Scott Nicholson - Burial to follow

The man sniffled and moved on, wobbling slightly.

Barnaby dropped his voice again. "We’re all maggots. We all eat the sorrow and then go home, glad that it’s him and not us that had to give up the ghost."

"What if you don’t give it up?" Roby asked, thinking of Johnny Divine’s stubborn belief that he was still alive.

"I’d take the heat of hell over the cold indifference of the dirt. You and me, we know that souls go on, and we believe it more firmly than any church-goer you ever met. We’ve seen it with our own eyes, and that sets us apart."

"I guess it’s kind of a like a holy duty, when you look at it that way." He looked at Marlene, at the exposed fringe of her bra, the soft white curving flesh above it. Harold had arrived and was greeting the widow, taking her frail hands in his large ones. Black grease filled the creases of his fingers and his hair was slicked back with what looked like thirty-weight.

Barnaby put a hand on Roby’s shoulder. "It’s the least you could do for poor old Jacob."

Roby nodded. "Yeah, I reckon." Then, after a pause, he said, "Has Glenn Isenhour come by?"

"They wheeled him in this morning. Don’t worry. He’ll get his turn. He don’t deserve no less."

"And the suitcase?"

"You don’t need to know too much about my part. And I don’t want to know about yours."

Roby felt Barnaby press something into his palm. He took it, glanced down, then slipped it in his pocket.

"A little extra," Barnaby said. "I always save some for emergencies."

Beverly Parsons made her way through the line, hugged the widow and the girls. She gave Alfred an extra special squeeze, and Roby would have sworn she had real tears on her cheeks. Leaving Cindy to comfort Alfred, Beverly went over to Roby and Barnaby.

"Got that Isenhour pie in the oven?" Roby asked her.

She looked at the undertaker, then back at Roby. "Things like that aren’t to be spoken of."

"Jacob’s pie was about the best I’ve had in a while. You really outdid yourself."

"I do what I do and you mind your own business."

"Cindy’s looking mighty healthy. Gained her weight back."

Barnaby excused himself, said that he had some matters to discuss with the widow.

"I don’t want to talk no more," Beverly Parsons said.

"I was just curious about something. If Cindy walked out of the funeral parlor and stepped out in the road and got smacked down by a dump truck, would you still be beholding to Johnny Divine? Or would it be even Steven?"

"Quit that kind of talk. Somebody might hear you."

"Oh, you mean Johnny? He already knows, ma’am. He sure enough knows."

"Hush up." She clamped her hands over her ears. "Hear no evil, hear no evil, hear no evil."

Roby leaned over her, put his mouth near her ear. "If Cindy died, would you have to bake her pie?"

She ducked away from him and rejoined the Ridgehorn family. Roby, smiling, followed her.

"Much obliged for the pie," Anna Beth said to Beverly. "Everybody’s been so nice to us. Daddy would be happy to know how much you all pitched in."

"He was a good man," the pie-maker answered.

"Real good," Roby said. "Delicious."

Anna Beth gave him a confused look. Marlene, who’d been letting Harold show his admiration for how good she looked all dressed up, moved away from the rest of the family. Harold stuck close to her, like a dog following a bucket of chicken guts.

"Are you okay, Roby?" Sarah asked. "You’re looking a little sickly."

"Yeah." The sweat on his forehead was thick enough to collect in rivulets. "I reckon I better get some fresh air."

"Want me to come with you?" Alfred asked.

"No, I’ll be fine. Funerals just get to me, is all."

"I know what you mean," Anna Beth said. "I liked to never got to sleep last night. Kept thinking I heard Daddy out in the barn. You know, Alfred, how he used to hum that little tune while he was milking the cows?"

Alfred’s eyes flicked toward Marlene, so fast that nobody noticed but Roby. "Yeah. I guess memories come in different size boxes. Because I woke up in the middle of the night and thought I heard the tractor out in the cornfield."

Buck turned from his conservation with Sarah at the mention of the word "tractor." "Didn’t nobody steal it, did they?"

Sarah grabbed Buck by the arm and pulled him toward the widow. "Don’t even get started."

Roby was hit by a wave of dizziness, as if the chapel had suddenly broken loose from the world and drifted into the clouds. The thick sweetness of the flowers made his stomach flutter. Roby grabbed Alfred to keep from falling.

"Here," Alfred said. "I’ll help you outside."

Alfred hadn’t said a word, hadn’t even snickered, as he helped Roby take a seat on the concrete steps leading into the funeral home. The evening was autumn cool, and as Roby leaned against the wrought-iron railing, his sweat dried, leaving him clammy. Two men he didn’t recognize were smoking cigarettes in the parking lot, the orange glows of their cigarette tips growing fat with each draw. Clawson’s Funeral Home sat on a small hill, and downtown Barkersville huddled below it in a tangle of utility lines, a wash of street lamps, and a stack of worn bricks.

"You got no right to nose into family business," Alfred said.

"I promised," Roby said, wiping his eyes.

"How did you find out?"

"Your daddy told me."

"Bullshit. Wasn’t nobody else there. Just me and Marlene and-"

"You didn’t hear him coming, did you? I reckon not. You were probably breathing too hard. Or maybe whispering little words in her ear. Tell me, what did you call her? Did you say, ‘Oh, Marlene,’ or did she make you say ‘sister’?"

"You bastard," Alfred said.

"Don’t worry, I won’t tell nobody."

"It didn’t happen. And don’t go messing with Marlene. You leave her alone."

"I said I wouldn’t tell anybody. Wouldn’t want Cindy Parsons to know, would we?"

"Daddy’s dead. He can’t tell nobody. And who would believe you, anyway? Everybody pretty much thinks you’re touched in the head."

"I guess we both got our secrets, don’t we?"

Alfred kept quiet while an elderly couple doddered down the steps and into their Ford. The two men had finished their cigarettes and exhaled the last of the gray smoke, buttoned their jackets, and went back inside. One of them said, "Sorry about your loss, Alfred."

"Thank you, Mr. Adams."

When the funeral parlor door had closed once again, Roby said, "There’s one way you can shut me up for good."

"Hell, yeah. I can put a Jap bullet in your brain and bury you out by a back road."

Roby almost told him to go ahead, to see how that worked out, to see whether secrets took to the grave actually stayed there. Instead, he fumbled in his pocket, touched something dry and ragged.

No. Wrong pocket.

He went inside his jacket and came out with the thing Barnaby had given him. "Here. This is for Marlene."

Alfred held the object up to the light that leaked through the parlor’s windows. "What the hell’s this?"

"Forgiveness."

"You’re as crazy as everybody says."

"I swear on God’s Holy Bible, you get her to take that, and I’ll never whisper a word to nobody."

"Take it?"

"Eat it. All of it."

Alfred held the object close to his face, then sniffed it. "Shoo, smells like dried dog shit."

"It’s pie."

"Pie?"

"A special recipe. Been in the family for generations."

"You’re crazy, Roby Snow. Crazy as a frog-fucked hoot owl." After a long minute, Alfred said, "You promise, as God is your witness?"

Roby smiled. "Cross my heart and hope to die."

Alfred went inside, into the room where the others were paying tribute to the flesh that once housed Jacob Ridgehorn’s soul.