Michael Ridpath - Where the Shadows Lie

‘There’s no need to tell her what you do, is there, do you think? And I wouldn’t let Chief Superintendent Thorkell know you are staying here.’

‘Uncle Thorkell wouldn’t approve?’

‘Let’s just say that Katrin isn’t his favourite niece.’

‘How much is the rent?’

Arni mentioned a figure that seemed very reasonable. ‘It would have been twice that a year ago,’ he assured Magnus.

‘I believe you.’ Magnus smiled. He liked the little room, he liked the tiny house, he liked the view, and he even liked the look of the weird sister. ‘I’ll take it.’

‘Excellent,’ said Arni. ‘Now let’s go and get your stuff from your hotel.’

It didn’t take long to ferry Magnus’s bag back to the house, and once Arni had made sure that Magnus was installed, he left him. There was no sound from Katrin.

Magnus stepped out on to the street. Consulting a city map, he walked one block down the hill and one block across. The sky had cleared, apart from a single thin slab that covered the top of the ridge of stone and snow that was Mount Esja. Magnus was beginning to spot a pattern: the base of the cloud moved up and down the mountain several times a day, depending on the weather. The air was clear and crisp. At eight-thirty it was still light.

He found the street he was looking for and made his way slowly along, examining each house as he went. Perhaps he wouldn’t recognize it after all these years. Perhaps they had changed the colour of the roof. But as he followed the road over a hump he saw it: the small house with the bright blue roof of his childhood.

He stopped outside it and stared. The old whitebeam was still there, but a rope had been added to one of the branches. A good idea. A deflated football lay in a bed of daffodils, just about to bloom. He was glad there were still children there; he guessed most of the houses in that neighbourhood were now inhabited by young couples. A large Mercedes SUV stood proudly outside, containing two child seats. A far cry from his father’s old VW Beetle.

He closed his eyes. Above the murmur of the traffic he could hear his mother calling Oli and him inside for bed. He smiled.

Then the front door began to open and he turned away, embarrassed that the current owners would see a strange man leering at their house.

He made his way down the hill towards the centre of town. He passed a group of four men and a woman unloading equipment from a van. A band getting ready for Saturday night. The girl with the leopard-skin miniskirt and tail zipped past on her bicycle. In Reykjavik, he realized, you could expect to see the same person on the streets several times in one day.

He stopped at Eymundsson’s bookstore, an all-glass jewel on Austurstraeti, where he picked up the last English copy of The Lord of the Rings, and a copy of the Saga of the Volsungs, in Icelandic.

He headed over towards the Old Harbour and another memory from his childhood, a small red kiosk, Baejarins beztu pylsur. He and his father used to go there every Wednesday night, after hand-ball practice, for a hot dog. He joined the line. Unlike the rest of Reykjavik, Baejarins beztu hadn’t changed over the years, except there was now a picture outside of a grinning Bill Clinton tucking into a large sausage.

Munching his hot dog, he strolled through the harbour area and along the pier. It was a working harbour, but at this time of the evening it was peaceful. On one side were trawlers, on the other, sleek whale-watching vessels and small inshore fishing boats. There was a smell of fish and of diesel, although Magnus passed a squat white hydrogen fuel pump. He paused at the end, a respectful distance from a fisherman fiddling with his bait in a bag, and surveyed the stillness.

Beyond the harbour wall, the black rock and white snow of Mount Esja was reflected in the steel-grey water. A seagull wheeled around him, looking for a discarded morsel, but after a few seconds abandoned him with a disappointed cry. An officious looking motor boat cut through the harbour entrance on some mission of nautical bureaucracy.

Iceland had changed so much since the disruptions of his childhood, but what he recognized of Reykjavik brought back the early years, the happy years. There was no reason to visit his mother’s family; they need never even find out he was in the country. He was pleased with the way his Icelandic seemed to be coming back so well, although he was aware that he spoke with a touch of an American accent: he needed to work on rolling those ‘r’s.

Reykjavik was a long way from Boston, a long way north of Boston. Twenty-five degrees of latitude. It wasn’t just the cold air or the patches of snow that told him this – Boston Harbor could be cold and bleak enough – it was the light: clear but soft, pale, thin. There was a subtle warmth to the greys of the harbour in Reykjavik, compared with its harsher Boston counterpart.

But he would be glad when the trial date came up and he could go back. Although the Agnar case was an interesting one, he missed the violent edge of the streets of Boston. At some point over the last ten years, sorting out the day-to-day procession of shootings, stabbings and rapes, finding the bad guys and bringing them to justice, had become more than a job. It had become a need, a habit, a drug.

Reykjavik just wasn’t the same. Toytown.

He felt a pang of guilt. Here he was safe, thousands of miles from that teeming city of drug gangs and police-corruption trials. But Colby wasn’t. How could he get her to listen to him? He had the feeling the harder he pushed it, the more obstinate she would become. But why? Why did she have to be like that? Why did she have to use this issue, of all issues, to try to resolve the question of their relationship? If he were more emotionally subtle, if he were Colby herself, for example, he would be able to figure out a way of manipulating her to come with him. But as he tried to think of a plan, his head began to spin.

He sighed and turned back to the city. As he walked back up the hill along Laugavegur he looked out for a likely bar for a quick beer. Down a side street he spied a place called Grand Rokk. From the outside it looked a bit like a scruffy Boston pub, but with a tent covering tables at which a dozen people were smoking as they drank. Inside, the place was about a quarter full. Magnus eased his way past a group of regulars lined up along the bar and ordered himself a large Thule from the shaven-headed barman. He found a stool in the corner and sipped his beer.

The other drinkers looked as if they had been there a while. Quite a few had shot glasses containing a brown liquid crouching next to their beers. A line of tables along one wall were inlaid with the squares of chessboards. There was a game in progress. Magnus watched idly. The players weren’t that good, he could beat them easily.

He smiled when he remembered challenging his father, a for-midable player, night after night. The only way Magnus could ever beat the clever strategist was by aggressive assaults on his king. They nearly always failed, but sometimes, just sometimes he would break through and win the game, to the pleasure of both father and son. Magnus knew that although his father would never dream of giving him a break, he was rooting for Magnus, always rooting for Magnus.

Too often, Magnus saw his father only through the dreadful prism of his murder, and forgot the simpler times before his death. Simpler, but not simple.

Ragnar was a very clever man, a mathematician with an international reputation, which was why he had been offered the position at MIT. He was also humane, the saviour who had whisked Magnus and his little brother away from misery in Iceland when they had feared that he had abandoned them. Magnus had many fond memories of his father from his teenage years: not only playing chess and reading the sagas together, but also hiking in the Adirondacks and in Iceland, and long discussions through the evening about anything that Magnus was interested in – sparring matches in which his father always listened to Magnus and respected his opinion, yet also tried to prove him wrong.