Stuart MacBride - Twelve Days of Winter - Crime at Christmas

Richardson parks the car and kills the engine while I pull out my handset and call control. ‘Oscar Charlie, this is Charlie Hotel Six, we’re in position.’

The speaker crackles. ‘ Roger that. You have a go as soon as all other units are in position. Good luck. ’

I stick it back in my pocket, then settle back in my seat, watching the house. The other unmarked CID cars and the dog handlers’ van should be here in a minute.

Another big sigh from the passenger seat.

I smack Richardson on the arm. ‘You’ve got a face like my mother-in-law’s arse. Who died?’

He looks at me, then stares out at the snowflakes drifting down from the sky like flecks of gold in the streetlights’ sulphurous glow. His eyes glisten, then a tear rolls down his cheek, his shoulders quiver, and the floodgates open. He sniffs. Wipes his eyes on the back of his sleeve. Apologizes for being so soft.

Jesus. That’s not awkward, is it? For a moment, I just sit there. Then the man-management training kicks in and I reach over and squeeze his shoulder.

He looks at me, bottom lip quivering. ‘I got a letter from my doctor.’ He sniffs and wipes at his eyes again. ‘Shite, I’m sorry. . . I . . . I gave blood last week.’

He takes a deep shuddering breath. ‘I’m HIV positive.’

And I know it’s stupid, and I know it’s wrong, but I don’t want to touch him anymore. Because I’m a shitty human being. Richardson’s been on my team for years, he deserves better.

I squeeze his shoulder again. ‘Are you OK?’ It’s a stupid question, but what am I supposed to do?

‘I’ve never cheated on Sandra, I swear. It must’ve been . . . I don’t know. . .’

In our job we come into contact with all sorts of sketchy bastards and their bodily fluids. All it takes is one drop of blood and you’re screwed. Poor bastard.

‘What’s the FMO say?’

‘I. . .’ Richardson hangs his head. ‘I only found out Wednesday . . . haven’t told anyone. Not even Sandra. Oh God.’ The tears were back. ‘What am I going to tell her? What if I’ve infected her? What if I’ve given her AIDS?’

What the hell do you say to someone in that situation? ‘Cheer up, could be worse’? I try for the shoulder squeeze again, but it doesn’t help, he just cries all the harder. . .

Kilo Mike Two and Three finally arrive from the local Kingsmeath station.

Richardson takes one last shuddering breath and wipes his eyes. Trying to make out he’s all right.

I fasten the Velcro on my bulletproof vest. ‘I want you to stay here, OK? Keep an eye on the house while we go in.’

‘No. I’m OK. You need the manpower.’

I shake my head. ‘Not that much. You’ve had a shock. You. . .’ Deep breath. ‘What if something happens and you infect someone? Look, I’m sorry: I know it’s shitty, but you’ve got to stay in the car.’

‘No, I need to come with you, don’t-’

‘Believe me, I’d much rather have you with me than some of these KM Muppets, but you have to wait in the car. You know you do.’

‘But-’

‘We can talk about it when I get back, OK? Thain can take the prisoners back to FHQ, and you and me will go grab a bacon buttie and talk, OK?’

‘But-’

‘No. You’re staying put whether you like it or not.’

He goes back to staring at the falling snow. Sulking.

I can’t really blame him.

A burgundy van pulls up in front of Kilo Mike Two – the dogs are here. That’s my cue.

I climb out into the chilly morning air.

HIV. What a great end to the week. Still, after today I’m off till Tuesday. Three days of trudging around the three million relatives we never see at any other time of the year. Because ‘everyone wants to see the baby’. Hell, I’m its dad and half the time even I don’t want to see the little bugger.

DS Thain’s waiting for me by the back of the dog van, dressed in firearms team black, machine pistol cradled against his chest. ‘Morning, sir.’ He eyes my lumberjack costume. ‘Ready when you are.’ He’s one of these career policemen hot-footing it up the promotion ladder. But he’s a nice guy, good cop too: efficient, not an arse-kisser like a lot of these fast-track wankers. Which makes it all the more unfair to take the piss out of his red hair.

But I do it anyway. ‘Jesus, Thain, something horrible’s happened to your head! Oh, wait, it’s your hair.’

He smiles. ‘Bugger off, sir.’ Sounds a bit bunged up, as if he’s got a cold.

I grin back at him. After PC Richardson and his cloud of impending doom, it’s a bit of a relief.

DS Thain sniffs. ‘What’s the plan?’

‘Surround the place. Half the troops round the back, everyone else round the front. Two from each team go in, the rest wait outside in case Black makes a run for it.’ I look up at the house, then back at the Canine Unit where the black nose of a police Alsatian is making snotty whorls on the glass. ‘And we’re taking one of the dogs in with us too. Just in case.’

‘Sir.’ He marches off to get everyone in place, red hair glowing in the gloom.

I give Stephanie a ring and ask if she wants anything from the shops while I’m out. Still making the effort.

Stephanie doesn’t want anything. But she almost sounds happy I called. We chat for a bit about who’s getting what for Christmas. No fights. No sniping. Just two grownups having a conversation. Who knows: maybe if we can make it through to the New Year there’s hope for us after all. We could-

DS Thain is back, giving me the thumbs up.

I nod, then shift the phone to my other ear. ‘Sorry, I gotta go. See you at four.’

‘ Love you. ’

‘Love you too.’ Because I still do.

And then it’s time to get going.

Life is beginning to stir in Denmuir Gardens: lights sparkling on in lounge windows, bedrooms and kitchens. But not number fourteen. Dillon Black is obviously having a bit of a lie-in.

He’s about to get rudely awakened.

‘Right: everyone make sure your partner’s got their vest on – there’s no record of Black owning a gun, but we’re not taking any chances. I expect Black to resist, but he’s not an idiot. He pulls a gun and we’ll blow his arse off. He puts up a fight and the dogs will tear him a new one. His only choice is to come quietly.’

The firearms team check their Heckler and Koch MP5 machine pistols and Glock 9mms.

‘I want this nice and clean, people. No heroics, no shooting things for the fun of it. In and out: no one hurt. Understand?’

They ‘Yes sir!’ me, then everyone trots off into place, coughing and sneezing as they go. You can always tell when it’s Christmas in Oldcastle because every bugger on day shift is dying from colds and flu.

Thain nods towards the car Richardson’s sitting in. ‘Not letting him out to play?’

I shrug. ‘He’s not feeling well.’

‘Oh aye?’ Thain blows his nose, just to make sure I know that he ’ s not feeling too hot either. Tough. He racks a round into the chamber of his machine pistol.

I give the signal.

The battering ram rips the front door right off its hinges. BOOM. It falls back into the hallway in a flurry of splintered wood. The place is in darkness, and it’s cold too – like the central heating hasn’t come on yet. Which makes sense: the kind of business Dillon Black runs doesn’t keep nine-to-five hours. It happens after dark in deserted car parks and warehouses.

I lead the way, stepping into the hall as another BOOM sounds from round the back: the second team coming in. Thain and I charge up the stairs in the darkness, following the glow from the torches strapped to our MP5s.

‘POLICE, COME OUT WITH YOUR HANDS UP!’