Tom Cain - No survivors

McCabe's mind started turning over. He had little knowledge of Jewish theology and none at all of Islam. But he had as good an eye for an opportunity as anyone. He could see that different religions were already arguing over Temple Mount. That sounded worth his while to check out.

The significance of the Mount soon became very obvious. The Jews believed that the exposed bedrock on Temple Mount was the very Foundation Stone from which the world had been created, the center of everything. When Abraham had offered up his son Isaac in sacrifice, that happened on Temple Mount, too. Solomon had built his temple there, and he'd placed the Ark of the Covenant in the Holy of Holies right over the Foundation Stone. So that made the Mount the most sacred site in Judaism.

It was the Muslim angle, though, that really made McCabe's head spin. He looked on Muslims as godless heathens, but the thing that blew his mind was not how different the teachings of Islam were from those of Judaism, but how similar they were.

They believed in the Foundation Stone, too. The Dome of the Rock, the oldest Islamic building in the world, had been built right on top of it. Muslims also agreed that Abraham had come to the Mount, which they called the Noble Sanctuary. Difference was, they held that he offered up his other son Ishmael for sacrifice, and that Ishmael was an ancestor of the Prophet Mohammed.

Muslim scripture stated that the Prophet had been visited in Mecca by the archangel Gabriel, who brought an animal called al-Buraq, on which he rode through the night to the stone on the Mount. Then the Prophet ascended to heaven, and met Adam, Jesus and John, Joseph, Enoch, Aaron, Moses, and Abraham, before coming face-to-face with Allah himself.

McCabe couldn't understand how the Muslims could claim prophets and angels from the Holy Bible. And what was Jesus doing in their heaven? Bottom line, though, there were now two ancient Muslim shrines on the Mount-the Dome of the Rock and the al-Aqsa Mosque-which put it right up there with Mecca and Medina on the list of their holiest places.

Looking on a map of Jerusalem, McCabe also saw the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, built on the site of Christ's burial place. That was as important a shrine as existed in the whole Christian world, and it was just a few hundred yards away, in the heart of the Old City, well within range of any nuclear blast.

Suddenly the pain and fear of his disease was replaced by a glow of true contentment. Temple Mount was the flashpoint he'd been looking for. Nuke that, and all hell would break loose. Oh, yeah, that would do the trick, all right.

He was standing in the middle of the road and a black car was driving straight toward him. Its headlights were blazing right into his eyes, blinding him. He tried to close his eyes but his eyelids wouldn't move. He struggled to turn away, but no matter how hard he wrenched his neck, his head was held fast. He couldn't blink. He couldn't move. Now the roar of the engine was filling his head and he couldn't lift his hands to cover his ears and his brain was about to explode with noise and light and he wanted to scream, but he couldn't because his mouth was gagged and his teeth seemed loose against the leather strap. And he was cold, so terribly, terribly cold…

Carver came to, his pulse racing and his throat constricted by a pervasive, unfocused panic. For a while, he could not focus his eyes, so he reached out blindly for her hand… and felt nothing.

He frowned and shook his head quickly from side to side, banishing the last bad fragments of his nightmare from his brain. Then he opened his eyes… and Alix wasn't there.

Now he really had something to panic about. Carver told himself to calm down. There were very few things he knew for sure anymore, but one of them was that Alix came to see him every day. She had been there earlier, he was sure, and she'd be back again. It was just a matter of waiting. Maybe she was getting a meal or something to read. She did that sometimes, when she thought he was asleep. Yes, that was it. She would be back soon.

"Hello, Samuel." There was a woman at the door of the room. She was smiling at him and her voice was friendly. But she wasn't Alix. She was Nurse Juneau, bringing him food and medication.

She looked around as she came into the room, frowned to herself, then gave Carver another smile.

"Alix not here?" she asked perkily, then her voice took on a huskier tone: "At last, Samuel, we're all alone."

She looked at him over one shoulder teasingly. "After all this time-now what shall we do?"

She picked up one of his hands and stroked it.

Carver flinched at her touch. He found people confusing. He didn't always understand what they meant by the things they said. He couldn't work out what they were feeling when they spoke. Their intentions were unclear. He could see that Nurse Juneau was flirting with him, but he had the sense she was mocking him, too. He didn't like that.

He decided to ignore her and concentrate on what was on his mind.

"Where's Alix?" he croaked.

Nurse Juneau put the tray down across his bed and shrugged.

"I don't know, Samuel."

"Where has she gone?"

"I don't know. Samuel," Juneau repeated, with a little more emphasis, holding out a little paper cup in which sat three brightly colored capsules. "She's just not here."

She meant nothing by the remark. Nurse Juneau couldn't see anything wrong with Alix giving herself a break. The poor girl deserved it, the amount of time she spent in this room.

But her words hit Samuel Carver like a shock from the belt that had tortured him. He gasped. His eyes widened in shock. He gripped his sheets. Then he flung his arms upward, throwing off his bed linens and sending the tray flying as plates, glasses, and cutlery clattered down onto the floor.

Nurse Juneau was used to Carver's tantrums, his infantile fear of abandonment. But this time, she suddenly realized, his reaction to Alix's absence had a whole new intensity.

As she screamed in alarm, Carver got out of bed, with an energy she had never seen in him before, his eyes blazing, his face twisted with a primal, unfettered rage. She backed away, but he came after her. He wrapped his fists around her upper arms, gripping them so hard she winced in pain, then he stuck his face right up close to hers and hissed, "Where is she?"

His voice had lost any trace of childlike innocence. It carried the threat of real fury, ready to tip into violence.

Nurse Juneau shook her head. "I don't know," she pleaded. "I promise I'm telling the truth. I don't know where Alix has gone. But don't get upset-you know she always comes back. Always."

Carver threw her away from him, across the room. She crashed into the door frame, crying out with the pain of the impact.

"Alix!" shouted Carver, standing beside his bed. "Al-i-i-i-x!"

He stumbled across the room, almost tripping on the nurse's dazed body, and headed out into the hallway.

Stabbing bolts of pain cut through Carver's skull. His heart was palpitating. Images from his dreams were flashing before his eyes. But now, in this waking nightmare, everything was different. He knew where and when he had fought in that desert: a mission deep into Iraq in the midst of the Desert Storm campaign in 1991. He knew that he and his men had blown the cables and returned safely to base. And the woman in the dream was Alix. She'd been there, in that chalet outside Gstaad. But what else had happened there?

The memory would not come. Just another stab behind his eyes.

He made his way down the hall in his T-shirt and pajama pants, crashing into a cart laden with patients' medications, barging past the nurse who was pushing it from one room to the next, shoving a patient out of the way as he tried to get to the stairs that led to the exit and the outside world. The dream visions had gone now and he realized he was seeing everything around him with a new clarity, born of comprehension. It was as if there had been a thick glass wall between him and the world-a wall that had suddenly been shattered. He understood his surroundings, appreciated the function and significance of things and people that had been meaningless to him for months. Above all, he understood who and what Samuel Carver really was.