Steven Womack - By Blood Written

They’d never been this bloodshot this often before. This had only been happening in the last couple of months.

Her neck ached. She rolled her head around on her shoulders, trying to loosen it. She was exhausted, so tired and sleepy she couldn’t think straight. But, she knew, there was no way she would sleep tonight. Even the Ambien and the Paxil didn’t work anymore. Even with the sleeping pills and the antianxiety medication, she rarely slept more than a couple of hours at a time.

She took off her watch and looked at it-seven-fifteen. It was going to be a long night. She couldn’t concentrate on her reading. Television and movies held no interest for her. She was too tired to think of anything.

Then she stood there a moment, glaring at her own image in the mirror. Funny thing about having your world crash down around you , she thought. Now at least you know what you’re up against and what you have to deal with.

Taylor set her jaw and walked quickly back out of the bathroom and over to the bed. She opened the nightstand drawer and pulled out the telephone directory. She opened to the blue pages, the government listings, and flipped to the heading labeled “U.S. Government.” She squinted to bring the tiny type into focus and scanned down the listings until she found what she was looking for. She picked up the hotel phone, punched 9 to get an outside line, then dialed.

“You’ve reached the Nashville office of the Federal Bureau of Investigation,” a recorded voice said. “There’s no one available to take your call. At the tone, please leave a message.”

The phone beeped. “Yes, my name is Taylor Robinson.

You have an FBI agent named Henry Powell in town sitting in on the Michael Schiftmann murder trial. It’s vitally important that I speak to him as soon as possible. Can you please get in touch with him and have him call me on my cell phone at 212-555-5645. It’s urgent that I speak to him as quickly as possible. Please have him call me.”

Taylor hung up the phone and sat there in the cold silence of her room. She pulled the covers back from the oversize bed and lay out flat on her back, her head sinking into the pillow. She turned the ringer up all the way on her mobile phone and set it on the nightstand next to her. She tried to will herself to relax, to concentrate on the hissing of the heating-unit fan as it moved the musty air around.

In time, she began to drift off. Not sleep really, just a gentle sliding under the radar screen of consciousness that was barely enough for her body to let go of the worst of it.

Then, what seemed like seconds later, the electronic chim-ing of the cell phone blasted her into consciousness. She shot upright, unsure of where she was, the bright yellow numbers of the alarm clock shimmering in the darkened room.

It was nine-thirty, she noticed out of the corner of her eye.

She’d been out almost two hours. She picked up the phone and hit the talk button.

“Hello,” she said, trying to sound awake.

“Ms. Robinson?”

“Yes, this is Taylor Robinson.”

“This is Agent Powell, returning your call. How may I help you?”

Taylor rubbed her eyes. “Oh, thank you for calling. I-

Could you hold on for a second?” She shook her head. Why had she called him?

“I’m sorry,” she said. “I had drifted off, Agent Powell, and I guess I was-”

“I didn’t mean to wake you up, Ms. Robinson,” Powell said. “Should I call back later?”

“No,” she said quickly. “No, not at all. I’m okay. I just, well … Agent Powell, I need to see you.”

“What?” the voice answered.

“I need to see you. Tonight. Is there somewhere where we can meet?”

“Well, I don’t know. This is a little unusual.”

“I need to see you, Agent Powell. Please. Where are you staying? I’ll come to your hotel.”

“Well,” Powell said, hesitating. “All right. I’m staying at the Doubletree Hotel, over on Fourth Avenue a few blocks down from the courthouse. There’s a small bar in the lobby.

It’s usually not very crowded. We can get a table and talk.”

“Fine,” Taylor said, “I’ll be there in ten minutes.”

Taylor climbed out of the taxi, handed the driver a twenty, and walked quickly into the Doubletree Hotel. She stood there, scanning the lobby, and spotted a small, open-air lounge. At a table for two in the farthest corner, she recognized Powell sitting alone, in a pair of khakis and a white, button-down collar Oxford cloth shirt. He looked more relaxed than in the courtroom, she thought, almost preppie.

She walked past the half dozen or so others in the bar and over to his table. He stood up as she approached.

“Good evening,” he said. “How are you, Ms. Robinson?”

Taylor pulled her coat off and folded it over the back of the chair at the empty table next to them, then rearranged a chair so her back would be to the lobby and sat down.

“I’m terrible, Agent Powell, if you must know. I’m terrible.” She said it matter-of-factly, as if it ought to be obvious to him.

“I understand,” Powell said. “I think anyone would be.”

Taylor shifted in her seat, trying to get comfortable. She found herself avoiding eye contact with him, looking around the room, at the heavy red draperies, the red carpet, all the usual upscale hotel decor.

A cocktail waitress in a short skirt and a blouse with puffy sleeves approached. “May I get you something?” she asked.

Taylor looked over at Powell. “It’s been a long day,” he said. “I’m having a vodka martini.”

“That sounds wonderful,” Taylor said. “Sign me up.”

Powell held up two fingers. “Make it two.”

The waitress walked away. Taylor watched her for a few seconds, then turned to Powell. “Now that I’m here,” she said, “I don’t exactly know what to say.”

Powell eyed her coolly. “Does he know you’re here?”

Taylor shook her head. “We’re in separate rooms.”

Powell lifted an eyebrow. “Really?”

“Have been for months. The stress, I think. Neither of us are sleeping well, or very much.”

Powell nodded, understanding. “But he’s still living in your co-op?”

Taylor looked at him. “For the time being.”

The waitress brought their drinks over and set them on the small table. As soon as she walked away, Taylor picked hers up and took a long sip. Powell watched as she gulped.

“You did need that,” he commented.

She set the drink down, her eyes watering. She lowered her head, almost hiding her face from him. A single tear ran along her cheek, and she brushed it away.

“Goddamn it,” she muttered. Then she raised her head and looked Powell directly in the eye. “He did it, didn’t he?”

she said, her voice low, intense.

Powell studied her for a moment. “Yes,” he said quietly.

“He did it.”

She put her left elbow on the table, her arm bent, and buried her face in her open palm. Her whole body seemed to shake for a second.

“I slept with him,” she whispered, her voice breaking.

“I had sex with him. My God, what he did to those poor girls.”

“You didn’t know,” Powell said. “You didn’t know.”

“How can anybody do that?” she asked, raising her head.

“How can anyone be two so completely different people?”

“That’s the nature of what he is,” Powell said. “I’m sure that when he was with you, he was completely normal and charming, in every way. That’s the way this always works.

They aren’t raving lunatics running through a crowded theater swinging a hatchet at people.”

“No,” she said, her voice sharp. “They’re much worse!”

“You’re right,” Powell said. “That’s it. You’re exactly right.