I had to agree with him. Perhaps I was a fool. Maybe he’d asked me to leave the country when he’d released me from jail so that I wouldn’t investigate the murder. Not that he had any reason to fear me—I was nobody. But given I’d had the audacity to pose as a prostitute and he’d deduced that Simmy was my client, my stirring things up could only cause him problems if he were the murderer.
We took a right. His children appeared in front of the Cake Whisperer straight ahead, holding hands with the statuesque Dutch woman who had been taking care of them.
“So I’m going to tell you the truth,” De Vroom said, “And when you walk away, you’ll know that I’m as certain of it as I am that I love my children. If you ask me why I’m certain of it, I won’t have an answer. I’ll just tell you that’s based on a feeling right here.” He patted his gut with an open palm.
“Okay,” I said. “You have my attention.”
“A Russian committed the murder. The murder took place in their community and was committed by one of them.”
I didn’t pat my gut, nor could I explain why, but I had the exact same feeling.
CHAPTER 18

Iwatched De Vroom scoop up his girls, one in each arm, and extort a big kiss hello from them in front of the Cake Whisperer. He did not extort a similar kiss from the lovely woman who’d agreed to watch over his daughters, though she looked as though she wouldn’t have minded if he had done so.
As the scene unfolded, I considered what I’d deduced from my interview with De Vroom. Iskra had lied and told Sasha that the Turk was obsessed with her to placate him when he pressed her to explain why she seemed so frightened. That was my previous conclusion and I still believed it. The person whom she feared was someone else.
And now I was confident that person wasn’t De Vroom. He was a widower with two small children. And he was a cop, for God’s sake. Unless he was a serial killer at large, which was basically a zero probability, why on Earth would he have committed such a gruesome murder, one that excised the same body parts that gave him so much pleasure?
No, I thought. Someone else had been even more obsessed with her, and that other person was the one that she’d feared, the one that had killed her. And she hadn’t dared reveal that person’s identity to Sasha, the Turk, Sarah Dumont, or anyone else.
After watching the family reunion, I bounded around the corner toward my hotel. A minute later, I received a text message from Simmy inquiring if I was available for dinner tonight. He wanted me to give him an update on the case. I responded in the affirmative, and after he told me when and where, I found myself comparing Simmy to De Vroom as eligible bachelors. There was no comparison whatsoever, of course, because one man was upset at the mere prospect of my impersonating a prostitute, while the other one frequented them with no remorse. There was the matter of money, too, and all the lifestyle and security that it afforded. Both of these matters were secondary to how a man made a woman feel about herself, because all the gold in the world couldn’t compensate a woman for voluntarily entering or remaining in an abusive marriage. That I knew from personal experience.
A blur flashed on my left. Someone slammed into me.
I careened toward the right of the sidewalk, momentum taking me sideways, no idea what was happening.
A second blur appeared at my right.
I collided with a concrete statue. Except it wasn’t a statue, it was a man, made of flesh, blood and bone, wearing a charcoal business suit. He grabbed me by the scruff of my collar as though I were his kitten, covered my mouth to muffle my screams with his other hand, and dragged me into an alley. The other blur caught up to us and grabbed my legs. Together they lifted me into the air and carried me deeper into the alley.
I thrashed with my arms and legs, tried to wriggle free and kick myself loose from my assailants but my efforts were to no avail.
Hadn’t a pedestrian or a driver seen me?
The alley looked familiar, like the one I’d just passed with De Vroom.
De Vroom, I thought. He was less than a block away around the corner. If I could just break free…
I kicked and thrashed again but accomplished nothing. I could see my assailants clearly now, both in nicely fitted suits and dark glasses, athletic men in the prime of their lives. They had square chins and blank stares.
A third man came out of nowhere and opened a door. This one had lines in his face and thinning hair. The other two brought me inside and third one closed the door behind us.
The room contained a collection of garbage barrels and bins, and maintenance tools such as brooms, blowers and snow shovels, and buckets of dirt and salt. It was the perfect place to deposit a corpse, I thought, and that was as much thinking as I was capable of mustering under the circumstances.
And the circumstances quickly unfolded to be among the most horrific I’d ever experienced.
The three men removed all my clothes.
They didn’t say a word and they didn’t touch my body in a provocative fashion. In fact, they seemed completely detached as though they were performing a standard procedure according to some sort of guide book. I would have taken a measure of comfort in this observation if I wasn’t scared shitless that I was about to be violated and killed.
And then when I was naked, they let me slip out of their grasp and released me onto the ice cold cement floor. The hand that had been covering my mouth slipped away. I worked my lips and teeth free from stiffness, but I knew better than to risk incurring their cumulative wrath by screaming.
I scurried back against one of the garbage cans like a cat looking for a wall for protection and folded my arms over my breasts. But two of the men hoisted me up to my feet by my arms, exposing them again. And then the third man—the leader—opened a switchblade and placed the blade just beneath my left nipple.
“Such tits,” he said, in fluent Russian.
I wanted to spit in his face, bury my fingernails in his eyes, and kick him in the balls, all at the same time. But I also wanted to survive this ordeal so I opted to keep my mouth shut instead.
“You’re not safe in Amsterdam,” he said. “Not in the daylight, not in the night time. We’ll leave you your mobile so you can call the airline and go back to New York right away. If you don’t there will be a next time. And if there’s a next time, we’ll leave you the phone again. Problem is, you won’t have a tongue to speak with or fingers to use it. You see, one way or another, you’re going to leave this country and not come back.”
They stuffed me into one of the garbage bins, threw my cell phone and handbag inside, and wheeled me out into the alley. The sound of a bolt slamming shut and a key turning in a lock followed, and then I heard several sets of footsteps grow increasingly faint until the alley turned quiet.
I sat curled in the garbage trying not to vomit from the rancid smell of decaying foodstuff. Once I couldn’t hear footsteps I counted to ten for good measure—as slowly as I could but undoubtedly faster than I realized—and then pushed up with all my might.
The hard plastic cover swung up and over the side. I stood up straight but there was no way for me to extricate myself from the bin—it was too tall for me to climb out, too narrow for me to swing my legs up. The air felt frigid against my naked, sweaty body. I could see daylight down at the end of the alley where a strip of sidewalk was visible. The thought of someone walking by and catching a glimpse of me, a living monument to disposable refuse, induced new found levels of self-loathing.
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