Daniel Silva - The Secret Servant

“You’ve been fighting again,” she said.

He nodded his head slowly.

“Black September?” she asked.

“That was a long time ago, Leah. They don’t exist anymore.”

She looked at his hands. They were smudged with pigment.

“You’re painting again?”

“Restoring.”

“Can you work on me when you’re finished?”

A tear spilled onto his cheek. She brushed it away and looked again at his hands.

“Why aren’t you wearing a wedding ring?”

“We’re not married yet.”

“Second thoughts?”

“No, Leah-no second thoughts.”

“Then what are you waiting for?” She looked away suddenly and the light went out of her eyes. “Look at the snow, Gabriel. Isn’t it beautiful?”

He stood and wheeled her back into the hospital.

He drove back to Narkiss Street through a cloudburst and entered his apartment to find the table set for four and the air scented with roasted chicken and Gilah Shamron’s famous eggplant with Moroccan spice. A small, thin woman with sad eyes and unruly gray hair, she was seated on the couch next to Chiara looking at photographs of wedding dresses. When Gabriel kissed her cheek it smelled of lilac and was smooth as silk.

“Where’s Ari?” he asked.

She pointed to the balcony. “Tell him not to smoke so much, Gabriel. You’re the only one he listens to.”

“You must have me confused with someone else, Gilah. Your husband has a well-honed ability to hear only what he wants to hear, and the last person he listens to is me.”

“That’s not what Ari says. He told me about your terrible quarrel in London. He said he didn’t even try to talk you out of delivering the money because he knew you had your mind made up.”

“I would have been wise to take his advice.”

“But then the American girl would be dead.” She shook her head. “No, Gabriel, you did the right thing, no matter what they’re saying about you now in London and Amsterdam. When the storm is over, they’ll come to their senses and thank you.”

“I’m sure you’re right, Gilah.”

“Go sit with him. I think he’s a little depressed. It’s not easy to grow old.”

“Tell me about it.”

He poured himself a glass of red wine and carried it out onto the balcony. Shamron was seated in a wrought-iron chair beneath the stripped awning, watching rainwater dripping from the leaves of the eucalyptus tree. Gabriel plucked the cigarette from his fingertips and tossed it over the balustrade onto the wet sidewalk.

“It’s against the law in this country to litter,” Shamron said. “Where have you been?”

“You tell me.”

“Are you suggesting that I’m having you followed?”

“I’m not suggesting anything. I know you’re having me followed. Therefore it is merely a statement of fact.”

“Just because you’re home doesn’t mean you’re safe. You have far too many enemies to wander around without bodyguards-and far too many enemies to be working in plain view in an artist’s studio overlooking the walls of the Old City.”

“Chiara wouldn’t let me work in the apartment.” Gabriel sat down in the chair next to Shamron. “Are you angry because I’m working in a studio near the Old City, or are you angry because I’m working and it’s not for you?”

Shamron pointedly lit another cigarette but said nothing.

“The restoration helps, Ari. It always helps. It makes me forget.”

“Forget what?”

“Killing three men in Hyde Park. Killing a man on the lawn of Westminster. Killing Ishaq in a field in Essex. Shall I go on?”

“That won’t be necessary,” said Shamron. “And when this Rembrandt is finished? What then?”

“I’m lucky to be alive, Ari. I hurt everywhere. Let me heal. Let me enjoy life for a few days before you begin hounding me about coming back to the Office.”

Shamron smoked his cigarette and watched the rain in silence. Devoutly secular, he marked the passage of time not by the Jewish festivals but by the rhythms of the land-the day the rains came, the day the wildflowers exploded in the Galilee, the day in early autumn when the cool winds returned. To Gabriel, he seemed to be wondering how many more such cycles he would be witnessing.

“Our ambassador in London received a rather humorous letter from the British Home Office this morning,” he said.

“Let me guess,” said Gabriel. “They would like me to testify before the commission of inquiry into the kidnapping and recovery of Elizabeth Halton.”

Shamron nodded. “We’ve made it very clear to the British that they will have to conduct their formal inquiry without our cooperation. There will be no replays of your testimony before Congress after the affair at the Vatican. The only way you’re going to set foot in England is to collect your knighthood.” Shamron smiled to himself. “Can you imagine?”

“ East London would burn,” said Gabriel. “But what about our relationships with MI5 and MI6? Won’t they go into the deep freeze if I refuse to cooperate in the inquiry?”

“Quite the opposite, actually. We’ve been in contact with the heads of both services in recent days, and they’ve made it clear that the last thing they want is for you to testify. Graham Seymour sends his best, by the way.”

“There’s another good reason for me to stay away from London,” Gabriel said. “If I agree to testify, the inquiry will naturally focus on us and the sins of the Israelis. If I stay away, it might just force them to confront the real problem.”

“Which is?”

“Londonistan,” said Gabriel. “They have allowed their capital to become a breeding ground, a spiritual mecca, and a safe haven for Islamic terrorists of every stripe. And it’s a threat to us all.”

Shamron nodded his head in agreement, then looked at Gabriel. “So what else have you been doing besides cleaning this Rembrandt and spending time on Mount Herzl with Leah?”

“I see your little surveillance men give you detailed watch reports.”

“As they were instructed to do,” said Shamron. “How is she?”

“She’s lucid at times,” Gabriel said. “ Very lucid. Sometimes she sees things more clearly than I do. She always did.”

“Please tell me you’re not planning to get cold feet again.”

“Quite the opposite. Didn’t your watchers tell you about my search for a site for the ceremony?”

“They did, actually. I took the liberty of asking Shabak to draw up a contingency security plan for a public wedding of such proportions. I’m afraid the requirements will be such that it will not seem much like a wedding at all.” He crushed out his cigarette slowly. “Will you take some advice from an old man?”

“I’d like nothing more.”

“Perhaps you and Chiara should consider something smaller and more intimate.”

“We already have.”

“Do you have a date in mind?”

Gabriel told him.

“May? Why are you waiting until May? Did you learn nothing from this affair? Life is precious, Gabriel, and terribly short. I may not even be alive in May.”

“I’m afraid you’ll just have to hang in there, Ari. Chiara needs time to plan the reception. We can’t do it any sooner.”

“Plan? What plan? You and I could do it in an afternoon.”

“Weddings aren’t operations, Ari.”

“Whoever said that?”

“Chiara.”

“Of course weddings are operations.” He brought his fist down on the arm of the chair. “Chiara has had to put up with considerable dithering and nonsense on your part. If I were you, I’d plan the wedding myself and surprise her.”

“She’s an Italian Jew, Ari. She has something of a temper and doesn’t like surprises.”