Erica Spindler - Killer Takes All

“What’s stopping you?”

She asked, though she knew. He wanted to brag. Wanted to relive his actions through her reactions to them.

He didn’t let her down. “It was fun. Watching them squirm. Poisoning Alice’s mind. Turning her, little by little, away from her parents. They treated her like a baby. I pointed that out constantly. I reminded her that she was smarter than both of them. That they only thought of themselves, their needs.”

She watched his face, the light in his eyes as he spoke. The man was a maniac.

She told him so.

He laughed. “That day, when Kay and I walked in on you and Leo,” he said, “we laughed about it later. Leo still loved Kay. In his own perverse way. But he thought of her as his property. He’d have had a fit if he’d known about us. She told me. She told me everything.”

“When exactly was that? Before you killed her? Or while you were doing it?”

“You think you’re so smart. But you don’t know shit.” He smirked at her. “Maybe I should show you what a real man can do? Kay told me I was better in bed than Leo. That he never satisfied her the way I did.” His weight pressed her into the soft mattress. Trapping her. Smothering her. “I could do the same for you.”

She struggled for a breath and against the urge to fight. Fighting would do nothing but force him to act. She silently counted each breath to ten, then tried another tack.

“You were angry,” she said quietly, tone nonjudgmental. “Furious with Leo. And Kay. You decided to use the very game Leo stole as a way to make him pay. A way to get away with killing him.”

He laughed, the sound derisive. “Stupid, stupid bitch. I’m not the White Rabbit.”

Considering the circumstances, his declaration took her by surprise. He saw that and leered at her. “Your precious Leo is. He came up with the whole White Rabbit thing to get away with killing Kay. Because she gets half of everything. The half that should have been mine. Greedy bastard wanted more, so he decided to get rid of her.

“She told me she was afraid of him,” he continued. “She told me she feared he was behind the notes. That he might do something to hurt her. Because of the money.”

“That’d be a neat explanation, Mr. Danson. Except for one small problem. Leo’s dead. You killed him this afternoon.”

For an instant, his expression went slack. With surprise. Disbelief. His hand shook. She felt the gun tremble against her temple.

He intended to pull the trigger.

Stacy thought of her sister, Jane, her baby; she thought of all the things she had never done.

She didn’t want to die.

“You’re going to jail for a long time,” she said, hearing the desperation in her voice. “Killing me isn’t going to change that. They know who you are. You have nowhere to go. If you think-”

“If you think I’m going to jail, think again, bitch.”

Before she could react, he turned the weapon on himself and pulled the trigger.

Her scream mingled with the sound of the blast.

His brains decorated the delicate floral wallpaper with gore.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

3:12 a.m.

“We have to stop meeting like this.”

Stacy lifted her head and looked at Spencer, standing in the doorway to the kitchen. He wore soft-looking blue jeans, a House of Blues T-shirt and the windbreaker from the night at the library. She wondered if he had a Snickers bar tucked into the pocket.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Define okay. ”

He crossed to her, bent and dropped a kiss on the top of her head. The gesture brought tears to her eyes. She fought them.

She hadn’t cried earlier. She wouldn’t now.

He pulled a chair out, turned it to face her and sat. “Can you talk about it?”

She nodded and ran a trembling hand through her hair, still damp from the shower. After the officers stationed out front had found her and helped her get out from under Danson’s dead weight, she’d run to the bathroom to wash-to try to cleanse herself of the experience.

She explained about waking, about Danson confronting her with her own gun.

“He hated Leo. Blamed him for everything that had gone wrong with his life. He admitted his affair with Kay. Claimed he was poisoning Alice’s mind against her parents. Getting sick kicks out of it.”

She looked away, then back. “He wasn’t the White Rabbit.”

“Come again?”

“He claimed Leo was. That Leo had created an elaborate plan to get rid of Kay. For financial gain. He claimed Kay was afraid of Leo. That she believed he might hurt her, because of their financial agreement.”

“As I’m sure you’re aware, there’s a big problem with that theory.”

“No joke. He realized it, too, when he learned Leo was dead.” She pressed her point. “He didn’t know Leo was dead. When I told him…he got this look. He knew he was screwed. That he was going to jail. So he blew his brains out.”

He frowned. “I don’t know, Stacy. Maybe you should sleep on this.”

“You still think Danson’s our guy?”

“Sorry.”

She supposed she didn’t blame him-he hadn’t been there, he hadn’t seen Danson’s face when he learned about Leo.

Stacy stood, shocked to realize her legs shook. More shocked to realize she had no idea what to do. Of her next move. She felt numb and uncertain.

Numbness she was familiar with. Cops turned off their emotions a lot, some with alcohol or drugs. It was one of the reasons the divorce rate for cops far outpaced that of the civilian population.

Uncertainty was another matter. She’d always been a woman prone to action, even when that action proved rash.

To not know what move to make next, terrified her.

He crossed to her, took her hands in his. “They’re cold.”

“I’m cold.”

He folded her in his arms and rubbed her back. “Better?”

“Yes.” He made a move, as if to ease away from her, and she tightened her arms. “Don’t go. Hold me.”

He complied and gradually his body warmed hers. She stepped regretfully away from him. The broken contact brought a sense of loss. A thread of panic. “It’s really late, isn’t it?”

“Yes. You should sleep.”

“Lovely thought. Problem is, when I close my eyes-” She pressed her trembling lips together, hating the show of weakness.

“I could stay?”

She met his direct gaze, held out a hand.

He took it. And led her to the guest bedroom.

Fully dressed, they slid under the covers and lay facing each other.

He had known, without asking, without having to be told, that wanting him to stay had been about comfort. And company. Not sex or sexual desire.

“Warmer now?”

“Much.” She curled her fingers into his soft T-shirt. “Would you believe that once upon a time, I was in control of my life? I hardly ever made mistakes. Now…I’m a total screwup.”

He laughed softly and trailed his fingers through her hair, brushing it away from her face. “You, Stacy Killian, are the antithesis of a screwup.”

“ Antithesis is a mighty big word.”

“I learned that one just to impress you. Did it work?”

She’d already been impressed. She smiled weakly. “Absolutely.”

“Glad to hear that. I’ll learn another one for tomorrow.” He rested his forehead on hers. “It’s true, you know. You are the most capable, self-assured, kick-ass woman I’ve ever known. Excluding my aunt Patti, of course.”

“Your aunt Patti?”

“My mother’s sister. My godmother. And my direct superior at ISD.”

“She a captain?”

“Yup. Captain Patti O’Shay. One of only three female captains in the NOPD.”