I don’t suppose it made any difference in the long run. It just felt as if I didn’t know what was going on, that’s all. Still feels a bit like that, really...’

She nodded. ‘I’ll try to help now I’m back; I did know more about the case than anyone else. But first of all, the news. It seems your husband left you rather a lot of money.’

I was bewildered. In my mind Carl was still my husband. What did she mean, ‘left’ me money? He didn’t have any, as far as I knew. And he wasn’t dead. Then, like a flash, it hit me. My husband. Robert Foster.

‘Good God,’ I said.

‘Maybe,’ said DS Perry. ‘I’ve never been too sure myself.’

Preoccupied as I was, I couldn’t help smiling.

I hadn’t even invited her to sit down – well, it wasn’t my house. She did so anyway, on the sofa by the window, which also served as my bed. I sat in an easy chair opposite, and looked at her expectantly.

‘There’s a solicitor in Hounslow wants to get in touch with you,’ she went on. ‘Apparently you’re the sole beneficiary of your husband’s will.’

‘Good God,’ I said again.

This time she just carried on as if I hadn’t spoken. ‘The solicitor’s only just found out you’re alive. In the nick of time, I understand. After seven years you could have been declared legally dead. When they were making enquiries after you told us you’d killed Robert Foster the Met contacted what was left of Foster’s family, just a cousin, I think, and he wasn’t exactly delighted to hear about your resurrection. He was next in line, you see. Apparently made some enquiries about the seven-year limit in such a way that the solicitor’s suspicions were aroused. He started digging, and contacted the police. I wasn’t quite sure where they should write to you. So I thought I’d pop round. Here’s his address and phone number.’

She passed me a piece of paper. James Fisher, Fisher, Hall and Partners, High Street, Hounslow. As I studied it I began to think about Robert and what assets he might have had. We had lived in a manse owned by the chapel and I couldn’t imagine he had been paid very much. Surely he couldn’t have left a lot. Yet as I pondered I remembered Gran’s money. I didn’t think she would have had much in the bank either, but she had owned her own home. That must have been worth a bit.

‘Do you know how much?’ I asked.

‘They didn’t confide. Let’s hope it’s enough to help you build a new life.’

I nodded. ‘Thanks. I’ll call him.’

‘Do that.’

Money had never meant a great deal to me before and of course I had never handled it, but I was changing. I appreciated instantly the difference this legacy could make to the new life everyone seemed determined that I should build.

Meanwhile, though, the old life still loomed pretty large. ‘I wish I knew what had happened to Carl and where he is now.’

‘Ray Carter is quite convinced he’s done a runner back home to the US. Certainly we’ve not had a sniff of him since that Plymouth business. He’s just disappeared. Maybe Ray’s right.’ Julie Perry paused. ‘For once.’

‘I know,’ I said. ‘He told me his theory about birds coming home to roost and all that. But Carl is wanted on a more serious charge there than he is here. Manslaughter, for goodness’ sake. He killed his daughter.’

‘Well, yes, but it was in a road accident. He is still wanted on a manslaughter rap for it, but they’re hardly going to launch a major manhunt...’

‘What?’ I barked out the word. I was pole-axed. ‘Road accident? Nobody told me anything about a road accident. I thought the little girl died because Carl had drugged her.’

‘Oh, bloody hell.’ Julie Perry closed both her eyes for a couple of seconds and tapped her forehead lightly with the fingers of one hand. ‘Didn’t anybody explain what happened?’