Randy White: Dead Silence

For Tomlinson, lecturing provides ancillary income. The good earth provides the money crop. I was eager to see the man.

Physically, Esterline said, the senator was okay. From the way he said it, I guessed she was fast becoming a pain in the ass for NYPD-a woman with power and contacts who knew how to use both.

Her sense of responsibility was magnified because she didn’t represent the teenager’s home state. Barbara had been doing a favor for a senate colleague. Meet and greet the essay winner, ride in a limo with a U.S. senator: big thrill.

The teen had been entrusted to her and she’d failed. So she had converted her suite at the Waldorf into a communications center and was now hammering at law enforcement, pushing them to find the kid.

So far, no luck.

“She wants to see you when we’re done here,” Esterline told me.

When detectives were finished, he offered me a ride.

“I can tell you’re in a hurry,” he said.

I thought, Here we go.

I didn’t doubt that the Central Park cop felt indebted, but I also knew he wanted something. Esterline was a NYPD vet who lived by the code of the barter system. He had produced information for me. Now it was my turn.

It was obvious what he was after when, for the fifth or sixth time, he said, “That Latin guy, you could have let him die right there. He would’ve never made it out of that shithole on his own.”

We were in a squad car, moving with late traffic on Park Avenue. I replied, “Yeah, I guess that’s true.”

It was.

When Choirboy and I went through the ice, I knew I only had a couple of minutes before my system shut down. Plunge the human body into near-freezing water and an emergency switch clicks in the brain, a phenomenon named the mammalian diving reflex. All motor skills are short-circuited as blood is shunted to the heart. In three minutes, I wouldn’t be able to move my arms. Ten minutes, we’d be dead.

Maybe Choirboy knew. He panicked when he couldn’t get out. Every time he tried, he slid back into the water. It wasn’t like climbing onto a table. Our fingers couldn’t find traction on the ice.

Esterline and the two civilians had tried forming a three-man chain, but the ice wouldn’t hold. So there was nothing they could do but watch, hoping firefighters arrived with a ladder before hypothermia killed us.

The cop saw every move Choirboy and I made. But he couldn’t hear everything we said. That’s what Esterline wanted to find out. What had Louis Duarte told me while we were alone out there? Why was I in a hurry?

Slowing for a stoplight, I listened to the cop say, “I thought you were both goners. I figured, shit, the water-rescue boys will have to go after you with tongs and an ice pick. Take three days before you thawed enough for an autopsy.”

I sat back and listened, letting the cop set it up.

“You know what convinced me that you’d lost it out there?”

I could guess, but said, “It’s hard to remember details, it happened so fast.”

Esterline said, “Uh-huh,” not buying it.

I said, “The EMTs told me freezing water can affect the brain that way. What’s the phrase, temporary amnesia?”

The cop said to me, “ Right. From what I saw, your brain worked just fine. Until you took your shirts off-that’s what I’m talking about, when I thought you’d lost it. Two guys go through the ice, the last thing you expect is for them to start taking off their clothes. But then I saw you talking to the Venezuelan, getting in his face about something. And I heard the guy answering. So I figured you were okay.”

As if interested, I said, “Weird, that’s hazy, too. Do you remember what we said?”

The cop gave me a sharp look. “I couldn’t hear because of those damn geese. But there you were, the two of you, having a conversation. Like you were in no hurry, not worried about dying.”

“I was trying to make him understand,” I said. “We were running out of time. He had to listen.”

“You told him that you knew how to get out-right?”

“I wasn’t positive, but that’s what I told him.”

“That’s when you took off your shirts, after you convinced him. Then you told him what to do, how to pull himself onto the ice.”

I said, “Yes.”

I got another sharp look. “Information that saved his life. You gave it to him.” Esterline’s tone said I was a fool or a liar.

“It was our only chance.”

“You had that asshole by the short hairs. You’d just watched him rough up the senator. She was your date for the evening and the bastard tried to kidnap her. You could’ve made that guy tell you anything you wanted to know. Or just left the asshole out there.”

I stared out the window, waiting for him to ask a key question the detectives had not asked.

Instead, Esterline said, “Almost thirty years, I’ve done this job. Ford, I’m not stupid, but tonight you made me feel stupid. When I popped you with the flashlight, I would’ve bet you were some nerd math teacher, in town for a convention but ended up at too many strip bars.”

“Thanks,” I said, smiling.

“Then you pitch yourself as a biologist on vacation. Just doing your civic duty. Bullshit. I saw how you handled yourself in the park. I watched how you handled those FBI preppies.”

I said nothing.

“When you were in the water, the Venezuelan told you something. I couldn’t hear. But I saw how you reacted. Every word, you filed away. See why I’m interested?” He took his eyes off traffic long enough to see me nod.

“If I thought it’d help that boy, I’d have a couple cops waiting for us at a quiet place. Old-school types. You’d get real talkative real quick. Kapeesh? ”

He looked again. I didn’t nod.

“What’d you tell the big shots when they asked about you and the greaser, all alone in the water with time to talk?”

“They didn’t ask.”

“You’re kidding. I asked you twice before we got to the station. But you went off on some tangent.”

I said it again. “They never asked.”

“Figures. The whole damn world is gone to shit.”

Looking at him, I said, “Marv, if I knew where the boy was, I would have volunteered it.”

It was true. In the water, Choirboy had answered three questions in exchange for my help. My first question was: Where are they taking the senator?

Because he said he didn’t know, I let him live. If he was lying, I wanted the feds to have a chance to pry it out of him.

“All that talking, the Venezuelan didn’t give you anything?”

I said carefully, “If it was something your people could use, I’d tell you. Or the bureau.”

“Then why such a rush? You keep looking at your watch. Couldn’t wait to get to a pay phone, even after I offered you my cell. I didn’t imagine it.”

“I booked a morning flight to Florida, six forty-five, out of Newark. I wanted to get back tonight, but it’s too late.” True.

When he said, “Okay, you got nothing that would interest us or the feds. But what about Interpol?” I answered, “Believe me, if I knew where the kid was you wouldn’t have to ask.”

After several seconds, Esterline said, “That’s the way it’s gonna be, huh?”

When he glanced at me, I was looking out the passenger window.

“Then let’s leave it like this: If your memory improves, you call me. Not those assholes from the bureau. And not those brownnose detectives. Mostly, they’re a good bunch. But not those two. Okay?”

I was watching storefronts blur past-delicatessens, clothing stores, the marquee of the Waldorf-Astoria Hotel two blocks ahead-as I replied, “I owe you, Marv. I appreciate what you did for me tonight.”

He laughed-a cynical, wise-guy laugh-done with it. “Okay, we’ll see. At least explain how you came up with the shirt gambit. Or are you gonna play dumb about that, too?”