J. Blair - The Excalibur Murders

Obviously in an unpleasant mood, Mark climbed the steps to them. “What-?” Then he saw. “Oh. Oh, no.”

“We’ve been fools, Mark. We naïvely assumed your sham investigation would provide cover for us. But… but…” Helplessly, he gestured at the body. “We’ve bungled. We’ve been too smug.”

“Arthur will be unhappy.”

“So will everyone. Everyone who knew Ganelin.”

Nimue said, “If only some of the suspects were gone already. At least that would make things easier for us.”

“I don’t know.” Merlin looked down the steps at the still-flowing blood, not at her. “They could have left someone here. Or bribed someone. Or-I don’t know. I can’t think now. I have to find Arthur.”

“Do you want me to come with you?” Nimue asked.

“No. No, you go and find someone to move this-him. I’ll be all right in a moment or two.”

Mark said, “Let us hope their ghosts rest as soundly as their bodies.”

“Ghosts?” Merlin couldn’t believe he was hearing it. Not knowing what to say, he turned to Brit. “Will you please stay here with him till we can have him moved? And make certain he’s handled properly, with respect. I don’t want the servants-”

“The servants liked him, remember?”

“Oh. Yes. Yes, well…”

Slowly he descended to the ground floor. Occasional servants passed, going here or there, some apparently busy, some not. But he couldn’t bring himself to talk to any of them. He had made a terrible mistake, a terrible misjudgment, and Ganelin had paid for it. How could he tell Arthur?

The king was going over an old map, in his study. He was too caught up in it to notice Merlin’s mood. “I’m glad you came, Merlin. I was about to send for you. I’ve had a few thoughts about our hunt for the killer.”

“Arthur, something awful has happened.”

“I don’t want to hear bad news just now, Merlin. I just came from Guenevere. That was unpleasant enough.” Finally he noticed the pain in his counselor’s face.

“There’s no way to avoid it, I’m afraid. Arthur-”

“Don’t, Merlin. Whatever it is, it can wait.”

“No, it can’t. Arthur, Ganelin has been killed.”

There was a long silence. “Oh.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Oh. The poor… How did it happen?”

“He was on the steps going up to my room. I think he was on his way to tell me who he thought the killer was. He had said-”

“How was he killed?”

“Like Borolet. Stabbed, hacked. Not so badly as his brother. But he-”

Arthur put his map aside, got up and walked to a window. “Look out there. I own it all. It’s mine. You helped me take it. Remember all the dreams I had about a place of goodness and light? Remember how naïve I was?” He looked at Merlin then quickly turned away again. “Merlin, what’s wrong with us? This isn’t the kind of country we wanted to build.”

“England is a good place, Arthur. Strong and getting stronger. These murders-”

“These murders give the lie to what you just said.”

“Human nature doesn’t change, Arthur. We’re a race capable of goodness. We are even more capable of evil, and much of the time many of us embrace it. You are a good king and your England is a good place.”

“No!” He pounded a fist into the wall. “This is not what I meant. I wanted a land where things like this don’t happen. Those poor boys.”

“I know how fond of them you were. They were good young men. But, Arthur, you can’t let grief run away with you like this. You’re the king. You have duties. One of them is to remain in charge, of yourself and of the government, of public affairs. You’ve always understood that. I taught it to you at a young enough age.”

Arthur turned to face him. “They were mine, Merlin. They were my sons.”

Merlin fell silent. After a long interval he said, “Oh. I see.”

“Do you? Do you know what they meant to me? Guenevere has never given me children. I daresay she never will. And I don’t want her to anymore, now that I know what she is. But Borolet and Ganelin…” He looked away again. “I met their mother on a progress through the fen country. Beautiful young woman. When she came to me later and told me we’d made twin sons, I actually remembered her. Of all the women I had in those days, she was the one I remembered. I told her to bring them to me when they were ten, that I’d raise them and teach them and make them worthy of their heritage.”

Softly, Merlin asked, “Did they know?”

“No. Never. I think they must have suspected now and then, but they never asked and I never told them. But I think they knew they were being raised for some special destiny. And now…” There were tears in his eyes.

“Arthur, I’m sorry.”

“I know. I know. We should have done better by them, Merlin. I should have. When I lost Borolet, I told myself, at least I still have his brother. I will raise him up, make him a good, worthy man-a good, worthy heir. Now… what do I have of them? What?” He sat down again. “Bring me a cup of wine, will you, please? And the bottle.”

“This is no time for drinking.”

“I have never known a better one.”

Merlin filled a cup for him, and Arthur drank it quickly. Then he took hold of Merlin’s arm and squeezed tightly. “I want you to find him. The killer. Merlin, these deaths have diminished all of us, all England, even though no one knows that but you and I.”

“Arthur, you’re hurting me.”

He let go. “I’m sorry. But you must promise me, Merlin, that you will do everything in your power to find whoever slaughtered my sons.”

“You know I will.”

Arthur got up, crossed to the table that held the wine bottle and poured himself another cup. “Burial. We must see that they’re buried with all proper dignity.”

“They were squires. People might find it odd.”

“Do you think I give a damn?”

Merlin said nothing.

“And their mother. I don’t even know if she’s still alive. I want to find out.”

“She is. Ganelin talked about her.” He hesitated. “Shall I have Mark make the preparations for the burials?”

“Yes, he’ll do a good job. I think he even suspected the truth about the boys. He asked me once or twice, but I always avoided answering. Now he’ll understand. And I’ll have to ask Morgan to officiate at the funeral.”

“You want her in this?”

“They were her nephews, even if she didn’t know it.”

“Of course. Will you tell her? Do you think she might have guessed?”

“I don’t know. I need to think. And drink more. Will you set everything in motion?”

“Certainly, Arthur. I’ll get to work right now.”

“Good.” He paused, then looked Merlin directly in the eye. “And thank you. Even though this place is defective, even though it is tainted with human evil in a way I never imagined, I could never have begun to build it without you. And I want you with me now.”

“I’m not certain what you mean, Arthur.”

“Tomorrow.”

The next morning Camelot’s courtyard was filled with activity. Morgan’s party, and Guenevere’s, and several less illustrious, were packing their animals, checking their weapons, making certain they had provisions enough for the trips to their various homes. Merlin had pressed Arthur to detain them, but the king was reluctant. “There are no grounds. And I want them gone. I want them out of my house.”

“It may make finding the killer more difficult.”

“Merlin, I want them gone.”

It was just warm enough for a thaw. The landscape was dotted with puddles of water and thick mud, and a steady drip fell from the top of the castle. Now and then chunks of ice peeled off the roof and battlements fell to the ground below, alarming the horses, even occasionally striking someone. Outriders had been sent to make certain the roads were passable and came back to report that they were, but barely so.