Robert Liparulo - The 13 th tribe

Now he wanted time to stop so he could simply watch her-like that moment when falling asleep feels so good, you want to stay like that all night. She pushed her hair off her face and smiled at someone. Her eyes sparkled like sapphires held up to the sun.

He caught two more sparks of that light, as though refracted from her, and saw Tyler running ahead. His son was weaving through tourists on the path, his arms and legs pumping furiously. He wore a miniature version of a guard’s uniform: desert camo shirt, matching shorts, boots, and canvas belt. The boy had begged to have Jagger’s old utility case, a canvas-covered aluminum box the size of a fanny pack, originally designed to carry night vision goggles on a belt. The goggles were gone and so were the canvas covering and felt liner, leaving Tyler’s stash of hard candy, coins, and rocks to clang around with impunity. With every step, the kid rattled like maracas.

Jagger climbed off the fence and opened his arms to receive the bundle of pure energy that was his boy. Tyler leaped and nearly knocked him off his feet.

Jagger oofed. “You’re getting too big for that.” He hoped Tyler hadn’t caught his quick frown. After the crash-losing his best friend and watching his father suffer-Tyler had started acting younger than his years. He’d convinced Beth to bring his old raggedy “blankie” out of retirement, along with a handful of favorite toys from his younger days. For a while he’d called them Mommy and Daddy, and had even wet his bed a few times. His behavior was all the more jarring because he hadn’t abandoned the introspective, logical thinking that Jagger had thought was advanced for a nine-year-old.

A child psychologist they’d consulted said such selective regression was common among children whose immediate family had experienced trauma: it was a defense mechanism, a mental retreat to more stable, comforting times. She’d assured them it was temporary. Tyler was slowly catching up with his age, but Jagger still found himself babying his son-a behavior he suspected had more to do with his own guilt than with Tyler’s childish quirks.

“Mom made sahlab,” Tyler said, his whole face smiling. “Are you thirsty?”

“Does a camel poop in the desert?”

Tyler laughed and squirmed his way higher in Jagger’s embrace until his head was above his father’s. He scanned the excavation. “Where’s Ollie? We got some for him too.”

“Dr. Hoffmann’s working, Ty. Maybe now’s not the best time.” Tyler seemed to have made a hobby out of bombarding the archaeologist with questions and appeals for stories of previous digs.

“He said I can come see him anytime I want. He likes talking about archaeology.” He leaned back in Jagger’s arms to give him a serious look. “You know I’m gonna be an archaeologist.”

“And what excuse do you use when you bother the monks?”

“ Bother? ” He punched Jagger’s shoulder. “They like talking about what they do too. Mom says everyone does. That’s why it’s so easy to interview people for her articles.”

Jagger scowled a little. The last thing he would want to do was talk about himself or his work.

Tyler said, “Did you know young monks are called brothers and old ones are fathers? Except when they talk to each other, then they always say brother.”

“Even when they’re fathers?”

Tyler nodded, eyes wide, like it was the craziest thing. “Anyway, I never told them I wanted to be a monk.”

Jagger shook him up and down, making his treasures rattle. “How about a candy?” he said.

Tyler expertly opened the utility case without looking and produced a gumball. He popped it into Jagger’s mouth. “Can I go see Ollie?” the boy asked.

Jagger relented. “I’ll walk you over.”

Beth reached them and held up a battered lunchbox emblazoned with Clone Wars stormtroopers. “Guess what I brought you?”

Jagger shifted Tyler into his left arm. For all of the trauma that limb had suffered, his biceps were as powerful as ever. In fact, given the metal prehensor, carbon fiber socket, and nylon harness that crossed his back and anchored around his other arm, the “disabled” arm was stronger than his real one.

He reached out, bypassed the lunchbox, and slipped his fingers around Beth’s wrist. He pulled her close, said, “This?” and kissed her.

She smiled up at him. “Actually, I brought two.” Her lips found his again.

Tyler made kissing noises.

Jagger dropped Tyler onto his feet, and the boy started for the excavation. Jagger snagged the back of his collar with his hook.

“Just to the fence, Dad. Promise.”

Jagger released him, and Tyler climbed onto the fence’s top rail to sit and watch the workers milling around the dig.

Jagger turned back to Beth. “School out already?”

She homeschooled Tyler in their tiny apartment in the monastery’s visitors quarters. After learning that Jagger had brought his family, Gheronda, the monastery’s abbot, had graciously offered it. Only Oliver had secured another room in the monastery. Everyone else hiked to the village’s one hotel.

“We’re meeting Gheronda in the library later,” Beth said. “He’s going to show us some illustrated manuscripts and explain how he classifies and catalogs them.”

“Ah, the old AMREMM supplement to the Anglo-American Cataloging Rules,” Jagger said with an air of professorial authority. He smiled at Beth’s surprise. “Father Gheronda cornered me on my rounds and gave me an earful. You’d think he built the library himself.”

The monastery boasted an impressive collection of early codices and manuscripts, second only to the Vatican in quantity and importance.

Beth laughed. “You know it’s just ‘Gheronda’?”

“I’m not going to call a guy I barely know by just his last name. He’s been nice to us. I’ll call him President Gheronda, if he wants.”

“Gheronda means elder. The monks bestowed it on him out of respect, to honor him.”

Jagger turned away, then looked at her out of the corner of his eye. “Yeah, I knew that.”

She slapped his shoulder, and they watched Tyler assume a wobbling standing position on the top rail. “This is a great experience for him.” She pushed herself into Jagger’s side and put an arm around him. “For me too. I’m glad we came.”

Jagger nodded.

“Dad,” Tyler said. “Which hole is Ollie in?”

“Annabelle. Addison’s with him.”

The boy jumped down, grinning. “Let’s go!”

Beth whispered, “He likes her British accent.”

“He likes everything about her,” Jagger said. He almost added, But not as much as I like everything about you — and it was true-but that he didn’t have to say it was one of the things he loved about her. Beth was more comfortable in her own skin than anyone he’d ever met. It wasn’t that she thought she had it all together; she was simply okay with not being all together.

She opened the lunchbox, handed him a paper cup, and uncapped a thermos. She poured out a white liquid, thick as motor oil. Made from spices and salep flour-ground orchid tubers-sahlab was a favorite Egyptian drink. The locals, however, served it hot. Beth’s brilliance was in icing it.

“So,” she said, “did you have a crush on someone when you were his age?”

“Of course. My fourth-grade teacher, Ms. Duncan.” He blinked, furled his brow in thought. “I think.”

Since the crash he’d suffered from long-term memory fragmentation-not amnesia, but a sort of fracturing of memories, so they were often recalled with no context: swimming in a lake as a boy with no memory of getting there or with whom or the events surrounding the swim; driving a car for the first time, but not knowing the make or model or where he’d been. He remembered his parents had died in a plane crash, but couldn’t conjure being told of their deaths. And the faces of the foster families who’d taken him in, but not how many there were or the age he was with each one. Sometimes two unrelated pieces of memory would butt up against each other, making him believe-at least until he did the math-that they were part of the same event. He distinctly recalled coming home from delivering newspapers on a cold, wintry day to find his mom making him a grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup. But by the time he’d acquired his first paper route, his parents had been dead for years.