Randy White - Shark River

The law enforcement people exchanged looks- Can you believe this guy? -but she seemed to like the sound of it and smiled at him. Told Tomlinson to call her Ransom, just the way she said it, running it all together, Ransom Ebanks. She said, “I’ll stay in your house, Mr. Hipster man, but don’t be getting the wrong idea. I’m not going to be a thing for you to be bouncin’ on in your bed.”

“No worries, no worries. Hasn’t been a problem lately,” he replied.

Now the cops were gone and we were still in my bungalow, Tomlinson and the woman sitting together on the couch. I sat there listening to the two of them chatter away like old neighbors, still feeling weak, queasy, and a little restless, thinking she’d bring it up, but she didn’t. So I finally said, “Ransom? I hate to interrupt another one of Tomlinson’s fascinating tales, but I need to get to bed. I’m exhausted, but there’s something I want to ask you first.”

“You ask me anything you want, my brother.”

Why’d she keep calling me that?

I said, “You telephoned the front desk from the mainland and left a message for me. Why? We’ve never met-I’d certainly remember meeting someone like you. Then you show up here and tell the police that story about how I cut my arm when I fell off the dock. The whole thing very convincing. I couldn’t have asked for a better… a more useful statement. So my question is-”

“Your question is, why’d I lie for you? That what you askin’ me.”

I made a hushing motion with my hands. “Let’s keep our voices down. The whole chain of events, I don’t understand any of it. For one thing, what’re you doing here? They said you were here sightseeing. That makes sense, but why contact me? So, yeah, maybe that is the question: What’d you have to gain by lying?”

“Nothing to gain, man. I lied ’cause you wanted me to lie, didn’t you?”

“I… it’s not that I wanted you to lie. No, I wouldn’t use those words. What you probably don’t understand is that, the way the law’s set up, if I admit that one of those bullets nicked my arm, I’d have to spend the next several weeks answering questions from police. I’d be testifying and filling out forms-the whole thing would be a mess. My picture in the papers, reporters sniffing around-ask Tomlinson, it’s the sort of thing I hate. Which is why I’d prefer that they didn’t hear details about certain parts of the story. That’s all.”

“Um-huh, um-huh, meaning you wanted me to lie. I knew that, that’s why I did it. It not a thing hard to figure out, man. Down by that little bay, I watched you jump out the boat and wade ashore. First thing you tell me is I didn’t see you get shot. But I did see you get shot. Then you tell me I was imagining things. Man, your shorts was still drippin’ water when you say it to me. That’s how I know you want me to lie.” She tapped her index finger to her head. “I nobody’s fool. On the island where I live, the people, they all say I very quick, man. Very fast in the brain.”

I was beginning to believe it. Said to her, “It’s not that you did anything wrong. Or I did anything wrong.”

“’Course you didn’t. But that don’t make no never mind to me. I lie for you today, I lie for you tomorrow. That’s what family people do for each other.”

I said, “Huh?”

She was looking at Tomlinson now, the two of them smiling, sharing some inside joke. Apparently, she’d already told him something she hadn’t confided in me. I listened to her say, “It take me two weeks to track you down, Mister Doctor Marion Ford. Flew over on Air Bahamas, Nassau to Lauderdale, then took a big Greyhound bus across the Everglades to Sanibel. But you not there either, so I had to ask around, ask around. Everybody on that island, man, they all know you and like you. They tell me, ‘Oh yeah, that Doc Ford, he a good man.’ Man, that make me feel good and proud to come all this way just to surprise you. Wanted to see how your face looked when I telled you the news.”

Was the conversation making me dizzy, or was I still feeling the effects of blood loss? None of what she said made sense. I said, “What news? What the hell are you talking about?”

Her smile broadened as she stood and leaned, taking me in her arms even though I tried to pull away. I felt her skin against my face, as I heard her say, “The news is, I’m the sister you never know’d you had, man! My big ol’ handsome white-skinned fella!” She stepped back, holding me at a distance, beaming, while I sat there feeling mild shock. “Hello, my brother!”

I was trying to hold her away. “Look, lady, I don’t know what you’re trying to do here…where you got the idea…but it’s absurd, just plain silly. Believe me, I am not your brother.”

“’Course you are, only Daddy never tol’ you. Last month, the lawyer man, he sent me Daddy’s secret papers. Got them right here in my backpack, you want to see your name and picture for yourself. Big ol’ smiling picture of you and Daddy Gatrell. Know what else? He hid some money away for us. Now you and me, we going to go find that money and split it right down the middle.”

“Daddy Gatrell? My name isn’t Gatrell. Gatrell, that was my mother’s maiden name-” I stopped as my brain made the slow translation. Then I said, “That pathetic old fool.”

Tomlinson seemed very cheerful about it all. “Ransom is Tucker’s daughter. All you have to do is look at her eyes to believe it; the same sled-dog blue. You agree?”

I didn’t want to look, but did and had no choice but to nod. They were just like Tuck’s, the same crazed color of blue. Unmistakable, once I thought about it.

“So what happened is, about three weeks ago, Tucker’s lawyer sends her these papers Federal Express, including a letter from Tuck that claims you’re his son. Hilarious, huh? She’s already let me look through the package; some interesting things in that black bag of hers, Doc. That Tucker, he was a character, wasn’t he?”

I put up a warning palm-whoa. It was too late at night and I was too tired to listen to it. Not then, hopefully not ever. I stood and stepped toward the door, meaning it was time for them to leave, I said, “Oh yeah, that old man was something.”

My insane old uncle, the late Tucker Gatrell.

The living room of my bungalow opened out onto a screened porch that sat above the ground on three-foot pilings, looking down across a little sand and mangrove beach to the bay.

I was sitting on the porch alone, finally. I had walked Tomlinson and the woman partway to his cottage, just to make sure that she didn’t change her mind and come back.

Told her I’d listen to the whole story, read all the papers she’d brought, but tomorrow.

“I bet you’re surprised to find out you got a sister like me!”

She kept saying that. She seemed very excited and wasn’t the least bit deflated by the several times I replied, “I’m not your brother. Trust me, I’m not your brother.”

If she was, indeed, Tucker’s daughter, one thing that she had not inherited was his natural cynicism. I found her reaction touching but also frustrating. “But why would Daddy Gatrell lie to his own daughter? I saw the man seven, eight times in my life, and he loved me. That much I know. He not the kinda man to go tellin’ crazy lies.”

I thought, If you only knew, but said nothing.

I felt emotionally and physically drained, but too restless to sleep. So I opened a midnight beer to celebrate the sudden absence of people after spending the last many hours listening and talking.

Not that I felt celebratory. What I’d suggested to Tomlinson was true. Participation in violence opens all the adrenal reserves and dumps in way too much adrenaline way too fast. Especially violence that seeks the lethal existential. Violence has always produced a grayness in me. It seems to extract light and validity from those things that provide the scaffolding for what I normally see as a useful, productive existence: the chemical/mathematical order of biology; interaction with friends and lovers; days of solitude and open water.