Peter Temple - In the Evil Day

‘Many thanks,’ said Serrano, taking the case. ‘Take the money. You deserve it.’

The man took the money, looked at it, put it in his hip pocket. ‘I’ll buy the children something,’ he said. He turned and walked back the way he’d come, limping a little from the stomp.

Tilders went on his way. Anselm forced himself to take his time leaving, found the car parked in a no-standing zone, engine running. In Mittelweg, Fat Otto, the man who had bumped the innocent commuter into Zander’s path, said, ‘Kid’s something, isn’t he? Deserves a bonus.’

‘Deserves to be jailed now before he’s even more dangerous,’ said Anselm.

His mobile rang. Tilders, the expressionless tone. ‘They got about fifty pages. Out of two hundred, they guess.’

‘That’s good. Get it printed.’

‘The reason it took three to transport the case,’ said Tilders, ‘is probably the diamonds.’

‘Ah.’

Anselm took out his mobile and rang Bowden International. O’Malley was in this time. ‘About fifty pages. Out of perhaps two hundred.’

‘Good on you. As much as could be expected. I’ll send someone.’

This is the moment, Anselm thought. ‘We’ll need the account settled in full on delivery,’ he said. ‘Including bonus.’

‘What’s this? We don’t pay our bills?’

Anselm closed his eyes. He’d never wanted anything to do with the money side. ‘No offence. Things are a little tight. You know how it goes.’

A pause. ‘Give our man the invoice. He’ll give you a cheque.’ Pause. ‘Accept our cheque, compadre ?’

‘With deep and grovelling gratitude.’

Anselm put the phone away, relieved. They were sitting in the traffic. ‘Any takers for a drink?’ he said. Fat Otto looked at him, eye flick.

‘I’m offering to buy you lot a drink,’ Anselm said. He knew what the man was thinking. ‘Grasp the idea, can you?’

They went to the place on Sierichstrasse. He’d been there alone a few times, sat in the dark corner, fighting his fear of being in public, his paranoia about people, about the knowingness he saw in the eyes of strangers.

…HAMBURG…

In the closing deep-purple light of the day, Anselm turned the corner and saw the Audi parked across the narrow street from his front gate. He registered someone in the driver’s seat and the jangle of alarm went through him, tightened the muscles of his face, his scalp, retracted his testicles.

He kept walking, feeling his heart drumming, the tightness in his chest. Not twice, not in a quiet street, not in a peaceful country. It wouldn’t happen to him again. To him, no. Not here, not to him. No.

Just one person in the car, a man, there was another car further down, a BMW, empty.

The driver of the Audi got out. Not a man, a woman in a raincoat, shoulder-length hair, rimless glasses she was taking off.

‘John Anselm?’

He didn’t answer, eyes going to the BMW, back to her car.

‘Alex Koenig,’ she said. ‘I’ve been writing to you.’ She closed the car door, opened it again, slammed it, came around the front. ‘Damn door,’ she said. ‘It’s a new car. I was about to drive off.’

A shudder passed through him, an aftershock. He remembered the letters. Doctor Alex Koenig from Hamburg University had written to him twice asking for a meeting. He had not replied, thrown the letters away. People wanted to ask him questions about Beirut and he didn’t want to answer them.

‘I thought you were a man,’ he said.

‘A man?’

‘Your first name.’

She smiled, a big mouth, too big for her face. ‘That’s a problem? If I were a man?’

‘No,’ said Anselm. ‘The problem at the moment is how you got this address.’

‘David Riccardi gave it to me.’

‘He shouldn’t have done that,’ Anselm said. ‘You stalk people, is that what you do?’

She had a long face and a long nose and she had assumed a chastised look, eyelids at half-mast, a sinner in a third-rate Italian religious painting. ‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to give you that impression.’

‘Well, goodbye,’ Anselm said.

‘I’d really like to talk to you.’

‘No. There’s nothing I want to talk about.’

‘I’d appreciate it very much,’ she said quietly, head on one side.

He was going to say no again, but for some reason-drink, loneliness, perversity-he turned, unbalanced by liquor, and held the gate open for her.

In the house, standing in the empty panelled hall, taking off her raincoat, she looked around and said, ‘This is impressive.’

‘I’m glad you’re impressed.’ He led the way into the sitting room, put on lights. He rarely used the large room, with its doors onto the terrace. He lived in the kitchen and the upstairs study. ‘A drink? I’m drinking whisky.’

‘Thank you. With water, please.’

He poured the drinks in the kitchen, gave himself three fingers. When he returned with the tray, she was looking at the family photographs hung between the deep windows. She was tall, almost his height, carried herself upright.

‘How many generations in this picture?’ she said, turning her head to him.

Anselm didn’t need to look. He knew the photograph. ‘A few,’ he said, sitting down. He was already regretting letting her in, offering the drink. What had come over him? He didn’t want to answer questions, didn’t want her prying. ‘What can I do for you?’

She sat opposite him, in the ornately carved wooden chair. ‘As I said in the letters…’ ‘I didn’t read your letters. Unsolicited mail. How did you know where to send them? Riccardi?’

‘No. I only met him a few days ago. I asked the news agency to forward the letters.’

‘Kind of them.’

He hadn’t worked for the agency since before Beirut, hadn’t spoken to anyone there in a long time, five or six years, had never received anything in the mail from them. How would the agency know his address?

‘Why would they do that?’ he said.

She shifted in her chair, recrossed her legs, long legs. She was wearing grey flannels and low-heeled shoes. ‘I’m a psychiatrist. I told them I was doing research.’

‘That’s a good reason is it?’ He drank half his whisky and couldn’t taste it, wished he’d made it stronger, the bad sign. ‘Psychiatrist. Is that a special licence to invade people’s privacy?’

Alex Koenig smiled, shrugged. ‘I spoke to a man, I told him I was researching post-traumatic stress disorder suffered by hostages and that I very much wanted to talk to you. It was just a request. I would write to you. You could say no.’

‘I didn’t respond. That’s no.’

‘Well, I thought they hadn’t forwarded the letters.’

‘So you extracted my address from Riccardi.’

She laughed, not a confident laugh. ‘I have to say I didn’t do that. He offered the address, he said he’d ring you.’

‘Well I have to say I don’t have any disorder so you’re wasting your time.’

She nodded. ‘As you know, the symptoms can take a long time…’

‘When it happens, I’ll let you know. Until then there’s nothing I can tell you.’

They sat in silence. Anselm felt another bad sign, the urge to disconcert, didn’t care and looked at her breasts, looked into her eyes, looked down again. She was wearing a white shirt, fresh, well ironed, creases down the arms.

Alex Koenig looked down at herself, looked up at him.

‘They’re not very big,’ said Anselm. ‘Size means everything to tit men.’

He could see her slow inhalation, the slow expulsion.

‘Well,’ she said, ‘my body aside, my research is into the relationship between post-traumatic stress disorder and the life history and personality of victims.’