Michael Prescott - Stealing Faces

The answer didn’t matter. In either case, she was in the old ward, hunkered down, a huddle of fear. Easy prey.

Grinning fiercely, heart thumping with a familiar savage joy, Cray started running again.

The guard at the gatehouse took a long look at Shepherd’s badge before handing back his I.D. holder. “You here about the McMillan woman?” he asked.

Shepherd leaned out the window of his idling sedan. “How’d you know?”

The answer came with a shrug. “She’s the only escapee we’ve got at the moment.”

It took Shepherd a moment to absorb this. “She escaped? Tonight?”

Another shrug. “Thought you knew. You said you were here about her.”

“I want to ask her some questions.”

“Our guys’ll have to find her first. She busted out. Pretty hard case, that one — though you wouldn’t think it to look at her.”

“How long ago did this happen?”

“Ten minutes, is all.”

If he couldn’t talk to Kaylie, he would do the next best thing. “Where’s Dr. Cray?”

“That, I don’t know. In his residence, I’d guess. Want me to ring him up for you?”

Shepherd preferred not to give Cray any advance notice of his arrival. “That’s all right. Can I drive to his house from here?”

“Sure. Go straight to the parking lot, hook left on the maintenance road, and when you’re past the utility shed make a hard right.”

“Thanks.”

The gate opened, and Shepherd pulled through, then followed the directions, driving fast but not recklessly, his thoughts racing.

During the drive from Anson McMillan’s house, he’d had time to piece together a possible scenario, still hypothetical, quite conceivably all wrong.

But suppose… just suppose…

Suppose Cray was a killer, as Kaylie believed. Killers might be born or made — Shepherd had no opinion about that — but however they got started, there was always one critical moment in their development, the moment of transition from fantasy and speculation and preparation to the deed itself.

Now just suppose Cray had needed help with that step.

Shepherd could picture him as he’d been twelve years ago, a much younger man, a man who’d passed his time in classrooms and seminars, a man with soft hands.

A murderer in embryo. Evolving by degrees toward the final, fatal commitment.

How had he started along that path? With a man like Cray, his progress would have begun as an intellectual proposition. At least this was how he would have rationalized and justified any strange new emotions that invaded the cool sanctuary of his self-control.

We are animals at heart. The self is mere window dressing. A mask, a false front. We hear about “mind over matter.” It would be more true to say that the mind doesn’t matter.

Cray had said that to Shepherd. The idea obsessed him. He’d written a book on it.

Shepherd had slept through most of his mandatory Philosophy 101 course in college. He was no expert in the subject. But he knew that Cray’s viewpoint was grounded in a deep aversion to humanity, an aversion that could easily translate into contempt or hatred.

What a man hated, he might wish to destroy. But being soft and cloistered, he would not know how.

And then into his office comes Justin’s mother, telling him of this son of hers, with his guns and his blood lust and his sick obsessions and his skills at tracking game.

The man Cray needs. The partner he has been seeking — seeking perhaps unconsciously, as the last missing piece of himself.

So Cray goes to Justin McMillan, feels him out. There are ways for a clever, manipulative man to gain the trust of someone younger and inexperienced.

He proposes an arrangement. They will hunt together. Justin will teach him to stalk and kill. And Cray — Cray will procure a more interesting quarry than any bobcat or mule deer.

Cray has the intellect, the talent to plan a crime and execute it without leaving clues. Justin has the practical experience at killing. Each completes the other.

And so they hunt. Twelve years ago…

In his investigation of the White Mountains case. Shepherd had compiled a list of possible abductees and other missing persons throughout southeastern Arizona over the past fifteen years. There had been no fewer than four disappearances in the early spring of 1987, the proper time frame.

It was unlikely that Cray and Justin were responsible for all four cases. But perhaps for one. Just one.

And if Kaylie had found out? If she had learned that her husband had killed a woman, skinned her face as a trophy?

If she tried to go to the police, and Justin attacked her, and she shot him, then went into shock afterward, mute, helpless, entrusted to a doctor’s care…?

Cray’s care.

Only a scenario, a sketch of what might have happened. All of it could be wrong. But if it was true, then an unforgivable injustice had been done to Kaylie McMillan.

And Shepherd, though unwitting, had played his own role in that injustice, and bore his own measure of guilt.

Cray’s house appeared in the headlights. Shepherd braked the sedan and got out. At the front door he leaned his fist on the buzzer.

“The doc’s not in.”

Shepherd turned, saw a guard in khaki approaching from the shadowy foliage near the gate.

“Hey,” the guard added, “I know you. You’re the cop from Tucson.”

“Right.”

“I saw you here the night you collared her. My name’s Collins. I always wanted to be a cop.”

“Roy Shepherd.”

“Yeah, I know. That was nice work, what you did.”

We’ll see how nice it was, Shepherd thought grimly.

“Any idea where Dr. Cray might be?” he asked Collins.

“Oh, probably out helping to look for McMillan.” The guard shrugged. “I get stuck playing sentry at a goddamned driveway. Waste of time. She won’t come here.”

“No?”

“She’ll try to go over the fence, like she did last time. But she won’t make it. Security’s tighter than it was way back when. At least that’s what the older guys tell me.”

Shepherd figured that he himself would qualify as an older guy in Collins’ estimation. The guard must be all of twenty-two. “So you’ve been standing post for the last few minutes?”

“Yeah. No action. Maybe you can find Cray out in the yard. I can radio the boss and ask him about it.”

Shepherd didn’t want to give Cray any warning. “That’s not necessary.” He turned back toward his car.

“It’s no problem,” Collins said, eager to help. “I was going to do it anyway. I think Dr. Cray forgot something of his, which he might want.”

Shepherd looked at him. “What did he forget?”

“His black bag. His medical kit, you know. He left it on the sofa. He’ll need it if he has to subdue McMillan with a sedative.”

“You were inside the house?”

“No, saw it through the window. Shouldn’t have been peeking in, but…”

“Which window?”

“Living room. Right there.”

Shepherd stepped to the bay window near the front door and looked in.

The sofa lay adjacent to the window, the black bag clearly visible. It had been left open, the drawstring clasp untied.

He had seen Cray’s medical kit on the night of Kaylie’s arrest. This wasn’t it. This was…

A bag. Kaylie’s voice on tape came back to him. A satchel. It’s got all his stuff, the stuff he uses to break into places and kidnap women.

Shepherd’s heart quickened. “You have a key to this house?”

“Dr. Cray’s residence? No way. Nobody ever goes in there.”

“Until now,” Shepherd said, and with a thrust of his elbow he punched through a three-foot pane of the bay window, then swept the glass shards clear of the frame with his jacket sleeve.