Andy McNab: Agressor

I rolled him back and sealed the hole again.

He was losing consciousness.

I had to keep trying. 'It's OK, you can talk to me again, mate.'

There was no response. 'Oi, come on, speak to me, you old twat!' I pulled his sideburns. Still no response.

I lifted his eyelid.

So little dilation I could scarcely see it.

His breathing had become very rapid and shallow. His heart was working overtime to circulate what fluid was left around his body. There'd be more blood in his chest cavity now, pooling and killing him.

I listened to his breathing. 'Show me you hear me, mate… Show me…'

There was no reply.

'I'm going to move you, mate… not long now before we're out of here. Soon be on a plane, be back in Brisbane… OK, OK? Give me a sign, mate, show me you're alive.'

Nothing.

I lifted a lid, felt for a pulse.

None of those either.

I touched his face; the smile was still there. It was sign enough for me.

'Won't be long, you old fucker. Back soon.'

I picked up the RPK and lunged down the hill. I pulled off the mag as I ran, and pushed down. About ten left. I flicked safety to the first click. Every round had to count.

I checked left at the treeline, towards the wagons.

About 100 away, Bastard swayed from side to side as he stumbled along the road, arms flailing in an effort to maintain his balance.

Keeping in the trees, I followed.

He fell, and floundered for a moment like an upturned turtle.

I slowed almost to a walk, scanning ahead for a decent firing position.

He finally reached the Taliwagon. I watched him head for the driver's door and lean inside.

I put the weapon on the ground again, bipod in place, and eased myself down behind it.

The iron sights were on battle setting: 300 metres.

I felt surprisingly calm as I brought the butt into my shoulder, closed my left eye and took aim.

As I'd assumed, he was no big-time hot-wire man. He emerged from the cab and kicked the side panel in frustration before moving back to the Lada. A second or two later the engine turned over, but that was all it did.

Wet spark plugs. It must have been what had stopped him in the first place, and nothing had changed.

He persisted, but the battery was draining and it turned over slower and slower.

The wind took the sound and carried it away into the trees, but I watched him screaming out, punching the steering wheel with rage.

He climbed out and started towards the pipeline.

It didn't matter what his plans were; they weren't going to happen.

My eyes focused on his body mass. Left eye closed, I aimed low, into his gut.

I took first pressure on the trigger; breathed in, held it.

The foresight was sharp and Bastard was blurred.

Perfect.

I squeezed second pressure.

The weapon jolted in my shoulder and Bastard went down.

There was no movement at first, then his legs started to scrabble in the mud.

I got up. Weapon in the shoulder, bipod down, I moved towards him.

He was beginning to crawl over the pipeline scar, instinct dragging him away from danger. I doubted he even knew he was doing it.

He saw me coming.

He stopped, and curled on his side in the middle of the scar.

Dark, deoxygenated blood oozed from his gut and ran down the shiny chrome of the Desert

Eagle in his belt.

Weapon in the shoulder, eyes on that.357.

I was only a couple of metres away when he held up a hand. He'd been saving his breath until he absolutely needed to speak.

'Nick, I'll split my half million with you… Chuck got his half mill…'

I just let him fill the gaps.

'I'm sorry about the cemetery thing, but I'd taken half his cash, man… I had to tidy up… Loose ends…'

His hand was still up, but more in supplication now than self-protection. 'You already got two-fifty, right? You said you'd split it down the middle. So I'll give you another two-fifty… That puts you ahead of us both…'

I heard the rattle of heli rotors in the distance. Bastard heard them too.

'Hey, Nick, tell you what – I'll give you it all… Get me back to Istanbul, I'll arrange the transfer. Come on, man.'

Hand still in the air, he pointed to his jacket pocket. 'I'll even give you the tape back. You're no fool, Nick. You know it's a good deal. Think about it. Chuck's gone. You gotta think of yourself now.'

This guy never gave up, did he?

I raised the RPK.

'Don't call him Chuck.'

I watched his face relax.

'Fuck you.' His hand dropped and went for Koba's weapon.

I pulled the trigger.

No need to check his pulse.

I dropped the RPK and turned and ran back into the treeline. I had to find Charlie again before it was too dark.

I needed to.

I'd promised Hazel I'd bring him home.

The farm Three weeks later

It had been a simple funeral.

Hazel and Julie had thrown themselves into organizing every detail, even down to hiring the mini-JCB so Alan could scoop out Charlie's grave. I guessed it held the demons at bay for a while, kept the two of them in their bubble just a little bit longer.

There'd been no priest in charge yesterday, and no formal prayers. We all just stood round the coffin next to the hole, and everybody said their piece; then we lowered him into the ground, Hazel and Julie on one set of ropes, Alan and me on the other.

The whole thing was done economy, just the way a tight-arsed Yorkshireman would have wanted it. Silky was in charge of music. A couple of Charlie's favourite Abba songs blared out from the camper van nearby, and I wondered if his disco hands were behaving themselves when Boney M's 'Brown Girl In The Ring' followed shortly afterwards. That was when Hazel finally stopped holding herself together. The grandkids couldn't understand. They thought it was her favourite song.

Alan did the catering. The food was OK, but his kids said their dad's barbecue wasn't a patch on Granddad's.

Later that night, Alan had chucked in a DVD for them, but we'd all watched. We felt too numb to do much else, and ninety minutes of Shrek was as surreal a way as any of not brooding about absent friends.

By the time Alan and Hazel were putting them to bed, I was drained. I sat with Silky, watching disembodied images float across the screen, picking up the odd sentence here and there. It was current affairs time of night; President Bush had stopped by in Georgia on his way back from the VE celebrations in Moscow. The event had been covered for CNN by a local reporter, 'Emmy-nominated Nana Onani'.

I Googled her on Charlie's ageing PC before we turned in. The 60 Minutes special had gone out; names had been named. Seismic changes were promised, but of course none had yet taken place. Two guys had been shifted sideways, and the other four had retired to their dachas to spend more time with their families.

Akaki threw up a few results, but nowhere near as many as Zurab Bazgadze. His state funeral had been a bit more lavish than Charlie's. I searched everywhere, but Jim D. 'Call Me Buster' Bastendorf didn't raise a dickie bird. Now I was taking a final walk-past with Hazel. The plot was set among a clump of gum trees, with a low white fence round it. She'd thought it all out; made sure there'd be room for her as well, in due course.

It was last light and the sun was really low. Dust kicked up by the horses drifted across a blood-red skyline.

I started telling her how he'd been thinking of coming home when I caught up with him. 'But something stopped him, Hazel. I think I understand. I sort of missed it, too. You know, when you've done something for so long, it feels sort of… comfortable. I felt more at home out there with him than I had for ages. I'm sorry; I didn't try hard enough to persuade him to bin it. I was selfish. I wanted to go along as shotgun.'