Don Winslow - While Drowning in the Desert

“He’s not a Jew,” Sami said into the phone.

“I’m a Jew,” Nathan said.

“Heinz said that even if you were a Jew you’d lie about being one,” Sami said to me.

“Okay,” I answered. “I’m a Jew.”

Nathan moaned.

“He is a Jew,” Sami said happily.

“If he’s a Jew,” Nathan said, “I’m an Arab.”

“I’m an Arab,” Sami said.

“Of course,” groaned Nathan.

“Good news, Heinz! The old man does not recognize me. I don’t have to take care of him!” Sami said into the phone. “What? Both of them?”

Nathan said, “Of course. I get kidnapped by an Arab talking to a Nazi on the telephone.”

“Both of them, Heinz?!”

Both of them what? I wondered. This didn’t sound good.

“Both of them what?” I asked.

“I don’t know about this, Heinz, okay?”

“Both of them what?!”

“We had a girl at Minsky’s used to do an Arab routine,” Nathan observed. “Not that she was an actual Arab, which she wasn’t. She was a French Canadian. Name of Paulette something. Did a belly dance. Girl had a belly flat like a sheet of glass. Lovely girl. Used to go out with a fellow with a glass eye named Hannigan…”

I could have made him happy and asked what the name of the other eye was, but I was too concerned about Sami’s conversation with Heinz. Sami’s complexion at that moment looked a lot more Scandinavian than Semitic. He was ashen and blubbering, “I don’t know about this, okay?” several times.

“I don’t know about this, okay?”

“Let me talk to him,” I suggested.

He didn’t let me talk to him. He just said, “Yes, Heinz, I understand,” and hung up the phone.

“What is it you understand, Sami?” I asked.

“What I understand,” Sami said sadly, “is that I’m supposed to take care of you. Both of you, okay?”

“And by ‘take care of,’” I said, “you mean…”

He nodded.

This time I went for the gun.

Dear Diary,

What a day!

This afternoon I got on an airplane and flew to Palm Springs, California, to spend some time with Natty. I had forgotten what a sweet guy he really is! Natty may he old-and not exactly a firecracker, if you know what I mean-but he is a lot of laughs and at my age maybe the laughs are more important.

So I flew to Palm Springs and took a taxicab to Natty’s condominium in Palm Desert.

What a place! It sits out in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the desert, and the first thing you see when you come through the gates is a waterfall! In fact, the whole complex-and how nice it’s going to be when they finish it!-is called Desert Waterfalls. Isn’t that cute? Where they get the water I don’t know, but then again they have a lot of fountains in Las Vegas so I guess these people just know how to do these things.

I thought I’d surprise Natty, but guess what? Natty surprised me! He wasn’t home! Maybe he stayed in Las Vegas for a couple of more days. If I know my Natty, he probably got snuggled up with some chorus girl but I’m not jealous. Good thing he told me where the key was!

Natty’s place is very nice, as you would expect from someone with Natty’s money. It sits right on the edge of a golf course and I wonder if Natty is worried about golf balls coming through his windows! He has a nice living room with a wonderful view of this golf course and the mountains on the other side. He has two bedrooms, so it will be “decent” for me to be there, as Natty says-as if at this age I’m worried about my reputation, but it is very sweet of Natty to be, don’t you think?

All the furniture is white, which I think is very interesting, seeing as how my name is White. Maybe this was just meant to be.

And diary, there’s even a piano!

The place is very clean and neat, which you would not expect from a widower, so I think Natty must have someone come in.

Natty’s condominium sits at the end of the street, so he doesn’t really have any neighbors. There is an unfinished condominium across the street and the only one that is next door to Natty must have burned down. You can still smell the fire smell!

Oh, diary, I hope that Natty was sincere when he invited me to come and stay for a while and that it wasn’t just sweet talk. Natty Silver could always talk a girl right out of her bloomers (blush, blush). But I think he really wants me to be here. I hope he is pleasantly surprised when he comes home and finds me here.

I was relieved to find out that even though Natty doesn’t have neighbors he does have a lot of friends! I don’t think that I was here more than half an hour-I barely had time to freshen up-when the visitors started to arrive!

First there was a nice young couple, Mr. Schaeffer and Miss Done, who wanted to talk with Natty. It was so funny, Diary! The young man asked if “Mr. Silverstein” was home.

I said, “You mean Natty?”

“Natty?” he said.

“Sure!” I said. “Natty Silver!”

You should have seen the smile on this fellow’s face!

“Nathan Silverstein is Natty Silver!?” he asked.

“Sure!” I said.

I thought he was going to start jumping up and down, because it turns out that he is a big fan of Natty’s. He started telling the young woman-who I guess had never heard of Natty (Where’s she from, Diary, Kansas? Ha-ha.)-all about Natty’s days in burlesque, and the old sketches, and lines from Natty’s stand-up routines. This Schaeffer fellow even knew all those stinko beach movies that Natty was in with the boy with the hair and that girl with the bosom. You know, the one that used to be a mouse.

Well, the Schaeffer fellow was so excited that I took the liberty of inviting them in. (I hope Natty doesn’t mind.) The Schaeffer fellow looked all around the place. He was so thrilled to see some of the mementos that Natty has!

“This is a picture of Natty with Phil Gold!” he said.

“I guess so,” I said. Phil Gold was before my time.

“They say that Silver and Gold’s ‘Who’s on First’ was even better than Abbott and Costello’s!” Schaeffer said.

Wait until Natty hears this!

“Don’t get him started on the subject of Lou Costello,” I said.

Well, Schaeffer would have looked around all day but the girl-and she was perfectly nice and polite-had business on her mind because she asked, “When will Mr. Silverstein he back?”

I said I didn’t know but that I hoped it would be soon.

“Are you Mrs. Silverstein?” she asked.

“No, honey,” I said. “There were at least three Mrs. Silversteins but I’m not one of them. I’m just a friend.”

Then the boy seemed to realize that the girl wanted to conduct business because he started to talk in a deeper voice and said, “Will you have him telephone me the moment he gets back?”

Diary, I think that there’s a spark between these two, if you know what I mean.

He handed me his card. I got a little concerned when I saw it because it said, Craig Schaeffer, Attorney-at-Law. I was afraid that I had made a mistake letting them in because maybe it was one of Natty’s ex-wives trying to get more alimony.

So I started to say, “Mr. Schaeffer, if you are some kind of shyster here to try to bleed Natty dry, you can just-”

“No, no,” he said quickly. “It’s nothing like that. Mr. Silver might have seen something.”

“Well, I’ll ask him to call you.”

“Thank you,” said Schaeffer, and I could tell he didn’t want to leave just yet.

Miss Done asked me, “By the way, were you here on the night of May thirtieth?”

“No, honey,” I said. “I was working in Las Vegas.”

The girl turned red so I added, “I play piano.”

I mean, Diary, I may have accepted a lovely parting gift from time to time, but I will not let anyone mistake me for a common hooker.