Chris Jordan - Measure of Darkness

“Remarkable,” says the doctor.

“What?”

“The capacity of the mind to heal itself. We’d been thinking it might be months, if ever, but it appears that you’re already well on your way to recovery.”

“I feel awful.”

“The beating alone would likely leave you feeling physically depressed. And however much your mental state may be improving, it will be some weeks before you’re healed. Which means you will stay in my custody for the time being.”

“In your custody and under arrest for murder,” he says. “I didn’t do it, by the way.”

“Glad to hear it,” she says. “I don’t know much about murderers, Mr. Shane, but you certainly don’t seem like the sort of man who would kill someone in cold blood.”

“Not in cold blood,” he says, but then thinks again of his wife and daughter. “Not on purpose.”

If he hadn’t fallen asleep in the car they’d still be alive, of that he’s convinced. Over the years he’s learned to live with the knowledge, but the truth of it hasn’t changed.

“Confinement is confinement,” the doctor says. “We’ll just have to make do until this sorts itself out. That’s what your attorney promises, that she’ll eventually persuade them to drop the charges. Despite the guards at the door and the device on your ankle, I hope you’ll find your stay here tolerable. This just so happens to be one of the nicest rooms in the hospital, reserved for foreign dignitaries. It helps to be friends with Naomi Nantz, obviously.”

Shane smiles, although it makes his jaw ache to do so. “I met her once, very briefly.”

“Then you must have made quite an impression. Her people pulled a lot of very powerful strings and made sure you have everything you need. TV, books, phone, access to your legal team. Now that your mind is back we can get on with your physical therapy. Shall we say tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow is good. Why am I so sleepy? I never sleep.”

“Nature’s way of healing,” the doctor says.

She’s about to add something but is stopped by his gentle snore.

When the black hood is pulled from his head, Milton finds himself blinded by a powerful light. His hands are bound behind him, held by what feels like plastic straps. Slowly his eyes adjust. He’s inside what could be a metal shed-he can’t actually see beyond the shadow edge, outside the bright circle of light-but he can hear the faint metallic creaking of metal siding as it flexes in the wind. He’s been seated, hard enough to jar his bones, on a short three-legged stool, the kind used for milking cows. He assumes the short stool is to emphasize his insignificance. If so, it’s working-he’s never felt so small and powerless in his life. He can just make out the figure of a man looming behind the light source.

Milton has seen this kind of thing often enough in movies, as suspects are interrogated, but the actual experience is quite different. The fact that he knows these are psychological tools intended to frighten him into submission does not lessen the effect. He’s terrified. Adrenaline has so flooded his system that he’s shaking and can’t stop.

“When you got up this morning, I’ll bet you didn’t expect this to happen,” says a man from behind the light.

Taylor Gatling, Jr., he recognizes the voice.

Finding that he can’t speak, Milton shakes his head, agreeing.

“You should have. This is what happens to spies, Mr. Bean. You have been detained under authority of the Patriot Act, and if you wish to survive the experience you must cooperate. Answer truthfully and you will be released from custody. Attempt to hide, prevaricate or deceive us in any way, and you will be detained for an indefinite period. Stubborn cases languish for years. Nod if you understand.”

Milton nods.

“Good. I’m turning you over to the professionals. Make them happy.”

The figure recedes into the shadows. Another voice begins:

“Milton Franklin Bean, you are in violation of U.S. Code titles one and ten, in contravention of security act H.R. 2975, as amended to the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act of 1978 and the Electronics Privacy Act of 1986. Habeas corpus no longer applies. As such you have no right of representation, no right of notification, no right to seek relief from detention. Although perfectly legal, as set out by the above amendments to U.S. Code, this is not a legal proceeding. There will be no judge, no jury of your peers. You stand accused and will remain in custody until you have satisfied this authority that you are not a clear and present danger to this nation.”

Milton, whose heart rate has slowed somewhat, manages to summon enough spit to ask, “What authority?”

The stool is kicked out from under him. Unable to balance the fall because his hands are bound, he lands heavily on his side with an oof! that empties his lungs.

“By that authority,” says the voice, with a drill sergeant’s barking cadence. “The authority to kick your sorry ass from here to Timbuktu, if that’s what it takes. The authority to drop you into a hole so deep you won’t hit bottom until your hundredth birthday. The authority to make you wish you’d never been born. Okay, get him back on the stool before he wets his pants. We’ll put you in Depends if that happens, Milton, that’s how we do it when suspects have leaky bladders, so I advise you to hold your water.”

“Okay,” says Milton, breathing heavily as they set him back on the stool. “Anything you say.”

“Answer me: true or false, you entered this premises under false pretenses.”

“True.”

“True or false, you’re employed by the IRS.”

“What? No. Even if I was, what’s that got to do with national security?”

Instantly the stool disappears. This time he falls backward. When they put him back on the stool his head is ringing from where it thumped the concrete.

“True or false. Those are the only acceptable answers. One or the other. I repeat, true or false, you are employed by the IRS.”

“False.”

“True or false, you are employed by the Defense Intelligence Agency.”

“False.”

“True or false, you are employed by Naomi Nantz, a private investigator.”

He hesitates. This time he lands on his face, skidding on the point of his chin. Might have chipped a tooth, hard to say.

“T-t-true,” he says, checking the tooth with the tip of his tongue. Chipped, definitely.

Somebody laughs, and he hears hands slap together, as if in congratulations.

“Very good, Mr. Bean. That’s the correct answer. Someone fitting your description was recorded entering the Nantz residence a few days ago. The description being ‘average man with indistinguishable features,’ which certainly fits. Oddly enough, we didn’t get a hit on our facial recognition software. It’s like you blur, or something generic. So by admitting you’re employed by Naomi Nantz you’ve confirmed a favorite theory, which makes us very happy. For that you’ll be rewarded with a drink of water.”

A bucket of icy cold water is thrown in his face.

“Hoo-ha!” someone hoots, as hands slap again.

He crouches on the little stool, shivering. Milton is not one of those who never imagined himself being brave while undergoing torture. The scary thing is, they haven’t really got to the torture part yet. Not the part where they break his fingers or tenderize every muscle and ligament in his body, as they obviously did to Randall Shane. Never mind what they did to his brain.

Milton concentrates on not crapping his pants, and vows to answer every question truthfully, or to supply whatever answers they so desire, truthful or not, to do whatever it takes to avoid being physically damaged or mentally impaired.