Gerald Seymour - A Deniable Death

An otter swam alongside him – ten or a dozen feet away – for a half-minute and showed no fear of him, but then dived and he saw it once more, fifty or sixty yards away. After it dived the second time he didn’t see it again. Coots skirted him but didn’t bluster away. It was good that he could walk on the bottom… Badger imagined there had been trade through here a century before, and a crossing point at the frontier for pilgrims and traders, smugglers and traffickers. That was why the quay had been built, but then the waterline would have been a yard higher, lapping near the top of the structure.

The light on the water was brighter, the silver and gold mixed. He moved more slowly. He now tested each step so that he didn’t slip and splash. If the level was up to his lower chest, he crouched in the water and only his headgear would have been visible. He could see Foxy clearly. The free leg was bent at the knee, askew at the hip and seemed to wobble, as if with spasms of life, and the blood had dried on the wounds.

It was what he might have called – like the retrieval of the microphone and the cable – the ‘rules of the trade’. It was not about emotion. He would never have said he was ‘fond’ of the old bastard, that he had enjoyed Foxy’s company.

He went under. No warning. Took a step and plunged. The water was in his nose, his throat and his ears. He couldn’t thrash, daren’t. Darkness was around him and the cool of the water was on his face. He went down further, the weight of the suit dragging him. Pain built in his chest, and he tried to come up.

There was light. He gasped and trod water. None of the guards had moved or shouted… Foxy turned on the rope.

‘When, miss?’

‘When we have some light,’ Abigail Jones answered Shagger.

It was the third time he had asked the question and been rewarded with the same answer. It was with increasing concern that Harding, Hamfist, Corky and he had watched the crowd of young men growing at the gate. Five minutes before, Corky had revved up the lead Pajero and gone onto full beam; the headlights had lit the crowd. It was predetermined that Corky would drive the front vehicle, Hamfist the second. Both had plotted how they would get through because there seemed to be junk – wood pallets, an old refrigerator, some rusted oil drums – blocking in the road.

‘Thank you, miss. We’re ready when you want it.’

‘Nice to know,’ she said evenly. Brutally, they had no more cash to shell out. They didn’t have a hundred dollars between them, and might have needed a thousand to get shot of the place. ‘Not yet, but soon.’

She swivelled, turned away. She thought it was too early. Here, they were boxed in but had the freedom to go for a break-out, could drive hard and straight. To hell with what they hit – a barricade or a host of shouting men – but if they were too early at the extraction point they would be stuck on a raised road with nowhere to go except back because in front was the border.

A bleep on the machine in her inside pocket. It was repeated. She hauled up her robe, flashing ankles, knees and thighs, had a hand in the pocket and the machine out. More bleeps and she was all thumbs and almost cut the connection. The screen showed the message: Gone forward to get Foxy, then pushing for home. Nothing else. She had gone back to ‘Transmit’, had powered in the necessary codes that did the scrambling and been rewarded with the ongoing whine that said the recipient of her call had switched off. She had stood in the darkness and howled in frustration – like a hyena or a wolf. Was she any more of a lunatic for howling than her Jones Boys? Unlikely. They’d have understood. They wore their T-shirts, with the band’s logo, and were a brotherhood. They’d have known why Badger had sent the message, then refused to accept any call that might query it. They’d be rooting for him. And Abigail? There had been a depth in the eyes, a sort of abyss and going far… She said she hoped they would go, come hell or high water, in an hour, and it would be a few minutes before dawn. Shagger left her. She would be under the gun and care of Corky while he went back to the Pajeros to tell Harding and Hamfist that they wouldn’t move for at least an hour.

If they made it out – if – they would disperse that evening, dawn the next morning at the latest. She doubted that ever in her life again would she recapture moments such as being with Badger; fighting off the marsh people at the oil-exploration compound; negotiating with the sheikh; running agents across a frontier, knowing them to be condemned by their greed; and seeing the two figures move off towards a hostile frontier; to have been responsible and to have waited too long outside the Golden Hour for their return. It wouldn’t happen again. There would be a junior at Basra, sent down from Baghdad, who would collect the gear and spill out the advances on salaries for spending money. Another guy would be there from the security outfit, and the Jones Boys’ T-shirts would go into a bin as first stop on a journey to the incinerator. Then they’d split. She had lived with them for many months, most of a year, and there would be a brisk, embarrassed handshake, a little formal. Then she’d be gone. It didn’t matter if it were with Badger and Foxy, or if she was alone. They’d be on another flight to Qatar and then a shuttle to the Gulf. Hamfist would go to his room with six-packs and drink himself insensible in private. Corky would shop for rubbish and send parcels, costing a fortune in postal charges, to the woman in Colchester with the eleven-year-old son and the woman in Darlington with the five-year-old daughter. Shagger would walk on the beach and look at the sea, ring his bank to check out what he was worth, eat fast food and spend as little as he could. Harding would be in a six-star hotel, in a room with the curtains drawn against the sun. He would sit on the carpet in a corner and shiver. They did not, any of them, do ethics; they did the job. She would miss them, would never fill the hole they’d leave for her. In common, they were all rootless, playing at soldiers, refusing the advance of age. They were counterfeit… She loved all of them.

Shagger was back. ‘All done, miss.’

‘In an hour go for a broke, and find what we can.’

‘Whatever you say, miss.’

‘It’s a shit world, Shagger.’

‘Same as before, miss. Whatever you say.’

They would have to fight their way out to get to the extraction point. She made a further call, had the connection and voiced fears.

They sat, fully dressed, on the bed.

The Engineer said, ‘He seemed an honest man.’

His wife said, ‘A decent man.’

‘A man to be trusted.’

‘Without arrogance. He did not treat us merely as customers.’

‘I was rude to him and will apologise. Tomorrow will be the start of the future, and we may believe again.’

‘How will we sleep, waiting for a verdict?’

‘We are in God’s hands.’

‘Always… It is a long night.’ A smile, rueful and almost brave. ‘For the children it is tomorrow and soon, for them, it will be the time we go to see him, to be told.’

‘You should eat.’

The man from the embassy had brought them back to the hotel in Lindenstrasse, near to the Hauptbahnhof. He had seen them to their room. His eyes had roved over the interior and he’d glanced dismissively at their luggage, at what she had unpacked. Then he had gone to the window, flicked back the curtains, examined the vista and drawn the curtains again. He had remarked that they should not stand there with a light on behind them and look out. The Engineer’s wife knew nothing of security matters: Why? she asked. He had rolled his eyes at the Engineer, as if he expected him to educate his wife. They should not leave the hotel during the night, should not be out of the room unless a matter of urgency demanded it: a fire alarm ringing. They should not answer the telephone or make any calls. Then he had left them. He would have been, the Engineer believed, from VEVAK, a man used to exercising authority. Most would have been fearful of him. The Engineer dealt with such men most weeks of his working year. He was called the Kalashnikov, the Nobel, and doubted that a bureaucrat from VEVAK had ever been so praised.